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Letter to Google & YouTube

 

 

Most of the paid work I’ve done in this life   has been construction-related.   I like designing & building.  And repairing.

But I still regard myself (primarily) as a philosopher and a teacher.

 

For many years I’ve been wondering about the (hypothetical) problem  –  suppose I had the opportunity to have a real conversation with (say)  a Mafia boss  [that is – someone who is intelligent,  yet has a life-orientation and world view  (very) different from mine]        What would I say to him?     What COULD I say to him?

 

It so happens    that I spend quite a bit of time   watching YouTube clips   (many of which   are wonderful and astonishing)   and I have learned some (non-trivial) things  that I never even set out to learn.

 

But I have noticed    that certain YouTube videos   have content which is completely different   from that clip’s verbal (and/or pictorial) description.    And the problem is getting worse.

 

This is nonsense.     

                                 (at least that’s how I look at it)        YouTube is the fastest-growing, largest, and most-utilized  library   IN the WORLD.      (by FAR)

 

And, since the Public USES it     –     it’s a PUBLIC LIBRARY.

 

[Furthermore – its enormous size    and rate of growth     are due to the fact that people (the public) upload videos to it.   Lots of them     &       UNSOLICITED. ]        

(it really is a Public Library   –   despite the ‘legalities’)

 

And this Reality    is at odds with  the (legal) fact    that Google owns YouTube.

 

So  –    the people (at Google & YouTube)  whose responsibility it is to make the future-shaping decisions

find themselves faced with a tough choice  ~   whether

 

to yield to the (materialistic) cultural norm  –  of simply trying to maximize profit

Or

to uphold the public Trust   of managing the most important library in the world   according to responsible (public-oriented) Library Practices.

 

And

we’re not talking about Pocket Change  here.    

We’re talking about big  Money.    LOTS of money.

The letter I wrote and sent to these folks   is  an ambitious one,   nor is it short.    The paper version / copy I sent   weighed about a pound.

I had to choose, of course  –  between being ‘courteous’ to the recipients (that is  –  keeping the time they would need to invest in reading it    to 2 – 5 minutes

or

writing something   which might actually help them make the (fundamental / life-view-altering) changes  which could actually make the planet a better place.

 

Mellville wrote Moby Dick  when he was a teen-ager.   And he wrote Billy Budd    at the other end of his career.  It was his final work.

Billy Budd really CARED about the inner life of The Rights of Man‘s  master at arms –  Mr. Claggert (whom everyone else on the ship hated).  And he spoke to him man-to-man

and on the level.  Billy wasn’t just trying to improve life for his ship-mates,  he was trying to rescue Claggert from his inner demons, that were wrecking his life.

 

Dickens (in A Christmas Carol)  undertakes to ‘save’ the inner life of  a devoted miser  –  Ebenezer Scrooge.  And he solves this problem  by employing the aid of 3 spirits  (the ghosts    of Christmas Past,  of Christmas Present,  and of Christmas Future).   But these three spirits  had  Considerable Deep Knowledge    AND   they had thorough knowledge of the client himself.   And so     they succeeded.   They pulled it off.    They were able to get Scrooge to consider numerous important realities,  and on the basis of those insights  (by the end of that one night, that Christmas Eve)  Scrooge found himself to be a new man.  A Changed Man.

But  –  enlisting the help of mighty spirits  is rather above my pay grade.  I have no privileged information or knowledge  of the deep inner life of  the captains of Google and  YouTube.  I was forced to make do with (simply) what I know about life,        about the Human Condition,       and about  the world we live in.                  I had to improvise.

Here’s the letter :

[at the end      I will include a copy of the (short)  Cover Letter]

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It’s better to die for an idea that will live

than    

live for an idea that will die.

                                                                                     –   Steve Biko

 

Nation states are temporary.

 

Money is temporary

 

    IF

 

we’re able to weather our own greed & folly    long enough

to come out the other side.

 

Our PLANET teeters on the Existential Brink; and whether the (human-driven) sixth Mass Extinction proceeds

depends on what we Humans DO  in the next ten years or so.

 

Besides that  –  our individual LIFE is Temporary.         (With No IF )  

 

YouTube is a Public Library     and should be managed as such.

 

{I have no doubt   that you have a team of well-paid lawyers

who would assure you that this is not the case.  That it’s simply a business that you own.

            However – it is NOT the job of the attorneys   to shape the future.   It’s YOURS.}

 

YouTube is the biggest   and the most utilized   library IN THE WORLD.

And it’s a Public Library    aside from all the ‘legalities’

BECAUSE 

the PUBLIC USES IT.

 

I’ve had some good math teachers; but I don’t think I’ve ever had one   that knew ‘what Math is.’

Like that ~  knowing what YouTube is  (not ‘under the law’, but IN REALITY)    is above the pay-grade of your attorneys.

 

Choices ~

 

Humanity possesses enough knowledge    so that everyone in the world could have all their basic needs met    and even live in affluence.    

But    has this become a living reality?      Nope.

 

WHY NOT?

 

Because the caterpillar-torturing Super-Rich      DON’T WANT IT !

 

The Club they belong to    has its own rules and objectives.

                Our current business model (the way we distribute wealth)    is a Pyramid Scheme.

The Super-Rich (who do NOT regard the populace as Real People)  have figured out how to make the Population support them    and their outrageous and unnecessary wealth.

 

How’s that working out for you?

 

Would you be twice as happy   if you had twice the wealth?    Or half as happy  if you had half ?

I doubt it.                  Any chance   that there’s a power addiction   being indulged here?

 

Many YouTube videos are now  (deliberately) mislabeled.  And it’s getting worse.

Everyone knows, of course   that online videos, being digital,  have no ‘spine’ on which to display a title.     But  YouTube  always  displays a few words (connected to each video)   and this corresponds to the spines (in a book library)   whereon titles are displayed   for the user of the library    as he (or she)  browses the stacks.

 

And, of course, I am  (vaguely)  aware    that well-paid staff    at YouTube (and probably at Google as well)   work hard   on the software that allows the YouTube library to function.  And one of the things that this software does is    that it  shapes the behavior of your  clients,  i.e.  – the ones who – unbidden – upload videos  (and many of these people   depend on you   to help them earn money)

 

So  –

 

If the word-labels   and/or the graphic images   associated with the videos (at YouTube) do NOT offer an accurate indication   of what’s in that particular video –   this constitutes a Problem.    For the User.      

And whose fault is that?      It’s yours.    You run the library.

 

Imagine ~  that  your daughter has grown up    enough,  such that she is currently working on her Ph.D.  She’s writing her thesis    on the correlations   between Jungian psychology    and the world view of the existentialist philosophers.     And these days    she spends more than a little time in the University Libraries, the Municipal Libraries, and on YouTube.    And   what if she were to find  that her study & research is being impaired by (unprofessional) Library Management Practices?      What if she was finding (in ANY of the libraries she was using)   that there were sometimes  Big Discrepancies   between the actual contents of an item    and the word-label   of that item?    Would you not feel you’d want to protect her from such nonsense?    If you could?     I think so.

 

Suppose your daughter, while  complaining  to you   about her “Bad Library”  problems,  challenged your life position.  And, in the course of your argument, you say to her   –   “Well, that’s just the way I am.”   At which point    she might invoke the (existentialist) principle   that    ‘Existence precedes essence.”

 

Now ~ despite the fact that  when a normal intelligent person comes across such a phrase, they might easily think – “What kind of nonsense is this?” …  it actually does say something.  It ‘has meaning’ :  

 ‘Existence precedes essence’ can function like that TV game-show ‘wrong-answer’ buzzer :  “Nnnnnnnnnt”      (you know – it’s loud & obnoxious, and lasts for about ¾ of a second)

 

Your daughter might explain to you that –   That you show up    comes before   how you show up.

Our existence  (that we show up   AT ALL)  is not a matter of choice;  but how we show up  IS.

 

“That’s just how I am”  is an (illegitimate) attempt  to get ourselves off the hook.    It’s an exit strategy.

But  ~  The First Rule of Management    is  that      “While power may be delegated, responsibility may NOT be.”

 

HOW  we show up   is a matter of choice.   And –  for our choices    we are RESPONSIBLE.

 

Where there is no vision

    the people perish.

 

Clubs

 

All of us belong to clubs.   [I don’t know – 20 or so;   and I’m not talking just about formally recognized clubs  like the Elks  or the Rotary Club]

 

When I lived on Quadra Island (B.C)    I had a neighbor – Larry, who was in Jr. High school.  Well,  he decided he wanted to play the violin; so he committed to this project.    But this meant that he had to CARRY his violin (on the bus) to & from school  every day.

Now – you need to know    that the wealthiest people on Quadra Island   are loggers and fishermen.    Real Men, you see.   

 Well   the sons of these real men (who rode the school bus with Larry)   made Larry  PAY  for his (sissy) Choice.

Not many of us can well withstand the scorn & ridicule of our peers.

His commitment lasted about a year.  

(and I doubt whether Larry is an accomplished violinist today)

 

Now  –  if we were to ASK these Sons of Real Men (or even their fathers)    whether they (themselves) BELONG to the Real Men Club     they may well say  No.    But that does not mean that they do not.

 

These clubs  that we belong to      it’s an organic Reality.   

The Mind is (of course)  always  involved, but the actual Joining      is done with the Heart.

 

And once the joining is done, the laws of Collective Consciousness begin to function. 

[I will try to explain what I know about this   to you,   IF YOU ASK ME TO]  but for now   just look at this short video (which is simply about Consciousness itself):

        

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9n6NvDpcwLM    (Consciousness explained in 200 sec | Swami Sarvapriyananda     3:40)

 

                 +      https://www.youtube.com/shorts/j2LU89KMVUg    (a Yogi   sitting in the snow)

 

Also –  it’s helpful to understand that we live in a devoutly materialistic society; so, if you’re interested, I invite you to read an essay of mine:       https://worldfamilytrading.com/mind-stuff/   

 

 

 

 

Historical context

 

            Lincoln probably said it best    when he ended his (short) speech, which he gave at Gettysburg  –  “that     that government of the people, by the people, and for the people   shall not perish from the earth.”

 

Here  Lincoln makes it clear that the American Experiment  amounts to a Co-op Model   of government.

(like a food co-op    only   applied to the business of governance)

 

This is why  there is so much interest (WORLD-WIDE)  in how the American Experiment   will turn out.   ANY group could adopt it.

 

But  the Kings of Tech    do not consider that this co-op model of government  fits in  with their club’s charter  –   which does NOT seek to make life good for everyone.   It seeks merely   to maintain and expand  the wealth, power, & privilege   of their own little club.     It is, apparently –  perfectly okay with them    if the American Experiment  falls into the sewer.     

American Democracy? –  Expendable.      

The Constitution?   Obsolete.    

The freedoms  that soldiers have fought and died for   for 250 years? –  Of NO consequence.                   

Men died.   For what?                          

Have some petty, soulless, con-man (puppet) dictator  occupy the office of President?   –  Fine.

 

Martin Luther King    learned from his father   –   “If you see a good fight, get in it.”

 

But this implies that you have the wisdom  to know which side you should  fight on, doesn’t it?

 

Choosing Humanity

 

Do you know what the difference is  between a Human Being    and an animal?   It’s not whether we can make and use tools.   Or whether we can think.    Lots of animals  are able to figure out the best way of accomplishing a task.

Here’s the difference:   A Human Being is capable of coming to the conclusion   that certain things   should not be done    at all.                    Animals cannot do that.

 

So –

The question becomes   –   “Are we willing to exchange our Humanity   for money?   For Power?   For status  within our Club?

 

The Pacific Northwest  (Seattle  /  Portland  /  Vancouver)  is largely inhabited by Humanist Agnostic Fundamentalists:     

Humanist  –  because they value Human Beings & believe in taking care of them.  They’re mostly Democrats.   (Humanism IGNORES the issue of ‘God’)        

Agnostic  –  because they believe in Science  instead of  God.  (they mostly think that God is a superstition; and   we’ve outgrown that stuff, right?)    

And Fundamentalists  –   because they have no doubt WHATEVER  as to the correctness of their life position.

 

Central, near-coastal California (silicon valley)  is where live   the Kings of Tech.   And since this tech  is the foundation  for the Future     they are (also)  the Kings of the World.

The top level of this group  (also, of course)  belong to the Super-Rich club  (the wealthiest tenth of a percent)

 

The rapid and systematic dismantling of the American society and governmental system    is, to quite an extent, something that your own club is doing / supporting.   Is this not true?

 

Can we arrive at the Truth?

 

It was  (I believe)  Socrates   who said  that   “All agree   that happiness is the goal.  Disagreements are about what will produce it.”

 

Since about the age of twenty, I have believed   that   any two people   should be able to come to agreement about any issue   (if they are adequately sincere & mature  [you know  –  respectful of others’ experience, are genuinely truth-seeking, & not governed by their ego,  etc.] )

Though our life experiences are bound to differ, we do live in the same world after all.  And we share the same Human Condition.

 

This belief may seem extravagant    given how unable we are, these days, to listen to each other & learn from each other.     We’re a mess.

 

You know what a teacher is?        A  (real) teacher  is someone who, as he looks around   and sees the (individual & societal) casualties     he blames education.

 

I happen to be unusually sensitive to certain things     such as book titles.

 

I grew up in northwest Ohio, about 5 miles south of Lima  (which is a real armpit).   But I would sometimes go to the Lima Public Library.  And (at the age of 19 or so)   I would often just wander through the stacks    and, without touching the books,  just read the titles   on the spines of the books.      WHY?  you may wonder.

(I might, unhurriedly,  engage in this ‘activity’   for 15 or 20 minutes)     Because   –   I was fascinated,   astonished    at how much meaning   ordinary book titles were able to convey.

 

REALITY is unaffected by anything we might say or think about it.

 

Abraham Lincoln said  –  “How many legs does a dog have, if we count the tail as a leg?

~   FOUR.     Saying that the tail is a leg   does not make it a leg.”

 

A hundred and seventy-five years ago   Lincoln was doing whatever he could do

to make the world better.    But the fact that he said this    means that he realized that there were people around  who (instead of trying to make the world better)   resorted to ‘controlling the narrative’.  [and these days   controlling the narrative  quite often  includes  considerable (and well-thought-out)   deceit.

 

The world itself (reality)    is the context within which ‘Truth’  has meaning.

 

Happiness ensues from the recognition of truth because it can be acted out;  it can be lived.  Disappointment and sorrow attend upon error because, not being a reality, it cannot be realized in experience.

                                                                             –  Urantia Book, p 42

 

“Because the regime is captive to its own lies, it must falsify everything. It falsifies the past. It falsifies the present, and it falsifies the future. It falsifies statistics. It pretends not to possess an omnipotent and unprincipled police apparatus. It pretends to respect human rights. It pretends to prosecute no one. It pretends to fear nothing. It pretends to pretend nothing.”

                                                                                                                 –  Vaclav Havel

 

I just had a little ‘chat’ with Chat GPT ~  

The Independence of the American “free press”  appears to have been collapsing for the past hundred years.   [an Independent Free Press   being necessary to the health of any democracy]

 

  •  Notably – in 1987  the FCC abolished the Fairness Doctrine, which had required broadcasters to present controversial issues in a balanced way.  This suggests a (transparent / self-conscious) societal DECISION to replace the Truth with (more favorable)  lies.  
    •  Does this mean that the American Society   has now walked up to the front door of the Insane Asylum, walked inside  …  up to the front desk, and declared –  “We’d like to be committed, please.  ALL of us.”.   
  • Are we (collectively) CHOOSING  autocracy    over the ‘stressful’ life of living in the Real World?    Are we choosing autocracy over democracy? (self-responsibility).      Is it so?

 

 

 

Some spiritual context

 

There are only two groups of mortals in the eyes of God:

those who desire to do his will, and those who do not.

                                                                                              –  UB  p 1468,3

 

  At the end of your earth life you will all expect mercy; therefore do I require of you during your mortal life that you show mercy to all your brethren in the flesh.

 

                                                                                               The Urantia Book       p 1571:4

 

We COULD cooperate and work together, could we not?

 

Unless the moral insight and the spiritual attainment of mankind are proportionately augmented, the unlimited advancement of a purely materialistic culture may eventually become a menace to civilization. A purely materialistic science harbors within itself the potential seed of the destruction of all scientific striving, for this very attitude presages the ultimate collapse of a civilization which has abandoned its sense of moral values and has repudiated its spiritual goal of attainment.

132:1.4 (1457.3)The materialistic scientist and the extreme idealist are destined always to be at loggerheads. This is not true of those scientists and idealists who are in possession of a common standard of high moral values and spiritual test levels.  In every age scientists and religionists must recognize that they are on trial before the bar of human need. They must eschew all warfare between themselves while they strive valiantly to justify their continued survival by enhanced devotion to the service of human progress. If the so-called science or religion of any age is false, then must it either purify its activities or pass away before the emergence of a material science or spiritual religion of a truer and more worthy order.

                                                                                               –    Urantia Book, p. 1457

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[I think you will NOT get such counsel as this    from your Legal Team]:

                                                               [ The right use of  wealth    Getting clean   with regard to great wealth ]

5. Counseling the Rich Man      132:5.1 (1462.2)A certain rich man, a Roman citizen and a Stoic, became greatly interested in Jesus’ teaching, having been introduced by Angamon. After many intimate conferences this wealthy citizen asked Jesus what he would do with wealth if he had it, and Jesus answered him: “I would bestow material wealth for the enhancement of material life, even as I would minister knowledge, wisdom, and spiritual service for the enrichment of the intellectual life, the ennoblement of the social life, and the advancement of the spiritual life. I would administer material wealth as a wise and effective trustee of the resources of one generation for the benefit and ennoblement of the next and succeeding generations.”

132:5.2 (1462.3)But the rich man was not fully satisfied with Jesus’ answer. He made bold to ask again: “But what do you think a man in my position should do with his wealth? Should I keep it, or should I give it away?” And when Jesus perceived that he really desired to know more of the truth about his loyalty to God and his duty to men, he further answered: “My good friend, I discern that you are a sincere seeker after wisdom and an honest lover of truth; therefore am I minded to lay before you my view of the solution of your problems having to do with the responsibilities of wealth. I do this because you have asked for my counsel, and in giving you this advice, I am not concerned with the wealth of any other rich man; I am offering advice only to you and for your personal guidance. If you honestly desire to regard your wealth as a trust, if you really wish to become a wise and efficient steward of your accumulated wealth, then would I counsel you to make the following analysis of the sources of your riches: Ask yourself, and do your best to find the honest answer, whence came this wealth? And as a help in the study of the sources of your great fortune, I would suggest that you bear in mind the following ten different methods of amassing material wealth:

132:5.3 (1462.4)“1. Inherited wealth—riches derived from parents and other ancestors.

132:5.4 (1462.5)“2. Discovered wealth—riches derived from the uncultivated resources of mother earth.

132:5.5 (1462.6)“3. Trade wealth—riches obtained as a fair profit in the exchange and barter of material goods.

132:5.6 (1462.7)“4. Unfair wealth—riches derived from the unfair exploitation or the enslavement of one’s fellows.

132:5.7 (1463.1)“5. Interest wealth—income derived from the fair and just earning possibilities of invested capital.

132:5.8 (1463.2)“6. Genius wealth—riches accruing from the rewards of the creative and inventive endowments of the human mind.

132:5.9 (1463.3)“7. Accidental wealth—riches derived from the generosity of one’s fellows or taking origin in the circumstances of life.

132:5.10 (1463.4)“8. Stolen wealth—riches secured by unfairness, dishonesty, theft, or fraud.

132:5.11 (1463.5)“9. Trust funds—wealth lodged in your hands by your fellows for some specific use, now or in the future.

132:5.12 (1463.6)“10. Earned wealth—riches derived directly from your own personal labor, the fair and just reward of your own daily efforts of mind and body.

132:5.13 (1463.7)“And so, my friend, if you would be a faithful and just steward of your large fortune, before God and in service to men, you must approximately divide your wealth into these ten grand divisions, and then proceed to administer each portion in accordance with the wise and honest interpretation of the laws of justice, equity, fairness, and true efficiency; albeit, the God of heaven would not condemn you if sometimes you erred, in doubtful situations, on the side of merciful and unselfish regard for the distress of the suffering victims of the unfortunate circumstances of mortal life. When in honest doubt about the equity and justice of material situations, let your decisions favor those who are in need, favor those who suffer the misfortune of undeserved hardships.”

132:5.14 (1463.8)After discussing these matters for several hours and in response to the rich man’s request for further and more detailed instruction, Jesus went on to amplify his advice, in substance saying: “While I offer further suggestions concerning your attitude toward wealth, I would admonish you to receive my counsel as given only to you and for your personal guidance. I speak only for myself and to you as an inquiring friend. I adjure you not to become a dictator as to how other rich men shall regard their wealth. I would advise you:

132:5.15 (1463.9)“1. As steward of inherited wealth you should consider its sources. You are under moral obligation to represent the past generation in the honest transmittal of legitimate wealth to succeeding generations after subtracting a fair toll for the benefit of the present generation. But you are not obligated to perpetuate any dishonesty or injustice involved in the unfair accumulation of wealth by your ancestors. Any portion of your inherited wealth which turns out to have been derived through fraud or unfairness, you may disburse in accordance with your convictions of justice, generosity, and restitution. The remainder of your legitimate inherited wealth you may use in equity and transmit in security as the trustee of one generation for another. Wise discrimination and sound judgment should dictate your decisions regarding the bequest of riches to your successors.

132:5.16 (1463.10)“2. Everyone who enjoys wealth as a result of discovery should remember that one individual can live on earth but a short season and should, therefore, make adequate provision for the sharing of these discoveries in helpful ways by the largest possible number of his fellow men. While the discoverer should not be denied all reward for efforts of discovery, neither should he selfishly presume to lay claim to all of the advantages and blessings to be derived from the uncovering of nature’s hoarded resources.

132:5.17 (1464.1)“3. As long as men choose to conduct the world’s business by trade and barter, they are entitled to a fair and legitimate profit. Every tradesman deserves wages for his services; the merchant is entitled to his hire. The fairness of trade and the honest treatment accorded one’s fellows in the organized business of the world create many different sorts of profit wealth, and all these sources of wealth must be judged by the highest principles of justice, honesty, and fairness. The honest trader should not hesitate to take the same profit which he would gladly accord his fellow trader in a similar transaction. While this sort of wealth is not identical with individually earned income when business dealings are conducted on a large scale, at the same time, such honestly accumulated wealth endows its possessor with a considerable equity as regards a voice in its subsequent distribution.

132:5.18 (1464.2)“4. No mortal who knows God and seeks to do the divine will can stoop to engage in the oppressions of wealth. No noble man will strive to accumulate riches and amass wealth-power by the enslavement or unfair exploitation of his brothers in the flesh. Riches are a moral curse and a spiritual stigma when they are derived from the sweat of oppressed mortal man. All such wealth should be restored to those who have thus been robbed or to their children and their children’s children. An enduring civilization cannot be built upon the practice of defrauding the laborer of his hire.

132:5.19 (1464.3)“5. Honest wealth is entitled to interest. As long as men borrow and lend, that which is fair interest may be collected provided the capital lent was legitimate wealth. First cleanse your capital before you lay claim to the interest. Do not become so small and grasping that you would stoop to the practice of usury. Never permit yourself to be so selfish as to employ money-power to gain unfair advantage over your struggling fellows. Yield not to the temptation to take usury from your brother in financial distress.

132:5.20 (1464.4)“6. If you chance to secure wealth by flights of genius, if your riches are derived from the rewards of inventive endowment, do not lay claim to an unfair portion of such rewards. The genius owes something to both his ancestors and his progeny; likewise is he under obligation to the race, nation, and circumstances of his inventive discoveries; he should also remember that it was as man among men that he labored and wrought out his inventions. It would be equally unjust to deprive the genius of all his increment of wealth. And it will ever be impossible for men to establish rules and regulations applicable equally to all these problems of the equitable distribution of wealth. You must first recognize man as your brother, and if you honestly desire to do by him as you would have him do by you, the commonplace dictates of justice, honesty, and fairness will guide you in the just and impartial settlement of every recurring problem of economic rewards and social justice.

132:5.21 (1464.5)“7. Except for the just and legitimate fees earned in administration, no man should lay personal claim to that wealth which time and chance may cause to fall into his hands. Accidental riches should be regarded somewhat in the light of a trust to be expended for the benefit of one’s social or economic group. The possessors of such wealth should be accorded the major voice in the determination of the wise and effective distribution of such unearned resources. Civilized man will not always look upon all that he controls as his personal and private possession.

132:5.22 (1465.1)“8. If any portion of your fortune has been knowingly derived from fraud; if aught of your wealth has been accumulated by dishonest practices or unfair methods; if your riches are the product of unjust dealings with your fellows, make haste to restore all these ill-gotten gains to the rightful owners. Make full amends and thus cleanse your fortune of all dishonest riches.

132:5.23 (1465.2)“9. The trusteeship of the wealth of one person for the benefit of others is a solemn and sacred responsibility. Do not hazard or jeopardize such a trust. Take for yourself of any trust only that which all honest men would allow.

132:5.24 (1465.3)“10. That part of your fortune which represents the earnings of your own mental and physical efforts—if your work has been done in fairness and equity—is truly your own. No man can gainsay your right to hold and use such wealth as you may see fit provided your exercise of this right does not work harm upon your fellows.”

132:5.25 (1465.4)When Jesus had finished counseling him, this wealthy Roman arose from his couch and, in saying farewell for the night, delivered himself of this promise: “My good friend, I perceive you are a man of great wisdom and goodness, and tomorrow I will begin the administration of all my wealth in accordance with your counsel.”

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Prior to the arrival of Europeans, Native Americans  living in North America   did NOT construe that they “owned” (or COULD own)  Land    (some portion of the Great Mother).  They understood it in terms of “occupancy”.

 

Wealth ~  what is it?  (& where does it come from?)

Our life would be better     if we better understood   where WEALTH comes from.  And what it is.

Wealth certainly is NOT the same as Money.     True Wealth  is:       Clean Air,  Clean Water,  nourishing food, Peace and Stability,   Friends and Family whom we love  and who love us,    a Clean Heart,   a well-educated and open Mind,   a generous Spirit  delivered from the hard bonds of selfhood,  a societal environment where cooperation abounds, and where Truth is highly valued and the Law is honored and upheld.

True Wealth arises from Cooperation, from the Principle of Giving.  Even though  we are still in the Ironic Period [economically speaking]  as we collectively operate under the illusion that Money is Wealth.

And so we think that we work  for money, and that  it’s the money that’s good.)

Whereas – if we could ‘sit on a cloud’      (that is – low enough to be able to see what people are doing, but high enough that we would NOT be able to see any exchange of money … what we would observe is  –  that people are all busy doing things for one another.  Giving.

[It is quite clear   that our current “President”   does NOT  know what wealth is, or where it comes from]

Of course  there is a certain amount of corruption, thievery, deceit, scamming, etc.    but Wealth arises in the Big Economy (in the culture)  in spite of the cheating,   not because of it.

Great Nature does her best to show us the nature of wealth.   We used to say – ‘It’s a dog-eat-dog’ world ;  but  cooperation is at work a great deal more than we once suspected.  

Communicating through the vast fungal networks, trees (even of different species) help each other and share nutrients.   

Besides –  (it is obvious that) when one more leaf comes out on some bush or tree  –  it does so NOT  do so  at the expense of the Whole.  Quite the opposite.   All the various components of a tree CONTRIBUTE to the overall vitality of the whole organism.  Andall benefit from belonging (to the commonwealth):   

Specialization    and Service (to the whole).   The principle of Giving.   

(and of Organicity / the WAY the parts of the system are interconnected)

The IRONY    is  that  (mesmerized by the notion that money and wealth are equivalent)   we imagine that the economy is driven by selfishness and greed      even though it is actually functioning on the basis of  the Principle of Giving.   We just don’t SEE it.      

                            [we all  have a strong tendency  toward self-centeredness,  selfishness,  and self-absorption]

As always  ~   the Great War of Ideas   rages   all around us    and IN us.  And none can escape it.   ALL are participants. 

One of the most important battles in the war  (currently)   is   WHETHER OR NOT  POVERTY is  NECESSARY.

I once heard one of the guys from Ben & Jerry’s Ice Cream   (on an NPR  radio talk show.)  I forget which one it was,  of these two, but)  he was telling about when he learned the selling price of the silk-screen-printed T-shirts  that are sold  (in great numbers)  in L.A.    It seemed like a lot of money to him.   (even though these T-shirts are typically produced in Sweat-Shops:  low wages, no air conditioning, questionable bathrooms, no benefits, etc)        It made him wonder ~ what would happen if we used  a CO-OP MODEL?   (instead of sweat-shop conditions)  –  What if  the T-shirt company could be properly capitalized, equipped with air conditioning,  a proper bathroom,    pay the workers a living wage,  with health insurance benefits, etc.   …

Could the product still be sold  at a competitive price?  

   

So    he DID it.    He formed such a company.       And how did the experiment turn out?   

  

Here  he drops two quarters  on the counter   (it was radio –  so he needed that sound)

They had to charge fifty cents more   for their shirts   (than their sweat shop competitors charged)

Poverty    looks like a CHOICE   to me.

(and of course, this little experiment   makes NO attempt to utilize  the wealth of knowledge  which has been acquired (reverse-engineered) from extraterrestrial/alien technology,  which knowledge & technology continues [perversely] to be suppressed/kept quiet    by the Super Rich.)

Quite a few times   have I put on a bean-cook.       Outdoors.  Open fire.  Three-foot iron pot   hanging from a tall tripod.   Sometimes  there would be two fires,  two fire-rings (made of rocks),  two tripods,   chains  hanging the cooking gear.  Then   I would probably produce tortillas   (on the 4-foot griddle) …    and beans   in the big iron pot.

I never (really) did this  to make money.  But there ARE expenses involved  (I would usually cook up a 50# bag of dry beans.   And it takes quite a bit of work.      Two hours  just to sort them  [remove bean-size rocks  & clods of clay]; soak them overnight;  re-rinse & cook them the next day].   

Tripods  (which require a heavy 3-pronged pin  near the top);  drift pins   inserted  about 7’ above the ground (to stop the suspension-chains from sliding on down the pole).   Big rocks (for the fire rings).   Enough fire-wood.    Ingredients  ~  for the beans: about a bushel each of ~ tomatoes, onions, peppers, &  (a half-bushel of)  mushrooms;  (salt, garlic, oregano,   & ground cumin  –  quite a bit will be needed).         

For the tortillas (sometimes I’ll have the customers roll out   & fry up   their own):   white & whole-wheat flour, a sanitary surface on which to roll the dough out flat;   oil, (& corn meal – after they’re rolled out);   rolling pin(s);        a big spoon  to stir the beans,    & at least one good spatula  for the tortillas;    melted butter   in a small pot   on the griddle.     Also ~  the pots themselves (the pot & the griddle,   both of which are heavy  and require care):  the 3-foot cast iron pot;     and the 4-foot  griddle (round or elliptical     cut from ½” steel  plate).   Studs (½” bolts, heads beneath the griddle)   & eye-nuts  on the top end    for the chains to pass through;    six pieces of   chain  & a long stout stick (or a 2×4)  to lift a third of the (hot) griddle, allowing the chains to be adjusted / to raise or lower the griddle  as needed.

I’ve done this routine  (I quite LIKE doing it) ~   in Iowa (at MIU);    in Seattle  (at Harvest Fairs);  at the Spyker farm  in SW Washington;    in British Columbia (when I lived on Quadra Island);    and in Arizona (at GCCA).  

Sometimes  I’d just do a pancake breakfast   using the big griddle.

Anyway  –  I tried selling the tortillas & beans (at a modest, fair  price).  I’d hang a crock  about head-high   from one of the tripod poles      and just post the prices.

And   –  I’ve also just accepted donations (for the tortillas  and the beans).       And,  you know what I found?      It doesn’t make much difference.     

I bring in about the same    whether I sell  them    or whether I just accept donations. 

So  –  I quit selling them.      (in favor of    ‘donations only’)

(and, of course  –   if I’d never TRIED it,   I’d have never found out.      That   it doesn’t matter)

 

About 25 years ago    Amazon  made a decision to allow 3rd-party sellers to advertise (& sell) their products on Amazon.   (for a price   of course)

Still  –   it’s rather counter-intuitive  (to help one’s competitors).    

And there must have been considerable debate about it    behind closed doors.      

But they went ahead  and did it.   

 And today   about 60% of Amazon’s physical product sales    are 3rd party sales.    

And the fact  that they are still doing this   means  (to me, at least)   that Amazon makes money from this program.    And probably quite a bit of money.

Why?    Why is it a success?      Because it’s a Real Service.

And  – lots of Amazon customers then became even more ‘Amazon-loyal’.   They would then just go to Amazon     no matter what they were looking for.

Besides  – Amazon is free to slightly raise or lower    the commission that 3rd party sellers must pay them.    (And Amazon is FAMOUS  for being  “data-driven”, and creative in the doing of it.)

But I consider Jeff Bezos (& Amazon)  to be a “lost cause”.

 

In his song – “After the Gold Rush”   Neil Young   makes no mention of any gold rush,   nor does he even talk about greed & materialism.      The closest he comes    is in the last verse  in which he refers to a dream   in which there is preparation  (for certain ‘chosen’ humans)   to depart  in silver space ships      “toward a New Home   in the Sun”.             This may be understood as   an image  of choosing a Higher Life.

If we Humans    continue as we are currently doing   …    if we do NOT change    and do better     then the chances of Human Civilization   still being here   on the Earth    a Hundred Years from now     seem Very Slim   to me.

I just now asked ChatGPT    what we’d have to do    to survive another hundred years.    I won’t bother you with the details; but I can tell you that the necessary changes are not trivial.    They’re massive.    (if you don’t believe me, you can ask for yourself.    It’s not a secret.   Nor,  I think,  is it arguable.

But  –  let’s suppose for a minute  that things go well (in the next few decades).    You know how the time we’re in right now will be thought of    a hundred years from now? 

Our current time will be known then    as      “The time of fooling around”   (or something to that effect.  And  if things go Very Well,   our current time will be referred to  as  –  the “pre-family period”)   

 Because 

We are NOT taking care of business.     Even though we KNOW that our world (certainly human civilization) is teetering on the Existential Brink   we are NOT ADDRESSING THE PROBLEM !!

Instead    we stick our collective head into the sand   and  do the ostrich asana.     

 Why?     

Because to actually confront the problem would be Very Uncomfortable.     And we already (many years ago;  we don’t even remember it) have  given ourselves permission to (simply) AVOID anything that might make us feel weak or stupid or inadequate.    (we’re “within our rights”  to do that,   aren’t we?)        I mean  –  even it we do EVERYTHING that’s within our power to do   (to prevent the self-genocide   that we are currently prosecuting)     we still MIGHT FAIL    

And wouldn’t THAT be unpleasant?    

Better to leave it to someone else.   

We can still party.    

Have an end-of-the-world  garage sale   (ROCK-BOTTOM PRICES     EVERYTHING MUST GO)

Also  –  we do not address the great planetary / existential crises confronting us        because   it would not be good for our  holy “bottom line”  –  our  (short-term, selfish)  profits;  and because our (whole society) economic incentives   are ALL WONKY   and do NOT reward choices   that are in the direction of Sustainability. 

 And we lack the character and will to re-design the Economy / re-tune the Incentives   for Survival.

In other words  –  we are Stupid     (we’re in a stupor).

 

                              https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Pj_zVp_OqXI    (We’re Mortal    –   Anthony Hopkins)

Anthony Hopkins reminds us    that 3 generations from now    everyone who knew us    will be dead.        

 Jeff Bezos   may  (for a time)   be remembered    for Amazon,      for how much money he made        by maximizing profit    through data-driven decisions.    Good for him.    (but that’s the most he can hope for)  

And I would definitely  NOT want my sister to marry him   or anyone LIKE him.

 

What would YOU  like to be remembered for?

Google   & YouTube    are like a mighty ship.     And YOU are on its bridge.   At its helm.     You are in a position to wield power    which few can even imagine.     And how will you spend that nickel?       Making money?

Really?    

For a beautiful home?    A snazzy car?    Plush family vacations?     A good education   for your kids?

Surely you could achieve all such things     on a TENTH of what you earn now       could you not?

Maybe you reckon you need ALL the money you have (& can get)   to be able to influence geopolitics.   Or just to be able to control what happens in this country.          Mmm?

If so       I hope you know what you’re doing.         Because, honestly, I have my doubts.

If you do not hold every human being  (& ALL Sentient beings)    in your heart   similar to how you hold your own children …

If you do not feel intimately connected to the    life-support systems  (the sun, the rain the air, the soil, the rivers & oceans,  the forests …)     which keep us alive   (& the Spiritual Forces  which do the same)      all day    every day

then   you are not qualified to lead.

 

“The sun   is a Powerful Man.

If he dies, everybody dies.”            –   Dersu Uzala   ~   Kurosawa

 

                                        (We are part of a biological system    LONG before    we’re part of a political or economic system)

 

 

 FAMILY  or  enemies  ?    (connectedness or alienation?)

 

We  (ALL)  stake our lives   on what we think is true.   & what we think is possible.    

So   we need to ask ourselves:   

 Is Poverty a choice?       

Is the (psycho-spiritual  abandonment &) exploitation/oppression of the Populace  necessary?       

Is Nature  trying to show us  the way   to   abundant  Life  and  Harmony?    

Is Predation  (in Business)  necessary?      Do we WANT to be in a predatory relationship   with our clients?   And with our customers?     Do we (actually) believe   that it’s  necessary?   (that we have no choice)?

It’s true that (in Nature)  some animals eat plants.  And some animals eat other animals.   

[but  the notion  that   “It’s a dog-eat-dog world  /  Survival of the Fittest”   is no longer believable.]

Some orcas eat mammals & birds.  And some eat only fish.    But the difference is CULTURAL   NOT   BIOLOGICAL.

We  have some choices to make.  That’s all.

Most families  love and protect  everyone within the Family.  [particularly  the father assumes this responsibility]   

Now –   one could argue  that (since the Family Boundary  is typically drawn  so small)   that this is (in reality)  a  modern version  of  Selfishness.    (selfishness pretending to be Love)

In ANY case   we have to CHOOSE  how to draw the ‘family’ boundary;  

 

Any real family   is a predation-free zone.

Albert Schweitzer says –      

I don’t know what your destiny will be, but one thing I do know:   the only ones among you who will be really happy   

are those who have sought and found how to serve.”

 

Nisargadatta says –   

“In dream you love some and not others.  

In waking up you find – You are Love itself, embracing All.

Personal Love, however intense and genuine, invariably binds;

Love in Freedom is Love of All.”

 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kp7YGIamtN8    (“I realized I’m the worst person I know” 

     Scott Harrison, of Charity Water     15:41)

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1G2Qt6Zno3w9yFFH4aJEGJNsuVPQ7q_wJr4F4dr6MK3I/edit?tab=t.0     (Thomas Merton’s awakening)     

    Do we dare to believe – that what Merton experienced    was nothing more than a clear apprehension of the truth?

 

The Old Onion Seller

In a shady corner of the great market at Mexico City was an old Indian named Pota-lamo. He had 20 strings of onions hanging in front of him.

An American from Chicago came up and said: “How much for a string of onions?” “Ten cents,” said Pota-lamo.

“How much for two strings?” “Twenty cents,” was the reply.

“How much for three strings?” “Thirty cents,” was the answer.

“Not much reduction in that,” said the American. “Would you take 25 cents?” “No,” said the Indian.

“How much for your whole 20 strings?” said the American.

“I would not sell you my 20 strings,” replied the Indian.

“Why not?” said the American. “Aren’t you here to sell your onions?” “No,” replied the Indian. “I am here to live my life. I love this marketplace. I love the crowds and the red serapes. I love the sunlight and the waving palmettos. I love to have Pedro and Luis come by and say `Buenos dias’  and talk about the babies and the crops. I love to see my friends. That is my life. For that I sit here all day and sell my 20 strings of onions. But if I sell all my onions to one customer, then my day is ended. I have lost my life that I love – and that I will not do.”

                                                   –    from    “The Gospel of the Redman”   by Ernest Thompson Seton

 

An old farmer  in Montana    was once asked –  “What would you do   if you had a million dollars?”.   

After a little thought,  the farmer replied   –    “I don’t know.   I guess I’d just keep farming   till it was all gone.”

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“Betrayal of public trust by an elected or appointed official is regarded as a most heinous crime, and such offenders are summarily executed.”       

  – from  UB  Paper 72 ~  ‘Government on a Neighboring Planet’  which begins on p. 808.  I suggest you read the entire paper:

                       https://www.urantia.org/urantia-book-standardized/paper-72-government-neighboring-planet?term=72#U72_12_1  

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I’m pretty sure – that YouTube has (already) had considerable beneficial impact on our Collective Life.

One that (quite) impresses me  is   that it shows us that there is a lot of connection  (possible)  among animals – (even) of different species, and also connection between animals and Humans.   Furthermore – I was led to this realization  DESPITE the fact  that I did NOT seek it   or even intentionally study this topic.   WHY?  –  Because of the youtube software  AND  because of the enormous body of videos in the library.   

Suppose that you are searching (in your own, personal) collection of hardware – for a certain bolt that you need.  The chances that you’ll find one that will do the job – will be roughly proportional to the number of pieces of hardware in your collection / (your ‘hardware store’).

YouTube  functions as a   powerful   Window onto the World   of which we are a part.      This is NOT trivial.    And it is astonishing.

We need to understand & appreciate that  (because of its vastness)   YouTube now offers Humanity  a (hitherto unavailable) VIEW of REALITY.  It’s  a New Thing    in Human History.

Hanging out on YouTube  is going to EXPAND your view of Reality     Expand our View of the World.

And    the (YouTube software) “goal”   of Maximizing the amount of time a user spends sitting looking at YouTube should be abandoned.  Because it’s predatory.  And it’s unnecessary,  and off-the-point.

I’m not saying that the software itself should change.  But the REASON for it  (the purpose for it)  should be re-understood.

The programmer   should think of himself   as an Educator.   And as a Gracious Host.

Baskin-Robbins  does not say (to its customer) – “Okay.  Make up your mind. What kind of ice cream do you want?”    NO !     They have TASTING SPOONS    and will gladly (before you order) give you a taste of any  kind of ice cream they have.

The YouTube programmer    should imagine he (or she)  works  in such an ice cream store.   And that the ice cream  (the videos)  is Education.   He should endeavor  to interest  the user  in as many flavors of ice cream   as possible.   

And once he learns   that a given customer likes a certain flavor,   the software  should REMEMBER that.

One chronic disappointment  I experience  while using YouTube  is  that the Software  FORGETS  TOO SOON.  

It should, for example, have figured out   that I LOVE  the art of Bonsai (miniature trees).   And  the fact that I haven’t REQUESTED or searched  for or selected a video on that topic for quite a while  –  should NOT be interpreted   as an indication  that I no longer love it !     No.    The software should have learned   ALL the things I’m interested in   and then (every now and then)  OFFER me a (good) clip from each area of interest  (whether I’ve looked at any videos in that area of interest recently or NOT.

I think maybe you think you already DO this.   But I am confident   that the software could be improved in this regard.  (at least – for me)

 

WHY, do you suppose  –  Andrew Carnegie decided to fund lots of public libraries?

Does not ready access to a Public Library (even an old-fashioned one  –  one that’s full of books)  foster Human Progress?  It does.   Because    it is an augmentation of the Human Mind.      An individual Human Being  is no longer limited to making do   with his own limited experience (& thoughts & memories).    The invention of Language, Written Language, and the Printing Press / (books)      grants us  access to the ideas (and memories) of OTHERS.      And ready access to Public Libraries    means that one does not even have to BUY a book    in order to read it.       It is a Great Boon  to Humanity, surely.      To Education     and Progress.

  • But    as I contemplate YouTube  –  its benefits to Humanity  (& its potential benefits)     I am   IN AWE.       
  • Every person (automatically) has ready access to his (or her) own memories.   But   –      YouTube (is so enormous  that it)  functions as an augmentation of Human Memory.    It pushes Individual mind (& memory)    toward  Humanity Mind (& memory).

Allow me to use myself (as a YouTube user)  as an example:      Already (and without meaning to)  have I become acquainted with  (not only)  how much  connectedness  there is among ALL  forms of Life,  but  –  the amazing amount of creativity   of a Great Many people.    AND  the incredible level of skill   of   (again)  Very Many People.  Skill which had to have been  attained    through a GREAT amount of Training & Practice.

[and there are, as well  –  other things I have learned    that are not  easy to describe succinctly]

 

I recently  asked ChatGPT  three questions;  and here’s what I found out ~   People (world-wide)  make use of / (spend time in) Public Libraries    at the rate of (approximately)  ⅓ of a billion hours per month.

People (world-wide) spend time reading books    at (about) the rate of 30 billion hours per month.

People (world-wide) spend  on YouTube:   about one billion hours a day.

This means that (currently)  the people of this planet  spend about the SAME amount of time reading books    as they spend on YouTube (though, I’m guessing – they’re not the Same people.  People who read books  may not be the same people as the ones  who watch YouTube)

And – the time we spend in libraries (ALL the libraries in the world) is about 1 %   of the time that we spend on YouTube !

This means    that YouTube   is the MOST WIDELY USED LIBRARY IN THE WORLD.    By far !  

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1BgRacnXc7WiBmKBzdtzPWE9j8cE8fxxavKHVHBe1Nu8/edit?tab=t.0    (a few links)

                                            (You can see    that I am not just a YouTube  user,  I’m also a  Fan.  While I do have some problems with YouTube       as a philosopher & teacher   –   I love youtube     because it pushes us /  (Humanity)   to move  beyond our stereotypical & injurious World View.    

YouTube  must be the coolest library in the world!

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1hDJ7uIpEU6ppPdTSDr8RArTRGc2hPF6tLDaH1m_5Ljo/edit?tab=t.0      (quite a few links)

 

 

What would you do    if you were certain    that you’d never have to worry about having enough money    ever again?

Or        (let me put it to you another way) –

How would you steer  Google & YouTube   if you knew   that  (tomorrow   & thereafter)    all money would be obsolete?

or   if you were to come to the realization    that the ‘maximization of profit’  was  IRRELEVANT?    that it is  an unworthy goal    for your   life’s contribution?

                                                                                        [ref:  “‘Tin Cup”,   1996  –  Kevin Costner & Rene Russo ]

  (We may be able    [while technically respecting the rules]    to simply ‘choose a different  game to play’)                                          

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The Kings of the World

The kings of the world are growing old

and they shall have no inheritors.

Their sons died while they were boys,

and their neurasthenic daughters abandoned

the sick crown to the mob.

The mob breaks it into tiny bits of gold.

The Lord of the World, master of the age,

melts them in fire into machines,

which do his orders with low growls;

but luck is not on their side.

The ore feels homesick.  It wants to abandon

the minting houses and the wheels

that offer it such a meager life.

And out of the factories and the payroll boxes

it wants to go back into the veins

of the thrown-open mountain,

which will close again behind it.

                                        –  Rainer Maria Rilke

                                                           Transl:  Robert Bly

 

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Some mis-labeled YouTube videos:

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1bORJNMWSEsAJCSsFy70oqA3EVjwrTXV1fbamaHfJP10/edit?tab=t.0 

 

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You may like to have a look at my resume:

A’Journe Resumehttps://docs.google.com/document/d/1qW-JUpvR37nHDSUNLH8oOO6W61fssBE-teoL7KL-Fo0/edit?tab=t.0 

 

&      upon request

 

I will submit a list of some suggestions    for proper management of    the Public Library of    YouTube;              (or meet with you    if you’d prefer)

 

Blessings

 

                                  A’Journe Spyker        

 

               You needn’t pay any attention   to anything I say.   Unless it’s true.

 

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“NAMES”

You should try to hear the name the Holy One  has for things.

There is something in the phrase:  “The Holy One taught him names.”

We name everything according to the number of legs it has;

The holy one names it according to what is inside.

Moses waved his stick; he thought it was a “rod.”

But inside its name was “dragonish snake.”

We thought the name of Umar meant: “agitator against priests”;

But in eternity his name is “the one who believes.”

No one knows our name until our last breath goes out.

                                                                                           –  Rumi 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6unS2JF8TA    (Pathology of the Rich  –  Chris Hedges      23:37)

 

A few days ago   I watched  the film   “The Social Dilemma”.   Surely you know it:    https://thesocialdilemma.com/     

 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpv1mjTedow    (LIVE: ‘Ukraine War is Over’, Jeffrey Sachs Makes a Fiery Speech At EU Parliament, Challenges America)                      We should learn to tell the truth.

 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1wNt7ReCcauFANfzxHGI0LXv2GWLD5wU60yEUsii_bBo/edit?tab=t.0  (Stockdale)  {copy link into URL bar}     When life is easy, we may be able to get by without deep thinking; but when life presses hard upon us – such is not the case.

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~   [the  ‘cover letter’ ]:

 

2 September 2025

 

 Attn:  Neal Mohan,  James Manyika,  & Kent Walker  

Dear  [Mr. Mohan / Mr. Manyika / Mr. Walker] :

I am writing to share with you a letter I have prepared concerning YouTube’s role in society. My central conviction is that YouTube, by virtue of how it is used by billions – already functions as a Public Library for the world. As such, it carries with it responsibilities for stewardship, accessibility, and truthfulness that extend beyond being a commercial platform.

The attached letter is written in a spirit of constructive concern. It argues that YouTube, as a global commons of knowledge, should be managed with the same sense of duty we expect from public libraries: responsibility for the information held, and care for the people who rely upon it.

I appreciate the enormous complexity of guiding a platform of this scale, but I believe that aligning YouTube more explicitly with its civic and cultural role could serve both humanity and Google’s long-term mission.

Thank you for considering these thoughts. I would be deeply grateful if you or someone on your leadership team could take time to read the letter that follows.

With respect,

A’Journe Spyker           

PO Box 2030          Sisters, Oregon   97759                  

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For the full letter: https://docs.google.com/document/d/17PrYEN5FdyXVgTcDY6uJwlvfc8-ompxw8wJj1HALfPk/edit?tab=t.0  

[A paper copy of this (full) letter    was mailed on 28 August   to  ~   YouTube, LLC,901 Cherry Ave. San Bruno, CA 94066    USPS Tracking #  9534 6158 2673 5240 8905 17 ]

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{I send this as a fax    as a last resort.  I’ve tried emailing this cover letter      to:  public-policy@google.com  ,  to   youtube-legal-support@google.com   ,  to   youtube-creators@google.com  ,  &  to  support@youtube.com    but none of these would receive my email.}   A’J

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The Square Root of W

 

Remember “The Powers of Ten”?

(a nine-minute film from 1977

 showing the scale & structure of Reality)

Ever see it?

 

When I was a youth, a book came to our house

a Time-Life book    on The Seas.   Well

Here’s what I found out from that book ~

 

If you were to take a glass full of water from the ocean

and then mark all the molecules in that glass  –  say

you somehow colored them red.

And then you poured it back into the ocean

and stirred it up

or waited

until all those red molecules

were evenly distributed throughout the entire hydrosphere.

And then you  again  scooped a glass from the ocean –

what, do you suppose, would be the chances of capturing a red water molecule?

It seems a bit unlikely, don’t you think?

 

Nope !

You would, on the average, find ELEVEN HUNDRED red molecules

In EACH glass-full  !

[well –  let’s just round that off to 1,000]

 

This means   that you could count how many water molecules are in one glass

by using your glass and the ocean : 

 

Imagine you are sitting in a canoe

With a big trash bag hooked to your port gunwale

(and this bag had the property of being able to stretch infinitely

And yet not break or tear.

It has a built-in funnel at its opening

and this is securely tied to your gunwale

So – while the bag itself is in the water

the only water inside it

is what you pour into it.

And you start –

dipping from the right

and pouring into the funnel on the left.

And each time you do this you count –

“One thousand”;  “Two thousand”, and so on.

And you keep doing that

till all the water in the ocean

is  inside your bag.

 

THAT’S how many water molecules

are in a single glass.

 

They are little.   INCONCEIVABLY small.

 

Well, recently  I got to thinking –

If a drinking glass   is too big

(by a factor of a Thousand)

What WOULD be the right size?

The Middle Size ?

 

 

I have heard   that our oceans are 90%  still unexplored.

But  by now  someone will have calculated how much water

Is on the Earth.

 

So –

 

I consulted ChatGBT.

I asked –  “How many water molecules are on the earth?  Please include   the oceans,   fresh water (including all frozen water / glacial ice,  ground water)    and bio-mass / water that’s part of living organisms.  EVERYTHING.)”

ChatGPT said:

Let’s answer this with a total Earth-scale estimate.

    …

{I won’t drag you through the whole response, but

here’s how it shakes out:}

🌊 There are approximately 4.63 × 10⁴⁶ water molecules on Earth, including oceans, freshwater (ice, lakes, rivers, groundwater), and all living biomass.

 

This is      a big number

and is, of course, written in Standard Scientific Notation ~

(which is what you want, when dealing with numbers 

that are very large   or very small)

The second part  tells you the Order of Magnitude;

and the first part (the coefficient) will be some normal number   between 1  and  10.

 

This does not trouble me much,  as I was born in 1946.

So –  by the time I took high school Chemistry   and Physics

working engineers still carried a slide-rule in their shirt pocket.  Their ‘calculator’.

We students each had (and used) a slide rule.

Besides that    there was a BIG  slide rule  hanging up  in the front of our class room.

This big slide rule was fully functional; and (being nearly a foot high, and 7 feet long)  it was easy to see.

Our teacher would often use the big one   to work through some of the calculations pertinent to our current work.

Anyway –  a slide rule does NOT deal in Orders of Magnitude;

It deals only in Raw Numbers –  (both input AND output)

YOU  must know the correct order of magnitude

 

Anyway   I know enough Math    to understand

that I needed the square root   of    4.63 × 10⁴⁶

 

And, by the way :    10⁴⁶ is simply a short-hand way of telling you how many times    10   is to be taken as a factor:

(10  X  10  X  10  …   forty six times  [forty-six factors of  10 ,   not just three] ) :       46,300,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000.

                                                                                                                          { This is 4.63    after the decimal point has been moved one place to the right      46 times }

No one wants to work with numbers that look like that.       Too unwieldy.

 

We are after the MIDDLE Size.    A container (like a small glass)

that will be ‘midway’  in size   between   a single water molecule   on the small end;  [let’s call this  ‘ w ‘]

and the volume of all the water on the earth    on the big end;   [let’s call this   (Upper Case)    ‘ W ‘]

We need the Square Root of  W.

(And ~  when I say :  the ‘mid size’   I do NOT mean   “half the size”   of the full amount)

 

Normally, you see – once you  determine that the square root  (say)  of 81   is    9         you can get back the original number (81)

in a SINGLE  (multiplicative) transaction  –  you simply multiply the square root (9) by itself    and you’re done.

But

the REASON we’re after the square root of W  ( that is  –  ‘all the water on earth’)   is to find the MIDDLE SIZE.

As sort of  Teaching Tool.

You see ~

While we HAVE a (vague) notion  as to the size of the ocean,

a SINGLE WATER MOLECULE  is  (it turns out)   WAY too SMALL !

Well, to be fair   –  here’s the problem:   Many of us have been to the ocean;  but

none of us have visited a MOLECULE.

So  –

Maybe it would  be helpful  –  to have in front of us     an object,    a container     something with an  EVERY-DAY size,

a size we can RELATE to       which shows us the MIDDLE Size.    Half-way  between a single molecule   and the Whole Ocean.

 

Eventhough we still use  the square root (of W    –  which is ‘all the water on the earth’)

we want to get there      (to the ‘big end’ )       in TWO jumps   not  ONE.      So that we can see where we’ve got to,    (where we are)    when we’re      HALF-WAY there.

 

I mean that —

applying it (the square root of W)    the first time  (as a factor of increase, applied to  w)     will get us half way  …

{let’s call this   M      for  Mid-size }

and  applying it AGAIN  (the same factor of increase)  will get us the rest of the way  …    to  W.

 

You will remember that   is small … but it is NOT  Zero.    It is ONE.     It’s a   single  water molecule.

So

X  M    =   M     or    (1  X  the square root of  W)   =  M                              Then:   M   X  M   =   W     or (the Middle size   X   the square root of W   =   all the water on the earth)

 

 

So

Let’s find  M.

 

              [taking the square root of a number   that’s in Std. Scientific Notation]

 

Since the order of magnitude   is     46    (an even number)

we can  simply  allocate half  (of these 46 Powers of 10)     to  each  of the two times  we multiply ;

and then simply take the square root of the coefficient :    (4.63)

Thus

The Square Root of W     =    2.15 X 10-to-the-23rd     

(which equals about 6.4 cubic centimeters  / or  1.3 teaspoons,  or  about ⅕ oz.)

 

A miniature shot glass.         

 

A cylindrical container with a diameter of 1.71 cm,   and with a height of 2.77 cm       would do.

[this is about 11/16” in diameter  X  about 1 ⅛” high]  –  inside measurements.

A small shot glass  indeed.       It’s about the size of the end of one of your fingers (beyond the last joint).

 

 

Our hydrosphere   is bigger than M

     by the same factor     that  M  is bigger   than a water molecule.             

   

M  compared to w        is the same    as       W compared to M

  M/w  =  W/M     ( =    2.15 X 10-to-the-23rd     =    Square Root of W )

 

 

Every time we have a drink of water   even a little drink

we drink at least that much.

Every time we wash our hands  or face

we use more than that.

 

Our bodies   are mostly water.

 

And then ~

What if water    is sentient ?

I see that Masaru Emoto 

wrote a number of books on water.

      and/or

 

Have a look at some video clips 

on the sentience of water.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OeeAMNxuqio    (Speaking to the Water with Pat McCabe     5:07)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmUk-gDfZA0    (Water Is ALIVE & RESPONDS to Human Emotion     10:19)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDNhH8deZPg    (Masaru Emoto’s Experiment in Gratitude     1:30)

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If we translate ONE teaspoon of honey   into  HOW FAR   the bees must fly  in order to produce it     that distance would be   about the distance  from the earth  to the moon.   –   One teaspoon !

 

We should learn to distinguish   between what something costs (that is – how much we have to pay for it)   and its VALUE.

And it probably wouldn’t hurt us   if we considered what others have had to do   to make it available to us.

 

It’s as though we’re born     and raised    to be brats.

              But                      should we live out our whole lives like that?

 

 

 

 

“Businessmen – they drink my wine

Plowmen dig my earth.

Not a one of them   down the line

Knows what any of it  is worth.”

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Democracy or Autocracy?

 and that government of the people, 

         by the people, for the people, 

                  shall not perish from the earth.

 –   Abraham Lincoln

 

 

 

With these words  President Lincoln ended the short speech he gave at Gettysburg in 1863.

It’s a brilliant line.       Why?    Because it makes clear the nature of the American Experiment.  He’s talking about ‘government construed as a CO-OP’ !

 

Our Constitution starts off with the words –  “We the people  “

 

What’s the difference  between a handful of people getting together   and scheming about forming a Food Co-op  ~  “Why don’t we create our OWN food store?  We could buy grains, legumes, produce, etc. in bulk, sell it to ourselves (and whoever in the neighborhood wants to buy it).  We could control the quality, and we could pass along whatever we can save   to ourselves and our neighbors.”

 

Is there  a Big Difference  between this     and imagining that we could do the same thing with regard to governing ourselves?

 

I don’t think so.

 

Is this NOT, in fact  –  the very thing that makes the American Experiment   of such interest to people   world-wide?

 

By the time we entered the Revolutionary War, we were already feeling rather burnt toward monarchs.  George Washington DECLINED a third term as president (setting a precedent).  

And with the ratification of the 22nd Amendment (ratified in 1951)  ~   a single person may NOT hold the office of President    for more than two terms.  

We do not want a president to get too attached to governing.  (That’s too much like a King, and we’ve already been down that road.)

 

With a government like ours, we take it for granted – that the purpose of government  is to make life as good as possible for the whole society, for everyone.  And any policy which does NOT make our life better  we regard as defective.

 

While we live in the oldest democratic country in the world, historically speaking – the idea that Government is ‘something that WE are doing’   is still a new and radical idea.;  and as to whether it WILL perish from the earth – that remains to be seen.  (and these days, that prospect is not looking very good)

 

Worldwide   dictatorial governments (the main alternative to democracy)  are on the rise. 

And this is despite the fact that dictatorships are generally NOT that committed to the welfare of the people they are governing.

 

I mean – why does someone become a dictator?  To serve?  I don’t think so. They become a dictator because they want power.

 

And if that’s the case, then here’s the basic difference between a democracy and a dictatorship:  In a democracy, it’s “we the people” who are doing the governing;  whereas, in a dictatorship, it’s the autocrat (himself) who’s doing it.

 

And why?

 

A democracy governs itself    in order to optimize life   for everyone.    An autocrat  has his OWN reasons for governing, and these reasons are probably going to be at odds with the welfare of the governed.

 

Sarah Paine points out that life has gotten better for the people of the Baltics –  since they no longer have to live under Russian rule :

 

                            https://www.youtube.com/shorts/qWlMYzjbG_o    (NATO / Life is better  free from Russian domination)

 

Putin’s war in Ukraine   has impoverished people all over the world.  Ukraine used to feed much of this world’s population, and this has been seriously disrupted.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdw5jdFw10o    (Russian POWs reveal Putin’s cruelty & ineptitude     16:33)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGlPAvIQJsE    (Finland: we Finns know Russia     3:12)

                                      https://www.youtube.com/shorts/9yTA7cctL18    (What’s the purpose of government?  |  The reality under the Communist Party of China | Sarah Paine)

 

John Kennedy told us –  “The price of Liberty has always been high; but Americans have always paid it.”

 

Steve Biko says – “It’s better to die  for an idea that will live

                                           than to live for an idea that will die.”

 

Liz Cheney and Adam Kinzinger  have not had to die,   but they WERE willing to sacrifice their careers   to try to preserve our democracy.

 

And what will WE do?    Will we be intimidated?    Or will we fight?

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[:en]Invitation to Join the GroundWater Co-op[:]

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The purpose of this article   is to acquaint you with the current communal living project

(which I call  the GroundWater Co-op)   but

first I want to talk about Communal Living  IN GENERAL.

 

I have enough experience with Group Living  to understand   that it is VERY important

WHO you’re living with.

I once had to evict someone   because I was informed that  – “if HE does not leave,

then the rest of us WILL.”

(& this was happening while I, the resident landlord,  was (for 4 weeks) out-of-state, on a meditation course)

 

Anyway, I just want to acknowledge  that HARMONY in a group living situation is not ‘guaranteed’, nor is it likely to occur by accident.

 

That said, I still think that  EVERYONE SHOULD DO IT.

We are Social Creatures; and group living approximates how we (humans) were ‘designed’ to live.

 

The Best Possible version of this  –  is where everyone sees everyone else every day, and all sit down to eat dinner (at least) daily.  AND where people have gotten to KNOW one another (well)  /   have formed heart-connections at a deep level   and have BECOME a FAMILY.

   ~  “A family is a group of people  living together in a house made of love.”  ~

THIS is the ideal.     Where everyone in the family would do ANYTHING  for anyone in the family.    Where Love and Trust is complete.

 

What could be better than living (every day) with people you love ?

Besides

There are clear (practical) advantages to living in a community that is sizable.  Maybe, on your own, you may not be able to afford to have a swimming pool,    but a family of SIXTY-FIVE could easily do so.  (though I now believe that we should not bother with one of those chlorinated concrete things, we should build a Natural Pool:        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeJjQk8Z8RQ    (Are Eco-Friendly Pond Pools the Future of Swimming?     1:16)

 

The options available to us are (roughly) proportional to the number of people in the family.  (A ‘family’ of 30  will have twice as many options as will a ‘family’ of 15.)

 

But there will be an Upper Limit     above which the group would be too big to function properly  as a family.   [that’s why I don’t think we should grow our family above 100 people  (maybe fewer)]

 

CITY vs. COUNTRY  ~

 

I have lived in the city and I have lived in the country;  and I don’t think the choice is a hard one.   Frank Lloyd Wright recommended to  –  ‘go out into the country ten times farther than you were thinking.’

 

The quiet.  Nature.  The safety.     Think about our kids.   Neither trees nor humans grow well out of concrete.      Even if life is a bit harder, it’s still worth it.

 

Even if you decide to stay in the city, or in suburbia, you should still do what you can to ‘Find your Tribe’  and bring it as close to a True Family as you can.

Have weekly potlucks with your neighbors (or friends.   ‘Your Friends ARE your Family.’ )

 

When a big city is working properly, (while there ARE more concerts [etc.] available)  life there can still range from ‘pretty good’  to  ‘very bad’.

And

What do you think will happen if the power grid should go down, or there should occur some other major disruption?  (and there are NUMEROUS things that could trigger a collapse)

Once people in a city have no electricity, no water  and, after 3 days – no food   (any) city will become the WORST place to be.

Do you know of ANY city that has back-up plans  –  for what to do if the grid should go down?   How to continue (for example) to provide clean water to the populace?    I don’t.

 

Cities (except maybe for Christ Church in New Zealand) are full of strangers.  If the grid should (for any reason) go down, very soon will Good People begin doing terrible things to whoever is around.  (to what lengths would YOU go   to protect (and get food, water, etc. for)  YOUR immediate family ? )

 

If law and order should suddenly evaporate, you’re NOT going to want to be in a city.

 

Order  IS  cooperation.   But once people no longer believe that cooperation is feasible, good manners will no longer prevail.

 

Unless you have (much) more faith in civilization than I have, you should consider leaving the city  now, while it’s easy to do so.   And find your tribe.    [or    Find your tribe   &   leave the city]

If things ‘go south’  you’ll be hard put, if you’re on your own.

 

All that being said, I’d like you to know – that MY reasons for wanting to set up the GroundWater Co-op are (basically) because I think we should do everything we can  –  to create a “Heaven-on-Earth” environment where we can live   and our kids can grow up.

Bringing this about  may not be easy, but the goal is simple :  The Best Life Possible.

 

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Human Loneliness      is not just some little problem.

 

It is the Driver of Industries:

 

Pornography

Prostitution

The International SlaveTrade  (which creates mainly  sex slaves.)

    There is more slavery in this world right now    than there has been at any previous time.

 

The International Dating Industry

 

And Loneliness is a significant driver   of other industries too:

 

The Weight Loss Industry

The Cosmetics Industry

The Fashion Industry 

And what about the Alcohol and Drug Industries?
                     [Ask yourself this question – “In each 100 times that drugs or alcohol are consumed, how many involve the ‘desire to get laid’?”]

 

It is now understood (by medical science)   that, on a personal level –

Loneliness is as ‘good’ a predictor of morbidity / mortality

as is   obesity or heavy smoking.

 

The Human Family is not even close   to coming to terms with this  little problem.

 

I have, myself, participated (as a customer) in the online dating industry   for the past 8 ½ years;

so I feel (by now)  I have become acquainted with the problem of loneliness.

 

There is a story that I’ve heard many (many) times:  A certain woman will tell me that she focused her attention on her career, and, for the past decade, she worked hard, and has now become successful at her career.  But now she realizes that she’s lonely.

 

What women want is  –  real feelings.  They want to love and be loved.

Generally, what they imagine (& hope for) is to find a sincere man   who wants the same thing they do.

 

You may want to have a look at an old post:

https://worldfamilytrading.com/loneliness/?v=7516fd43adaa     (published in June, 2018)

 

For many people (on this planet, right now) –

the pain of loneliness is somewhere between excruciating    and unbearable.

 

Well  –

 

I want to DO something   to address the problem of loneliness:

 

I want to create a village (starting small, and finishing up at around 100 people)

Multicultural.  All ages.  Teaching & learning.  Working and playing.  Raise a lot of our own food.  

Get to KNOW each other.  Optimize Living.

 

Take on the loneliness problem.  Study it.  Using ourselves as subjects.  Figure out WHAT WORKS.

Study the problem  (through our own inner life)  over time.  

Put together a workable recipe    that others can follow   and be confident of success.

 

Imagine   what it would be like   

to live with a bunch of people (that you’ve gotten to know well)  EACH of whom is determined 

that YOU should be happy.

 

That’s what I’m hoping for.

 

True Family.

 

In my view, our planet is in Real Trouble.    And WE are that trouble.     Either we will change and Do Better,   or we may do such severe harm to the Great Mother  ~  that we may well perish.

[Nor should we be thinking  –  “Well, if things get Too Bad here, we’ll just  Fly Away   to another world.”   We must NOT do that,  or think like that!           Why should ANYONE think that  if we wreck THIS planet      that we would NOT wreck the NEXT one?     NO, No, no !         If we do NOT come together  and learn to take care of each other (and the GREAT MOTHER  too)     then perhaps we DESERVE to die.    Maybe we SHOULD perish ! ]

Looking around –  at  human Folly, there would not seem to be much reason to be optimistic.   But we (humans) are not the only show in town.          It says (in the Urantia Book,  p. 51  –  that)   “In the affairs of men’s hearts the Universal Father may not always have his way;  but in the conduct and destiny of a planet the divine plan prevails;  the eternal purpose of wisdom and love triumphs.”

We are NOT the Authors of Creation (nor did any ONE of us  create his own life)   Maybe we’re just   a two-year old   pulling all the pots out of the cupboard.

Besides – we are not wise enough to be pessimistic

And surely we should not presume upon God’s mercy.      Whatever we can think of to do   to preserve our planet-home    we should DO it.

In other words, I see the GroundWater Co-op existing in TWO stages:   First – the Inward Stage ~  focusing on the Basics  of  Food, Shelter, etc.   It would be inappropriate to turn our attention to the (considerable) Problems of the World  PRIOR to seeing to it   that the people in the family feel “Okay” (that is  ~  financially secure and socially connected & valued).

But once that is accomplished, we should turn (outward) to address matters pressing on the Great Mother.

(“If Mamma ain’t happy,  ain’t nobody happy.”)

 

The (simple) KNOWLEDGE    that  our  Planet-Home is  (now) in  Real Trouble  has proved INADEQUATE.

You would think that it SHOULD be enough  –  to motivate EVERY group with resources (federal governments, major corporations, Universities, churches, etc.)  – to devote SOME if their energy, capital, & intelligence    to coming to the aid of our planet  /  to SOLVING whatever problems appear to be a threat to our (collective) SURVIVAL.          I mean  –  IF (as a species) we FAIL to protect the (vital) life-support systems of this planet  (the things that keep us alive    all day, every day.  And  –  it’s NOT just Global Warming)     all of our “great”  successes  in technology  or  collective wealth,  or the ‘Cure for Cancer’            NONE  of these  “successes”  will matter a whit !

So –   it’s NOT like  trying to save the world   is some quaint (arbitrary) project.    It’s a project that  ANY group that can      SHOULD  be working on.    Because  NOTHING ELSE  makes  ANY SENSE !

 

As Wind-in-his-hair  says  (in ‘Dancing with Wolves’) :  “No man can tell another man what to do.”         Still  –    (once the GroundWater family considers itself to be “Okay”)   I will have some proposals, some suggestions to make   as to HOW  we may be able to come to the aid of our beleaguered planet;  and one (or more) of these ideas MAY be pursued / taken on   by the family  (or some part of it).  But the family will make that choice.           Perhaps, once we get to know each other, we will see ourselves (when working together)  as quite    a force to be reckoned with.

Here are some of my ideas:

ThinkTank  (invite experts / visionaries  to participate)

Solar System Scale Models  (for schools  &  cities)(build and market [or just market the instructions] )

Survival ThinkTank board game    (I’ve done some development  on this project already)

Legislation ~ amend the Constitution, making it illegal to damage our Life-Support systems / any person can petition the courts for an injunction.

We already have a Defense department. (War)     Let’s establish a Ministry of Peace.

Establish / enable  (world wide)   weekly neighborhood potlucks.

Reform our schools:    Augment (pep rallies / cheerleaders) with real, actual  training:   How to connect with and appreciate “Others”/adversaries  /  how to get to know strangers  /  move out of Enemy mentality,               Teach conflict resolution skills   /   foster Compassion   Trust   Justice  (nurture Peace)

Create ‘Psy-Fiction’ films & literature   ~   (create “re-do” stories & films;   What would history look like if we’d HAD the spiritual maturity to be humane?)

‘Clean Culture’  /  work to clean up our culture   (so that    it is aligned  with the principles of  Humanity,  Sustainability,  &  Survival)

Establish a World Government   (outlaw War)

 

I believe that it’s the PEOPLE (in ANY enterprise) that comprise the most important component.

People (really fine people) are the KEY.

 

And, of course, people vote ‘with their feet’.

No one is going to show up for such a project as this  if their heart is not in it.

 

Having spent 17 years (1995-2012) in a Religious Order (https://gccalliance.org/ ) [and being a Philosopher] I don’t see the world quite the way most people do.        For the most part, I would say –  we live lives that are self-centered.  We are selfish and self-absorbed.

 

Perhaps you realize this.  

Maybe you feel ready to try for a higher life.  

(As Hafiz says – “You might as well attempt something real along this path.”)

 

(While the first “job” of this family will be to end loneliness,   loneliness is not a requirement.  We’ll ‘take you as you are.’)

 

 

Let me tell you something about the qualities of the people I’m hoping will show up:

 

Humanity  –  (kindness, respect, compassion, warmth, honesty, authenticity, humility)

People who want (somehow) to make the world better.   [If this is NOT you,  you should probably look elsewhere.]

Curiosity  –  a desire to understand more deeply   the most important things of Life.

           Clean habits:  (people who ingest poisons, [who smoke or drink, or who abuse drugs]   should not apply)            

           “It takes a village to raise a child.”   And as that’s one of the things we’re going to be doing,

 we need people who are willing to take on the character development necessary for becoming a good role model.

Intelligence (brilliance even) is a ‘plus’   but not a requirement.  Character is more important:  Love, courage, unselfishness / generosity, persistence / tenacity,  sincerity,  desire for spiritual growth.

If you cannot tolerate sitting down together   and sharing (at least one) meal  every day, with the whole family  – this probably is not for you.

                     [Also – I am expecting that we will have weekly “house meetings” – to check in;   Any unmet needs or issues?;   where are we? (all) in our journey with loneliness?   any changes?   What caused the change?    What could we do to make our life better?   etc. ]

 

While I do NOT want the job of establishing or enforcing rules,

I do NOT happen to think     that casual sex is a good program.

If we were wiser, we would (I believe) have some ‘fear’ of sex – (the way we should respect God)

There’s way more going on (when it comes to sex, or God, or Human Life) than we’re aware of.

 

I would consider Faith   a ‘plus’, but not a requirement.

While our Values do ‘fall out’ of our Beliefs … even so –

whether you CARE   is much more important than the details of belief.

~~~~~

It is popularly supposed that between those who use the word “God” and those who do not  there is a great gulf.  But the gulf lies elsewhere.  It lies between those who dogmatize, either positively or negatively, and those who recognize in great humility that something within them bears witness to realities which may be momentous in our lives, but which lie beyond the grasping net of our categories of thought.

                                                                                                                  –    Phillip Hewett

                                                                [Some people believe that Knowledge is finished     and some do not.    –  A’J]

 

 

You have to be true to yourself, but you have to be true to your best self, not to the self that secretly thinks you are better than other people.

                                                                                                         –  Stephen Gaskin

 

 

It seems to me like this.  It’s not a terrible thing – I mean it may be terrible, but it’s not damaging, it’s not poisoning to do without something one wants. . . .  What’s terrible is to pretend that the second-rate is first-rate.  To pretend that you don’t need love when you do;  or you like your work when you know quite well you’re capable of better.

                                                                                                                   –  Doris Lessing

 

 

Nothing is too wonderful to be true.           –  Michael Faraday

 

 

The whole order of things is as outrageous as any miracle which could presume to violate it.

                                                                                                       –  G. K. Chesterton

 

 

The only thing that makes life possible is 

                                 permanent, intolerable uncertainty:  not knowing what comes next.

                                                                                                      –  Ursula K. Le Guin 

 

 

Millions of persons long for immortality 

                                          who do not know what to do with themselves on a rainy afternoon.

                                                                                                                   –  Susan Ertz

 

 

Work isn’t to make money; you work to justify life.              –  Marc Chagall

 

 

Those who don’t read

                              have no advantage  over those who can’t.                     –  Mark Twain

 

 

We are like flies crawling across the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel: we cannot see what angels and gods lie underneath the threshold of our perceptions.  We do not live in reality; we live in our paradigms, our habituated perceptions, our illusions; the illusions we share through culture we call reality; but the true historical reality of our condition is invisible to us.

                                                                                         –    William Irwin Thompson

 

 

If you go into even the best restaurant in the world   and ask for bread and water, they’re gonna bring you bread and water.

                    –  source unknown        ( I used to hear this around MIU when I was there.)

                                                                               [As Steve Jobs says:  “Don’t settle.”]

 

 

“In Louisville, at the corner of Fourth and Walnut, in the center of the shopping district, I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that I loved all these people, that they were mine and I theirs, that we could not be alien to one another even though we were total strangers. It was like waking from a dream of separateness, of spurious self-isolation in a special world. . . . 
This sense of liberation from an illusory difference was such a relief and such a joy to me that I almost laughed out loud. . . . I have the immense joy of being man, a member of a race in which God Himself became incarnate. As if the sorrows and stupidities of the human condition could overwhelm me, now that I realize what we all are. And if only everybody could realize this! But it cannot be explained. There is no way of telling people that they are all walking around shining like the sun.
Then it was as if I suddenly saw the secret beauty of their hearts, the depths of their hearts where neither sin nor desire nor self-knowledge can reach, the core of their reality, the person that each one is in God’s eyes. If only they could all see themselves as they really are. If only we could see each other that way all the time. There would be no more war, no more hatred, no more cruelty, no more greed. . . . But this cannot be seen, only believed and ‘understood’ by a peculiar gift.”

                                                                                                                                        ― Thomas Merton, Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander

 

~~~~~~~~~~

 

For the most part  we live alone. Isolated.  A stranger to our neighbors. 

We do this    because that’s how society is ‘organized’.   It’s what we already know how to do.

 

Also – the Modern Age (and its affluence) has descended upon us quite suddenly.  (Certainly the past 100 years has seen a great deal of change & development)   And we have, rather unthinkingly, just gone along with it.  It is as though we have adopted   as Fundamental Principles:  Ease / Comfort,  Convenience, Independence/Self-sufficiency,   and the ‘Inevitable March of Progress’.

 

And there’s always the matter of Which Club we belong to:   Most of us don’t even consider living in a tipi, because that would be inconsistent with the behavior of those who belong to the Club we think we belong to.

In many African cultures, EVERYONE (as they grow up) learns to carry a burden on the top of their head.  In the West, this practice is (as though) shunned.  Why?      Culture.  Clubs.

 

It is well known that Henry David Thoreau took himself off to Walden Pond   for the purpose of living simply.  In his book “Walden”  he talks about how much energy white people spend  building (and then maintaining) a structure in which to live; while the Indians (who were happy to live simply) spent relatively little, giving them more time to do other things.

 

Are we to imagine that our own society’s status quo  is equivalent to the path to the Greatest Joy    and to True Human Fulfillment?

 

I doubt it.  I think – if we apply ourselves, we can do better.

 

~~~~~~~~~~~

 

Some of you (reading this) will have already read some other essays that I have published here (on this site; there are 130-some essays available here.)  If you have read some of these, you probably feel like you already know who I am.  But (for newcomers, especially) I should say some words about myself  –  (more than a little, really  –  I need to say enough for you to get a feel for who I am):  

 

My name is A’Journe Spyker.  I live near Sisters, Oregon.  I am a Philosopher and a Teacher.                                                                                                                                               (As I look around   and see the societal casualties   and the individual casualties,    I blame Education for these.)

 

I grew up in northwest Ohio.  The second of three sons.  My parents were decent and hard-working.  ‘Home’ included a small commercial greenhouse, a garden, and a nursery.  There was generally quite a bit of work to be done. 

[I used to hear our dad say – “One boy – a whole boy.  Two boys – half a boy.  Three boys – no boy at all.”      He was, of course, talking about production,  about getting work done.]

 

But there was not always work that had to be done.  And when there wasn’t, we were free to roam.  And we did so.  We’d go back to the creek (probably to catch frogs, or sometimes crawdads).  Swing (by a rope hanging in the Buckeye tree overhead) – up to the roof of the well-house.                      Or build a tree-house.

 Or we’d wander farther – over to Hover’s Woods; or (just beyond the woods) to the Gravel Pit.  Which had water in it.  This is where we went fishing.  Or swimming.  

 

With the help of a neighbor, we put up a rope swing – in a big (dead) Elm tree at the edge of the gravel pit.  Two (manila) ropes descended from a high branch of the elm; and to these we attached a piece of galvanized steel pipe (with an eye-bolt near each end) making a trapeze, which, at rest, could be reached from near the edge of the bank  above the water.     And there happened to be a (live) Shag-bark Hickory tree (favorably positioned)  a bit farther away from the water.  So we nailed 2×4’s to the trunk of this Hickory, making a ladder    to a small platform, 10 or 12 feet up.

So a person could get himself onto this platform, and someone else could throw him up the trapeze.

You’d have to pick your feet up (to clear the bank), but you’d then find yourself well-propelled out over the water.  We would let go at the top-end of the first swing, and drop into the water (which was at least 8 feet deep).  This apparatus provided us with considerable fun.  For years.

 

We were unsupervised.  It seemed to us – that we had real lives.

[Even when I was quite young – when I’d see some kids playing in a yard (in the suburbs of Lima) I’d think to myself –  “Oh, this isn’t right !  They have no place to roam!”     I would feel really sorry for them.]

 

We (all three of us) participated in Scouting (Boy Scouts of America).  I was in Cub Scouts, then Boy Scouts, then became an Assistant Scoutmaster.  I loved hiking and camping.

[Ever since I could walk around and pick up a rock, I’ve always loved rocks   and trees.]

Even when I was in elementary school   I think I had an unusual enthusiasm for PEOPLE   (that is  –  for the people I liked the best).  Occasionally I would organize a stay-over;  I’d invite a (best) friend to come over to my house.  (this would probably happen on a Friday afternoon, so that we could spend the whole day on Saturday playing together).     And when this happened, I woud be elated;   I would be ECSTATIC.   I just loved having a best friend come over for a whole day   and share my life.

When I got into high school, this enthusiasm manifested differently.   While I no longer would have a friend come for a ‘stay-over’,  I noticed that I became Very fond of the people I liked the best (for Harold Beckett, for example, who taught me choral music from Jr. High through High School,  OR   some of my (peer) Best Friends)  ~   I noticed that it no longer made sense to me   that – at the end of the school day,  we would say goodby,   and go our separate ways.        The people I liked the best  ~  I wanted to take them home and KEEP them.    They had become Family to me,      and it did not make sense to me    that we did not live in the same house.

But it wasn’t till  later (eleven years after high school)    that I actually attempted to make Communal Living  into a reality.    But, for me, I think this way of living    was inevitable.

 

After high school I went to University of Idaho, on a football scholarship.  After 3 years at Idaho, I flunked out, and went back to Ohio.  I went to a Business School (in Lima) for a couple years.  Studied Accounting and Business Administration.

After business school, I came (very) close to attending the Methodist Theological School in Ohio  (which would then  have led to ordination as a Methodist Minister    and living that life)    I applied to METHESCO    and they accepted me.  And when I went there (to Deleware, Ohio) to visit the school, I was told (by a person in the admissions office)   that I should probably apply for “Conscientious Objector” status    to get me through the summer (without getting drafted, as this was during the Viet Nam War).  Most of the incoming students  entering METHESCO in the fall   would be coming out of a regular university,  and their 2-S deferment would carry them through the summer.  But I was just finishing up at a business college,  and my deferment was 2-A  (not 2-S)   and would NOT persist through the summer.   They said they coud get me a lawyer if I needed one.

I had a good feeling about METHESCO and it seemed like a “higher path”  than going into the US military.  I believed that, if I were to go to theological school (& become a Methodist minister)  I would learn more, and be able to do more good   than would happen in the military.  But this is what I did:  I went back (home) to Lima, Ohio;   I went down to the local Draft Board office    and asked to see the requirements for becoming a  Conscientious Objector.    The office person then pulled out a (very) thick loose-leaf binder,  and found me the pertinent section.    And I read it.         And I did not find it particularly ambiguous:    To be a C.O.  –  you must object to ALL war    on moral grounds;    and, while I was reading the requirements (only about ONE paragraph)  –  I was imagining myself living in Poland, when Hitler’s army marched into that country    claiming it for the Third Reich.    And I knew I did not qualify.     (of COURSE  I objected to war  on moral grounds;   but my objection would NOT have extended THAT far     as to NOT take up arms  and actively RESIST the Nazi army)    so      I  couldn’t do it.     I turned away from the path leading to theological school (etc.)     and,    in the summer of 1969,  when I received my draft notice, I enlisted into the Navy.

I spent my first year in the Navy    studying Russian (at DLIWC, in Monterey)

When I got out of the Navy (1973) I moved to Seattle.  I had friends there  (with whom, in the old days, when we were students at Idaho –  we’d talked about ‘playing commune’ someday)   

And for the next eleven years, the main thing that I did – was that Collective Living project – (of which, for many years, I was the ‘resident landlord’:  I lived there.    And I made it work / I took on the responsibility of seeing to it that the people there were happy).   I learned some things in those days – about group living.

 

Attended MIU (Maharishi International University, in Fairfield, Iowa)  1976-1980.  (BA in Education)

 

Met a British/Canadian/Gypsy woman – Moira Morningstar  (at an Education Conference in Bellingham)   We got married (Quadra Island, British Columbia) in 1986.  We built a house there.

 

In 1992 & 93 I took myself off to the Counselor Training Institute  (Vancouver, B.C. –   for three intensive weeks);  Earned a ‘Certificate of Interpersonal Counseling’  (Couples & Group counseling).

 

I had, for several years, been working as a school janitor.  But I realized – I should be teaching, which meant going back to school to get a ‘Masters in Teaching’.  After considering U/Vic, Simon Fraser, & UBC,  Moira and I went on an extended tour of the western United States (to look at U.S. schools,      for me).   I applied to Evergreen State; Lewis and Clark; George Fox; and University of New Mexico.  [I took the GRE before leaving Canada.  And had to fly (twice, from Tucson to San Diego – to take the PRAXIS & the CBEST tests)]

All four US colleges accepted me.

 

But – I did not attend ANY of them.  On our way back to Quadra Island (B.C.) we visited Sedona (Arizona), where, at Oak Creek (Red rock Crossing, near Cathedral Rock), we ran into some people who were part of a nearby Religious Order (Aquarian Concepts Community, it was called then) – a woman and 3 kids.  I played with Amadon & the Twins; while Moira talked with Len Mana    about the community.

 

I guess we kind of fell into a Cosmic Rabbit Hole there.  We hung around a few days, met people, attended some evening classes, got Personal Transmissions, and decided  THAT’S where we should be.

 

We went back to British Columbia, sold our house on Quadra Island, and moved back to A.C.C.  in Arizona.

 

Within a year of becoming a part of this Community, Moira and I got divorced.  We had been married for 10 years; and, in many ways, it was a good marriage.  Very good, I would say.  We were Best Friends, and enjoyed being together.  But (we found out) that she was quite an Old Soul, while I am a relatively young Starseed. 

[Before we went to Sedona, we realized – that SHE was a Starseed.  But (our guess was that) I was an Earthling, (a Urantian / a First-Light Soul).  We learned (from our Transmissions) that we were BOTH Starseed; but that I was  ‘younger’ ;   and this meant that I lacked the spiritual maturity to (properly) lead in a Relationship.  [I think that women tend to be more spiritually mature than men, (which is why the man should always seek the counsel of his mate in important matters)   but I was just too far behind my sweetheart  to ‘be the man’ I needed to be.]    We divorced.

 

I would not describe life in this religious order as ‘fun’  or as ‘easy’.  But I would say  that it was Good.  When you have 50 or 100 people  all making a sincere effort  to be in God’s will,   probably some good things are going to happen.

 

I sang in the Bright and Morning Star Choir (for 15 years).    Was in a couple (smaller) bands:    the Starseed Acoustic Ensemble,   and the Planetary Folk Group.  

 

Was able to attend numerous Community Transmissions.  These were always a Blessing.

 

The community owned land (with a sizable garden) on Oak Creek (downstream from Red Rock Crossing).  There was an old stone cabin there, not far from the creek.  I was, for a time, able to live in that cabin.  We had many critters there (at the garden): goats, horses, pot-belly pigs, chickens, emus, peacocks (beautiful of course, but too loud at the wrong time of day).  There was even a baby javelina (which Kamon, our head gardener,  had stolen  from under the noses of his parents.  He called him ‘Pigrut’ / (pig-rat   because javelinas, while they LOOK like pigs, are actually descended from rodents)   Anyway Pigr’t (just a little guy) would every day be there in the middle of our circle, at our Morning Prayer.  As to whether he prayed with us, I don’t know.  But  it was pretty heavenly, I thought.

 

For a couple years my main job was to Teach the Little boys (ages 4-6  There were no little girls in this age group).  We would often go ‘walk-about’:  I’d teach them what could be eaten.  (They liked doing this)  I told them they must NOT eat any bugs – without roasting them first — because of parasites.  I taught them how to tie their shoes.  I made up a song (and taught it to them;  I accompanied on guitar) to teach them the Days of the Week.  Taught them how to use carpentry hand tools (and a drill press).   I would take them (in a van) to Art Galleries, or to the Library.  I read them stories (such as “The Animal Family”)    Best job I ever had.

 

For a couple years I built tipis and yurts.  The yurts needed lattice walls, rafters, a hub (at the center/and top-end of the rafters), door-frames and doors, a platform / floor.  I did all these things; but mostly I sewed:  Canvas (or vinyl).  Building  with a sewing machine.  Magdalena taught me.  I enjoyed it.  (and came to comprehend the genius of the Welt Seam)         Best job I ever had.

 

 In 2007   the Community moved south:  (in stages) to a 165-acre ranch  (on the Santa Cruz River)  at Tumacacori, about 20 miles  from Mexico.  Beautiful.   Someone donated to us – a big, old steel-frame windmill.    And, it just so happened – that we had a PLACE to put that windmill:  Near the north fields  there was a 6-inch steel pipe protruding from the ground.  Uncapped.   If you’d drop a pebble into it, there’d be a pause, then a splash.  It was a well casing.  And we reckoned we sould use it.

This windmill  (the motor and the pump)  needed rebuilding; and I applied for the job.  

There’s a tapered steel box (full of gears, etc.)  at the top, where the fan attaches.  The people who made that windmill  called this  the “motor”.  I would call it a ‘transmission’, since its job is to translate rotary motion (from the fan) into up-and-down motion   which can operate the pump (which is meant to live below the water table, down in the ground).  All these ‘works’ were ingenious.  The pump itself (a brass cage – housing stainless steel balls) just needed a little TLC.  I had to order some parts to make the ‘motor’ okay.    Best job I ever had.   [You can ask me, if you want to know – what happened   the day we stood up the tower]

 

Near the east entrance to the ranch was a modest, little, adobe house – which we called the “Feast House”.  Well this got remodeled and (considerably) expanded.  And   it happened to fall on me – to do the welding for this project (and that was a lot of welding).  I built a straight staircase on the east side – to an outdoor deck.  Which also provided access to the (new) second-story living quarters.

On the west side I built a 2-story spiral staircase (providing access to the rooms on the 2nd floor, and (on up) to a big deck atop the living quarters.  This (whole thing, but especially the spiral stairs) was the biggest and most interesting welding project I ever did.  (e.g.- figuring out how to construct the long, spiral handrails)  And, of course all the decks needed guard rails; and I built all of these.   Oh – and there was a little steel porch roof, which I added to the east deck entrance.  [and THAT little ‘porch’ project is the ONLY project I ever did – in which I did NOT make some mistake.  Otherwise, seems like  there was ALWAYS some error – to monumentalize my fallibility]

Best job I ever had.

 

GCCA already had a Doctor (physician) and a couple of Nurses (as members), so, when eldership decided to create a Hospice, I was chosen (along with a certain woman) to become Certified Nursing Assistants (CNA’s).  Elie Elied and I went through a three-month training (this was in 2007)  and became  Hospice CNA’s.  

We would go out (to see patients – at Care Facilities or at individual homes – mostly in Green Valley)  perhaps 3 days a week.  I felt I had learned JUST ENOUGH (in the training we were given) to begin doing this work.   I learned (almost right away) that we are ALL THE SAME:  Whether or not a person needs help (seeing to their physical needs)   we ALL HAVE THE SAME NEEDS.  And (most importantly) we all need Love and Care.  Respect.  Companionship, Friendship.  We need to be Seen   and to be appreciated and enjoyed.

Seeing to a patient’s physical needs – that’s basic.  And, of course – it’s important.  But being WITH PEOPLE   as a friend … ENJOYING them ~ THIS was (in my view)  the Real Ministry.

Best job I ever had.

 

I spent 17 years at GCCA; and I’m glad for all of it.  It’s true  that (in October of 2012) I was asked to leave.  They kicked me out  –  for Intellectual Arrogance, Spiritual Stagnation, Presumptuousness.  At least – those were (in my case) the standard complaints.  Also – I had the nerve to question the wisdom of a certain thing that Gabriel (our leader/founder) said  [during a Wednesday morning  community-wide prayer.  He said something about a certain neighbor.  He said it in jest; and we all knew it was in jest.  But I still thought he’d made a mistake; and I did not keep this a secret.  While I did not think I was being disloyal, my thoughts & comments were not taken well]  And I got kicked out.

As to whether that was a ‘good thing’ or not – I consider that to be above my pay grade.  But I’m inclined to give it the “benefit of the doubt” (so as to maintain a positive attitude).

 

Anyway –  I learned a lot during my stay at GCCA.  And I have not forsaken those learnings.  I learned about Rebellion   and about (ugly) Pride (nor do I consider myself free of these evils).  I also learned about Starseed (and the four universes they may be from).  That most starseed  – on this world, right now,  and that’s about 1/17th of the population – are Fourth Order.   [not something to be proud of.  We’re rascals.  Rebellious.  And we’re not here by our own choice]

And everything I learned from the Urantia Book.   I still believe all these things.]

And I still think highly of that community (the people there) and their leadership – Gabriel & Niann, and for all the good work that they do (and want to do).    In my soul, I bless them.

Best cult I was ever in.

 

 

 

I consider myself to be a friend  and a (grateful)  student of  Jeff Goebel:  

https://holisticmanagement.org/certified-educators/jeff-goebel/ 

https://aboutlistening.com/wordpress-files/about/jeff-goebel   

 In 2016 I attended a 3-day workshop/seminar   that Jeff led  –  in Belen, NM.  (Belen is the Spanish word  for Bethlehem)  :  “Conflict Resolution through Consensus Building”.      It was great.

Pretty much  the entire Conflict Resolution Industry   is Adversary-Oriented.   This is NOT Jeff’s approach.  He believes in “100% Consensus”  and commitment to “Doing the Right Thing”.  And he makes it work.  He says –  “Better to be the Guide on the Side   rather than the    Sage on the Stage.”

He is rather quiet.  Humble.  He facilitates (apparently) simple exercises.  But all the while he is equalizing/evening out   the Power in the room.

He teaches skills.  He facilitates communication.  Clarifies the situation.  Clarifies goals.

I am certain that there are (important) things he does  which are yet invisible to me.

 

 

Experiences in my early upbringing indoctrinated me into (the joys of) Collective Effort:

When I was six (and Jack was four) our mom, one autumn day, took us (with her) to a certain farm about 5 miles away   to help make Apple Butter.  (Since then I have, a few times, made apple butter; but that was the only time I helped make it OUTSIDE)   Out in the yard was a wood fire, over which was a (very large) copper pot – to stir which –  someone had fashioned a large ell-shaped stirring spoon.  The part in the pot (of apple butter) was vertical; and the (level) handle part was quite long, because of the heat of the fire.  A man did this job (of stirring the cooking apples)    I helped carry firewood.  Meanwhile, the kitchen was FULL of women – cutting, coring, and pruning apples (which would then find their way to the copper pot outside).  I do not remember the seasoning operation, or the jarring of the finished apple butter.  But I presume we came home, at the end of the day, with some of the finished product.

That was (everyone’s) job for that day – make apple butter.    Wonderful.

 

Also there was Cider Making.  Our family happened to own a small, two-basket cider press.  And we USED it.  And this was always a Collective Project.  My mom had grown up on a farm (about 7 miles to the east and south) in a big family (a dozen kids  –  to help work the farm).  So – cousins etc. from the Rousculp family would usually show up when we made cider at our place.

We never had to BUY apples.  There were enough apple trees in that part of Ohio:  we would pick them up from the ground.  And the women-folk would cut out the bad spots.

And with the type of press we had – there was a basket under the (hand-cranked) mill, while the other basket was under the Screw – getting the juice squeezed out.  The juice ran out of the trough into a bowl on the ground.  Then the cider would be strained and poured into jugs or bottles.  And  in the cheese-cloth straining cloths would be lots of Yellow Jackets.  They always showed up too, and would get drunk on apple cider.    They were in Heaven.     Me too.    

 https://worldfamilytrading.com/making-apple-cider/?v=7516fd43adaa 

 

In the middle of my Scouting career  I was inducted into the Order of the Arrow  (a Service Honorary)  I think this was my first serious exposure to the notion of Service (as a way of life).  After the Tap-Out  there is always (a bit later)  an Ordeal  –  a day of hard labor and Silence (no speaking.  Is not most of our talk  a form of indulgence?  I think so.  Holding your tongue forces you into a different way of seeing – one which is less “about you”.

                                                     Albert Schweitzer says –

I don’t know what your destiny will be, but one thing I do know: the only ones among you who will be really happy are those who have sought and found how to serve.

 

In the early part of my time in Scouting, I saw rope being made.  (This was at Camp Lakota, during a Summer Camp there).     For me this (twisting rope, from ‘yarns’) was shocking.   (& wonderful)

Years later, when I was 17, (after seeing Royce Pfeiffer walk on a Slack Rope, in his back yard  in upstate New York)  I built a rope machine – so that I could also have a rope usable for walking on.  I could not afford to buy a piece of rope that fat, so I bought a bunch of sisal small stuff (¼” maybe)   and twisted that together (with my home-made machine).  Then cut that into thirds, and twisted that (in stages) till I had the fat rope I needed.

Tied it between two trees, so that the middle just cleared the ground, with my weight on it.

Before trying to walk, first learn to just stand.  Middle of the rope.  Face one end of the rope.  Toes out (both feet).  Front-back stability is normal.  But right-left stability goes to zero.  What a HOOT !

A Human Being can learn to walk on a slack rope in 20 or 30 minutes.  (and anyone who CAN do this – should)   I don’t know of any other activity  where this happens:  you go through this period (in the middle) where you COULD stay on the rope … but you will not.  You will step off.

At the beginning, you can not stay on   so you step off.  (otherwise the rope would swing wide and drop you flat on the ground)

You’re using your body, but you’re training your brain; and pretty soon your brain figures it out.  Before you’re ready for it !  

THIS is the MIDDLE :  Your brain has already figured out how to stay on top of the rope  DESPITE all the sideways moving around.  But these (odd) sideways motions are yelling in your ear:  “Danger, Will Robinson”.  “This is too much thrashing around.  You can’t stay on the rope.”  And you step off !  (even though part of you knows – you could stay on)   It’s SO interesting !  You have to really take yourself in hand   to get past the Middle.

And  once you can stand  (& not bail)   walking is not so hard.

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/ct-GpmxCKhU    (Emilia on the slack rope     1 minute)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Apx6xS93wqE    (Tatiana Kundik on slack rope    4:40)

 

Also (early in my time in Boy Scouts)  Troop 37 needed camping tents.  So we did a (protracted) Paper Drive.  People saved up their newspapers for us;  and we’d come pick them up.  Pick-up trucks.  Boys.  

I don’t remember where all we got newspapers, but we got a LOT of them.  I think we sold them to some company (in Lima) that chewed them up  to make insulation.  (I’m not sure.  I was young.)  Probably it took us months.  But we did it.  When we had enough money, someone submitted the work order to a company who built canvas tents.  We bought ourselves (I don’t know – 8 or 10) Baker Tents.  Medium brown.  Oiled canvas.  Sewn-in floor.  Tall in front.  Sloping roof.  Short wall in the back.  Mosquito netting in the front.  Full front flap – which could be tied down hard,  making a front wall, or it could be extended forward as a porch / awning.  Poles & stakes too.  Sleeps two or three.   Those were Good Tents for us  –  for many years.                                                                                               ~ Collective Fundraising / problem solving ~

 

I do not own a dishwasher, nor do I aspire to own one.

I LIKE how the water looks, how it moves, perfectly – when I rinse the flat bottom of my cooking pot:  the bottom sort of “fills up”, as though it were a shallow bowl.  The inside requires more work; but I still like how the water rinses the far side, then the handle side, as I swirl and pour it out   down the handle.

 

 

If someone were to happen by      and offer me  $30 or $40 million, I would soon spend a bunch of it.  I would confer with whoever has already thrown in for this project  ~  and we would try to make an intelligent decision as to WHERE we should establish the Ground-Water Co-op / our ‘Village’.

And this place could be ANYWHERE in the world.

I’m pretty sure   (I’ve looked at a lot of properties, online) that, for 10 or 20 million dollars, we could buy a nice property that’s already able to house a hundred people.  We could just GO there, and set about recruiting the (best possible) people – till we have a Full Complement.  [We want all ages, of course;    and we want good Gender Balance]

But as I think it unlikely (that someone will simply endow us with plenty of money), it seems sensible to limit our search (for suitable property) to the northern United States    or Canada.

I’m pretty sure that [for about $2M, maybe even $1.5M]  we could find a good piece of property (with acreage  and which is already capable of accommodating quite a few people; it’s just that to grow, we’ll have to improvise / expand our housing)

 

Here’s what I think comprises an “ideal property” :  Plenty of land – so (we &) our kids can ROAM.   Water:  (ocean-front, or lake frontage, or river frontage, (or a stream, at the very least); and the water should LOOK LIKE WATER.  I’m not saying it must be drinkable, but it should NOT be the color of mud (as was the water in the creek, where I grew up).  But  I’ve now been around enough to know that SOME water actually runs CLEAR.  THAT’S the kind of water I want for us (& for our kids).

There should be forest    nearby.  And, if I could choose, I would choose mainly Hardwoods; but I’m not too picky about this.  All trees are Good.  (besides – I’m no great fan of mosquitos or black flies)

Ideally, our land would have access to a part of the ocean which is Good for Scuba Diving  (or free-diving / snorkeling).  The planet we live on is mostly covered in oceans – and this (underwater) world is one I would love for all of us to have easy access to.

The reason I think we should live where there’s a Real Winter – is (partly) because Winter makes life harder (it will challenge our Character and Intelligence)  ~  but also  because I (very much) hope we can build a (big) dome   to LIVE in.

                                                                             Reform the environment.

I have seen numerous videos of a house encased in a greenhouse or a dome; but I don’t think that’s the way to go.  Our dome-house should be filled MAINLY with trees and plants (and a dining area, and a Dance Floor, and whatever else we want to put in it);  our bedrooms (and the various Common Areas: Library, computer room, sauna / bath house, laundry,  various work-shops) could be built into the perimeter wall.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ma0o8V3uJJY    

                                                (The Eden Project UK | The Largest Greenhouse In the World     6:47)

What I’m imagining  is a (circular or elliptical) dome – about 300 feet in diameter.  This would enclose an area of roughly 2 acres.  A pretty big space.  Enough for some food gardens and food forest.  Orange trees, grapefruit trees.     Trees and plants of all kinds.  (maybe volleyball;  we just have to make the choices)

There would be a masonry (perhaps air-creet) perimeter wall of more than 900 feet long  (enough for our various Common Spaces   plus 60 bedrooms, (9 feet wide X 12 feet long   –  which is the size of the bedroom I’ve been living in, comfortably enough, for the past decade)

I would like each private living space (bedroom) to have a small entrance/vestibule containing a Master (electrical) switch, so that the whole space beyond can be made electricity-free   for healthy sleeping.  (And  we should take similar precautions with our cell phones.)

Also   I think we should do what’s necessary (which is not a lot)   to earth our bodies (re-establish electrical continuity with the ground (with the Earth): go barefoot a lot,   and sleep grounded.

             https://earthinginstitute.net/    (movie [76 min], book, etc.)

It is my hope that our dome-home can be furnished with bidets     (no more toilet paper).

The dome structure itself  would sit atop this perimeter wall. –  thus maximizing the space available to us:   a big (indoor/outdoor) Living Space.   If you happen to love cross-country skiing, you need only go outside (in the winter) and do it.  We create a 2-acre Paradise in the midst of our home.

The obstacles to creating such a dome, I’m pretty sure, will be formidable.  But I’m confident they can be surmounted.

I’m a U.S. citizen   and a Landed Immigrant  in Canada.    And the reason I expect we’ll end up in the northern U.S. or Canada   –   is because I can DRIVE THERE (from where I am now – in Central Oregon).

I happen to have quite a few tools and machines (which – probably we should make use of).  We’d just need to load them into something (which we’d have to acquire; though I do own 2 pick-up trucks)   and then just drive everything (and ourselves, whoever’s here (or “in”) by that point) to wherever we’ve decided to go.

If you’d like to take part in these ‘early’ decisions, then apply early.

 

I have been a home-owner before (Seattle & Quadra Island); but right now I only rent.  So – I’m unable to invite someone to show up here (in Sisters, Oregon)  as my guest (which I would be happy to do, if I owned my own place).

But if you’re genuinely interested, let me hear from you, and we’ll figure something out.  Use the CONTACT option – which is part of the Main Menu on this site.  Besides contact information, say enough to introduce yourself.

$  $  $     ~    Since I’m expecting to use the ‘quick & dirty’  getting-started option :  [i.e.-  land with buildings / a big house (though not able to accommodate 100 people) … to acquire which we’ll probably need about $2M), and since I myself do not have money to invest, I’m in no position to “sell tickets”.   INTEREST    and  DESIRE   are what will get you in the door.  Whether you are able to contribute money   will be secondary.

The average cost of a home in Sisters, Oregon = $829 K.    If there are 20 good people (strongly interested in the GroundWater Co-op project) – each of whom are able to throw in $100K     THAT would be enough to get us onto a good piece of land.  (and we’ll figure out together how to solve all the other problems, once we’re there)

I’m expecting we’ll end up somewhere  with electrical power and good internet  (we need to select such a place). 

If you have the ability to generate income FROM ANYWHERE,  I think that would be a real“plus”.  Anyway ~ I would suggest that one of our Founding Principles should be  to Maximize / Optimize the work options of each person ~  (since Heaven should be our aim, and that of course includes Individual Fulfillment    for everyone.    I consider this to be obvious)

We should, of course, explore various possible “cottage industries”:  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXs0q6UBjEQ    (High Profit Crops that EVERY Farmer Needs to Know to become a Millionaire     9:18)  

 

We could get a container farm  for under  $170 K  :    https://www.freightfarms.com/faq 

 

Maybe we could offer Winter Sleigh-rides.

                              {These days   it’s quick and easy    to explore possibilities}

 

I expect the Family to be Self-Governing.  We will (naturally) take responsibility for establishing Goals and Strategies  (e.g. – “How much money do we NEED to earn?  &   “How should we accomplish that?”)

 

 

“Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in a world they’ve been given than to explore the power they have to change it.  Impossible is not a fact,  It’s an opinion.  Impossible is not a declaration.  It’s a dare.  impossible is temporary.  Impossible is nothing.”

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       –  David Beckham 

 

 

I think it would be nice to have ~

People who are bilingual / multilingual

Teachers

Builders

Bee-keeper

Farmers / gardeners

Experienced child rearers

Experts with horses & other livestock

Accountant

Videographer / photographer

Cultural anthropologist

Attorney

Architect / Dome-Wright

Draftsmen

Licensed pilots

Dancers / folk-dancers

Landscape designer

Interior designer

Web-Master

Coder / programmer 

Navigator / orienteer 

Event planners

Choirmaster

Human potentialists

Composers

Computer expert / repair-person

Plumbers

Experts in Finance or Real Estate

Commercial fisherman / sport fishermen

Electricians

Finish Carpenters

Masons (stone, brick, block, rammed earth, concrete)

Cooks / chefs

Philosophers

Writers

Skilled sailors / canoeists 

Artists

Dreamers & visionaries

Rich

Poor

Devotees

Entrepreneurs

Big rig driver

UFOlogists (especially students of Dr. Steven Greer)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQIyqhqpNAs    (Dr. Steven Greer Describes His Face to Face Encounter & Physical Contact w/ an Alien (Part 9)     9:31)

Sociologist

Political scientist

Engineers / inventors / problem-solvers

Earthship experts   

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RV6JjxRNdpM    ( Refuge #earthship Update With Michael Reynolds     8:30)

Musicians  singers & instrumentalists

Movie producers, directors

Poets

Jugglers 

Make-doers  (problem solving / improvising)

Story tellers

Psychologist / therapist

Nurses

Physician / internist

Administrator skilled with psilocybin microdoses

Dentist

Pharmacologist

Economist

Martial artists 

         [everyone should have the opportunity to learn Wing Chun, so they can defend themselves, or, if such a situation arise – defend others]

Pacific Rim Body Mastery coach

Arborist / lumberjack

Crafts-people (potter, jeweler, weavers, sewers, knitters)

Horticulturists 

Healers

Geologist

Lapidary

Machinist

Blacksmith

Foundry-worker

Welders

Mechanics

Bicycle repair-person

Tile setter

Economist

Permaculturists

TM Teacher

Scientists

Historians

Piano tuner

Mathematicians

Survivalists

Athletes / coaches

Technicians (of all sorts, incl. 3-D printing)

Diving instructor  (SCUBA)

Hunters / foragers

Students of the Urantia Book  

 [“At the end of your earth life you will all expect mercy; therefore do I require of you during your mortal life that you show mercy to all your brethren in the flesh.”
                                                                                 –   Jesus / The Urantia Book      1571:4 ]

 

                                                          

                    

Our skills do not define us;   yet all skills can be valuable,  can enrich the Family.

 

 

The house protects the dreamer, 

    the house allows one to dream in peace.

                                                     –    Gaston Bachelard

 

 

This project [of creating   the Groundwater Co-op / a Village to end Loneliness]    is (unashamedly) Utopianistic.  At every juncture (where every voice should be heard and valued) we should aim toward Heavenliness (Heaven on Earth): the best possible place for us to live  and for our kids to grow up in. 

 A Loving Family.     

It will be a Journey (more than a destination); and it’s going to be Good.  But we should not expect it to be easy.

 

Everyone who has experience in Self-Development (already) knows – that  of all my enemies and adversaries, NONE is as dangerous and formidable as myself.

 

As Solzhenitsyn points out – “The battleline between good and evil runs through the heart of every man.” 

&

“It is not because the truth is too difficult to see that we make mistakes… we make mistakes because the easiest and most comfortable course for us is to seek insight where it accords with our emotions – especially selfish ones.”               [or, as Pogo Possum says – “We have met the enemy, and he is us.”]

 

There is also the fact that we will bring into being  an entity which will be (to quite an extent) beyond our control.

We aim (as I’ve said)  for Heaven.   But it will not be Control Freak Heaven.

You might want to re-watch  the (2003) film with Steve Martin – “Cheaper by the Dozen”.

 

If it succeeds, it will be because everyone WANTS it to.

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[what immediately follows   is the ending to James Stephens’  novel  – “The Crock of Gold”]  :

 

With wonder and delight, the daughter of Murrachu watched the hosting of the Shee. … The eyes of those who do not hesitate nor compute looked into her eyes, not appraising, not questioning, but mild and unafraid.  The voices of free people spoke in her ears and the laughter of happy hearts, unthoughtful of sin or shame, released from the hard bondage of selfhood.  For these people though many were one.  Each spoke to the other as to himself, without reservation or subterfuge.  They moved freely each in his personal whim and they moved also with the unity of one being … While she looked  the dancing ceased, and they turned their faces with one accord down the mountain.  Those in the front leapt forward, and behind them the others went leaping in orderly progression.  … A little further and the bushes were green and beautiful, waving their gentle leaves in the quietude, and beyond again, wrapped in sunshine and peace, the trees looked on the world from their calm heights having no complaint to make of anything.  

    In a little  they reached the grass land and the dance began.  Hand sought for hand, feet moved companionably as though they loved each other;  quietly intimate they tripped without faltering, and, then, the loud song arose –  They sang to the lovers of gaiety and peace, long defrauded –

   “Come to us, ye who do not know where ye are.  Ye who live among strangers in the houses of dismay and self-righteousness.  Poor, awkward ones !  How bewildered and bedeviled ye go !   Amazed ye look and do not comprehend, for your eyes are set upon a star and your feet move in the blessed kingdoms of the Shee.   Innocents !   In what prisons are ye flung?   To what lowliness are ye bowed?   How are ye ground between the laws and the customs?    The dark people of the Fomor have ye in thrall;  and upon your minds they have fastened a band of lead,  your hearts are hung with iron,  and about your loins a cincture of brass impressed, woful !    Believe it, that the sun does shine, the flowers grow, and the birds sing pleasantly in the trees.   The free winds are everywhere,  the water tumbles on the hills,  the eagle calls aloud through the solitude, and his mate comes speedily.   The bees are gathering honey in the sunlight,  the midges dance together,  and the great bull bellows across the river.   The crow says a word to his brethren  and the wren snuggles her young in the hedge. … Come to us, ye lovers of life and happiness.   Hold out thy hand – a brother shall seize it from afar.   Leave the plough and the cart for a little time:   put aside the needle and the awl –  Is leather thy brother  O man? … Come away !   come away!   from the loom and the desk,  from the shop where the carcasses are hung,   from the place where raiment is sold  and the place where it is sewn in darkness:   O bad treachery !   Is it for joy you sit in the broker’s den, thou pale man?   Has the attorney enchanted thee? …Come away!  for the dance has begun lightly, the wind is sounding over the hill,  the sun laughs down into the valley,  and the sea leaps upon the shingle   panting for joy,  dancing,  dancing,  dancing for joy….”

   They swept through the goat tracks and the little boreens and the curving roads.   Down to the city they went dancing and singing;  among the streets and the shops  telling their sunny tale;  not heeding the malignant eyes and the cold brows as the sons of Balor looked sidewards.   And they took the Philosopher from his prison,  even the Intellect of Man they took from the hands of the doctors and lawyers,  from the sly priests,  from the professors whose mouths are gorged with sawdust,  and the merchants who sell blades of grass – the awful people of the Fomor … and then they returned again, dancing and singing to the country of the gods….

 

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My Own Personal Situation      (-  A’Journe)

Six decades ago  I was an athlete.  I played football (a couple years)  at University of Idaho.  I was in the US Navy (from ‘69 -‘73).  A bit later (1976 -’80) I went back to college (at MIU, in Iowa)  and earned a Bachelor of Arts degree.  After graduating  I climbed up Mt. Rainier, with a few MIU friends.

I have always enjoyed camping and hiking.  I’ve always loved rocks and trees.  I have the heart of a Naturalist.

My two brothers & I used to build ‘forts’, including a tree-house   when we were kids.  

Since early high school (and then for many years) I worked with my father & uncle  doing construction, mostly homes (& a bit of light commercial).  I came to enjoy designing and building.

Much of my life had a strong Physical aspect to it.  But the “warranty” on my physical body seems to have largely expired in the past decade.  In 2020 I underwent open-heart surgery and received a ‘new’ mitral valve.  And since then  I’ve had several spinal surgeries.  And had my right knee replaced.  Also I was found to have a high-risk version of Prostate Cancer; and so – underwent radiation therapy for that.

For about two years (prior to my open-heart surgery) I was on a keto diet; and so – lost (slowly, gradually) at least 40 pounds.  But a “Mediterranean diet” (not Keto)   is what is recommended for post-heart-surgery folks.  And this includes:  fruit, grains, and legumes.

In any case I’m now ‘fat’ again.  I weigh 300 pounds +.       I had my upper teeth removed;  (this was a hard one for me)              I’m rather a mess, physically.

So  –  compared to what I’m used to, I now find myself substantially “crippled”.  I live in an upstairs apartment.  Alone.  I still manage to fend for myself.  I go shopping  for food, cook my own meals, and clean up after myself.  (Though, to be honest, my housekeeping is not what it used to be, or should be)

I can still drive a car.  And I still go up and down the stairs;  but I do this now slowly.  I have not walked for fun for many years.  

For several years   I used a (tall) bamboo walking stick, to help me get around (and not wilt over-much); but I now use a walker, when I go out of the house (to the store  or   to church).

And (besides being ‘on-my-feet’ crippled)  I’m now also sexually crippled (due to having my prostate gland systematically barbecued).

 

I am in a Committed Relationship  with a woman I’ve yet to meet, who has a 3-year-old daughter, and who lives in Kharkov, Ukraine.  And I can only HOPE that when we meet   and attempt a “together-life”  that we will  be able to sort through  and that she will be able to cope with my now substantial physical disabilities.   And maybe this will happen satisfactorily.  I have (by now) arrived at the understanding that we are (in actuality)  Psycho-spiritual Beings, first of all.  We are physical beings too; but that is NOT our Primary Reality

My abilities are NOT all gone.  I’m not dead yet; and I still have hopes of doing a few things.  

I want to live in a family   completely infused with Love.  Love so thick  –   that you could ‘cut it with a knife.’

Love comes in many forms.  And FRIENDSHIP  is under-appreciated and under-rated.       THAT’s what we should work toward.

 

 

Our planet is in trouble;  it is now hard-beset  by human folly, greed, ignorance, selfishness, & neglect.   And I want to do what I can do  –  to help save and heal this Earth.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

 

You wanna help?

 

     The means  gather around Sattva        do they not?

 

                                                                                                   We can do it.     We can do something.

 

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Riding Out at Evening 

 

At dusk, everything blurs and softens..

from here out over the long valley,

the fields and hills roll up

the first slight sheets of evening,

as, over the next hour,

heavier, darker ones will follow.

Quieted roads, predictable deer

browsing in a neighbor’s field, another’s

herd of heifers, the kitchen lights

starting in many windows.  On horseback

I take it in, neither visitor

nor intruder, but kin passing , closer

and closer to night, its cold streams

rising in the sugarbush and  hollow.

Half-aloud, I say to the horse,

or myself, or whoever, let fire not come

to this house, nor that barn,

nor lightning strike that cattle.

Let dogs not gain the gravid doe, let the lights

of the rooms convey what they seem to.

And who is to say it is useless

or foolish to ride out in the falling light

alone, wishing, or praying,

for particular good to particular beings

on one small road in a huge world?

The horse bears me along, like grace,

making me better than what I am,

and what I think or say or see

is whole in these moments, is neither

small nor broken.  For up, out of

the inscrutable earth, have come my body

and the separate body of the mare:

flawed and aching and wronged.  Who then

is better made to say be well, be glad,

or who to long that we, as one,

might course over the entire valley.

over all valleys, as a bird in a great embrace

of flight, who presses against her breast,

in grief and tenderness,

the whole weeping body of the world.

 

                                                                –   Linda McCarriston

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I knew almost nothing  about the (non-human) beings we share this universe with  –  till I spent time in a religious order (gccalliance.org).  That’s where I was, from 1995 – 2012.  About 100 people.  God-centered.  Highly cooperative (wonderfully so) .  An eco-village.  All adults attend evening classes; much of which study is of ‘The Urantia Book’.

The U.B. is more than 2,000 pages long, and contains a great deal of information    for the people of this world   (which the celestials refer to as  “Urantia”.  So, you see, the U.B. is rather like the little book in your glove compartment, which will have a title matching the car that you drive.)

 

I was at GCCA for 17 years; and, after being there a year or so, (because of all the study) I developed some comprehension of who our companions are.   (from here, mostly invisible)

 

All humans benefit from the watch-care of a guardian angel; mostly these are seraphim.  All orders of angels have a great deal in common with us lowly mortals: emotionally we are quite similar (except that angels are a bit baffled by human ‘fear’).  Seraphim are smart, but are not omniscient, nor does your guardian seraphim indwell your mind  (as does your Thought Adjuster  –  a pre-personal fragment of the Universal Father).  Your guardian seraphim had to LEARN your language (prior to their assignment); so, if you want your guardian angel to be in on any of your prayers, you need to speak that prayer out loud.  Seraphim are (quite) capable, but not infallible.

If I should fail to survive (as a soul.  Most souls survive, but some do not.) – then my seraphic guardian would be adjudicated (to determine whether they were complicit in my failure.  My Thought Adjuster would NOT be adjudicated.  God does not make mistakes.)

 

[You may think I am telling you a lot;  but I assure you, I am not.  I just want to give you a glimpse of who else is around]

 

Also there are Midwayers.  These are the closest to us, vibrationally.  They are not celestials.  Midwayers are the permanent inhabitants of the Earth / (Urantia).  From their point of view, we live and die so quickly – we’re like grass.  There happen to be 1111 Loyal Midwayers on this planet.  (If you often see this number, it’s them).      They are smarter than we are; and they’re better than we are.  AND they have the ability to connect with a human mind.   Midway creatures are normally invisible to human eyes, as angels are.  (They have helped me numerous times.  And, I DID see one once, I’m certain.)

It’s the Midwayer Commission that took action / went to work and got the Urantia Book to happen.  No small feat.

 

I suspect that many of us have a ‘celestial support team’ (including a midwayer, and, of course, a seraphim)

 

I do not (really) know what beings have been working with me, bringing me along (even from a young age).  But I now have done enough study (and have had some undeniable personal experiences) that I am stuck with believing that someone has (been giving me ideas, and/or teaching me).

As to whether it would be correct  to say   that I was ‘trained in a mystery school’  –  I am uncertain   (but it may be accurate / proper.    That’s a semantical matter anyway.)

 

When I was walking home (from next door) one evening, when I was about 6, I stopped in the middle of the grape arbor and looked up toward my grandma & grandpa’s back porch.  It was dark-dusk  and the porch light was on.  There was no one to be seen; but I knew that if there had been someone there on the porch, that I would (of course)  have been able to see them ~ but that they would NOT have been able to see ME. 

I did not really know what to DO with this realization, but it struck me as being quite interesting (and not unimportant).   Perhaps this was an early ‘noticing’ that the direction of perception is INWARD  (and that our ‘sight’ does not really go out from our eye, as it seems to)

While there is no way to be certain, I’m inclined to believe that that bit of thinking came from myself, from my own mind & curiosity.

But –

That time when I was sitting on the studio couch (on an evening, when I was about 12,  in our living room, in the house I grew up in, in Ohio) – reading the ‘Post Scripts’ in the center of a Saturday Evening Post magazine … and the thought suddenly came into my head – that “The issue as to whether or not God exists – will NEVER be proven by any argument” … I find myself unable to believe – that that thought came from ME !

It was completely (as they say) “out of the blue”.    Someone (non-human) PUT that thought into my mind.

For MY part – I DID recognize the Truth of it.  I knew it was true.  (and perhaps that is not insignificant)

 

When I was quite young, say – from the age of 4 or 5 – I noticed that my root chakra would flare up (I could feel it clearly, in my body.  That is – at the very bottom of my abdomen,  and midway between the front of my belly, and my back-side.  At this age  I did not know about chakras; but I WAS familiar with this sensation.  It would happen when I would see someone (probably on TV) get hurt, or mistreated.   [and I still experience it]

Anyway, I am confident there are beings around capable of noticing such a reaction in my etheric body, and realizing that I was compassionate, by nature.

 

When I was in the 9th grade, writing assignments (in English class) were common  –  weekly,  I suppose, at least.  The thing is – I doubt whether my fellow students suffered as much as I did, in the completion of these assignments.

Because – I always felt compelled to write something which was not only coherent, readable, and grammatically correct … it had to be true, as well.  I had no real CHOICE in this matter.  Shawnee School required that I function as a Writer … and my soul required that I function as a Philosopher (as well).  

Painful as it was,  I could not escape it.   It’s who I am.

Those early writing assignments were always a struggle, never easy.

 

In my family of origin, I was the middle of three sons.  About three years between me and each of my brothers.  Dan’s the oldest, then me, then Jack.

I doubt whether I got more than the “normal” amount of abuse from my older brother (as families go).  But I can tell you it was more than I would have liked.  And, I am ashamed to say, Jack got it from both of us.  By the time Jack was ready to go into high school, he sort of ‘got quiet’.

When I saw this, I felt sorry.  Because I knew what it was from:  the long unrelenting diet of mistreatment       from two older brothers.

Maybe this ‘sibling hazing’ is a million years old.  Maybe two million.  Maybe more.  Anyway, our mom (who grew up among a dozen siblings) called it “teasing”.  It took me a decade or so to realize that this is a misnomer.  It’s abuse.  Cruelty.

We need to learn to tell the truth.  To call things what they are.

 

Fortunately, when my brothers and I got to high school (approaching college) the sibling dynamic shifted.  We then saw each other as a “scarce commodity”; we knew we’d be leaving the nest soon and going out into the big world.

Happily –  I was a senior in high school  the same year that Jack was a freshman;  so we got to spend this year together   as true friends.    This was a great blessing.

 

When Dan left high school, he went to GMI (General Motors Institute) in Flint, Michigan  –  an engineering school.   When Jack graduated high school, he also went to GMI.   And while there, he got to be good friends with Denny.  They were both smart and decent; they drank beer together, rode motorcycles, and enjoyed their lives.  After GMI, they went to Arizona State, in Tempe, for grad school (Business).  Denny was a year ahead, but Jack joined him there. 

Soon after Jack’s arrival there, they both died one night, from carbon monoxide poisoning.  From a poorly vented gas, apartment heater.  It had no stack (to help it draw the exhaust fumes.  I went and saw it for myself; it was vented like a dryer)  Also, the heater had to be pulled away (from the wall and the vent) in order to light it.  They had gone skiing, and when they came home, they lit their heater.  And I reckon they did not get it properly engaged with the vent   when they pushed it back.  Anyway, that night they both died in their sleep. 

 Denny’s girlfriend found them the next morning.  She thought at first that Denny was alive, as he was standing up, leaning (naked) against the bathroom wall, by the toilet.  He had gotten up to pee.  That’s the way she found him.  (And, a year or so previous, she had lost her husband.  So that was hard on her)

And this was a rough one for our family as well.

But Denny was an only child. (I knew him a bit, through Jack.  Denny was good looking, intelligent, sweet.  A really good person)   He was everything to that family.  They were just devastated when they lost him.

 

It was of some consolation to me, when we lost Jack, that I knew that  (because of  those 5 ½ years or so, that we had spent  together as real friends) –  he knew that I loved him.  That I knew him, and appreciated him.  That I enjoyed him.

Maybe Jack’s life was short (he was 24).   Too short.   But I am unable to believe that his life was not valuable and meaningful.  Perhaps it was not a good death, but it had been a good life.  I knew that.                            And   (perhaps a bit later on)   I knew I’d see him again.

 

 

We don’t know why we’re here.  One day – we just show up.  We don’t know how, or why.  (and mostly  we still don’t know why).  Our gifts are considerable and numerous.  Not least among them – the people close to us.         If we should fail to recognize these gifts and value them,   that’s on us.

 

Whether I was brought up in some Mystery School (or not)    I can tell you that I would (most likely) never have understood the nature of the Waking Dream    without the (considerable) help that I got    from members of my ‘Family’,  who from here – seem to be invisible.

I wish to thank them.     THEY know who they are. 

Even if I don’t.

 

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I recently realized that I want to write up this (following) idea   in a long version.  In a book:  Relaxed,
Beautiful (with numerous photos & paintings.  Colorful) Uplifting, & (I hope)  Enjoyable.

Maybe it could even be of use to people who have suffered greatly.

 

TED talks are 18 minutes (maximum).  TEDx talks are usually shorter – 10, maybe 12 minutes.

I’m hoping to deliver this (below) talk on a TEDx stage.  At the earliest opportunity.   (hopefully within a year)

 

This (following) essay / talk is a consolidation of three previously published essays:

https://worldfamilytrading.com/the-great-illusion/?v=7516fd43adaa 

https://worldfamilytrading.com/the-waking-state/?v=7516fd43adaa 

https://worldfamilytrading.com/the-dream/?v=7516fd43adaa 

 

and there is also a 75-minute version    that  I put onto youtube, the trailer for which is:

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NlfqsL3hTK0

and links for its six segments are:

1.a = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBqIyIlIb9E

1.b = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYLM3tXAkMc

1.c = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBWHbp08q9I

1.d = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsgBZ1Y47-w

1.e = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvWpgXNIpK8

1.f = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muRoPmS2q8E      (Sailor’s Prayer)

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As I am thinking I may call the (future) book – “Mind-stuff”, I’ll call this post that, here.

 

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The universe is not only queerer than we suppose, 

it’s queerer than we can suppose.

                                                                                                               –   J.B.S. Haldane

 

 

 

 

I quite suspect   that Western Civilization is Materialistic from its roots.

But, in any case, the society we now live in    is a Blue-Ribbon specimen.      We are devoutly materialistic.

Now  –  our Values   fall out   of our Beliefs;  and what we believe is  –  that Materiality  EQUALS  Reality.            And it’s this belief   that gives rise to our  Dollar-Signs-in-the-Eyes  madness.

Our dear materialism  hurts us at every turn ~

When Europeans landed on the shores of what is now the United States, they found people already living there.  If you could call them ‘people’.  They spoke gibberish.  They dressed in animal skins, sometimes half-naked.  They had no guns, no boots, no metal tools, no mill-woven cloth, no written language;  whereas, the Europeans had lots of Cool Stuff, much of which was made in some big factory.  They even had books.  In fact they had SO much Cool Stuff, they figured that made THEM cool too.    Mmm?   

Are we to think that the Europeans’ attitude toward Material   did not contribute to the (‘Superior’) attitude that quickly arose in their minds? ~   the CLOTHES that they were wearing (plus all the other Things they HAD   or had access to)?           I suggest that it DID.

Subsequently, over the next few centuries, the white people entered into numerous treaties (SIGNED documents) with various of the Aboriginal tribes.  And HOW MANY of those treaties did the White Man honor?    once it was no longer convenient to do so?

You see,  once you manage to regard a People as Sub-Human, the need to keep your word to them (or otherwise treat them decently)  deteriorates.

So that’s one nightmare.

[To be fair  –  the white man’s relationship with the blacks is PART of that same nightmare;  though the ‘story’ is a different one ~ CHIEFLY in that the black people were kidnapped and IMPORTED    in ORDER to be able to abuse them.  To be OWNED outright.   BY LAW.  CHATTEL PROPERTY!  Entirely at the disposal of the slave owner.

And make no mistake:   these nightmares  are STILL being lived out today.]

 

From the time we are infants, we set about exploring the world;  and learning to recognize quite a number of Different Things: (finger, hand, blanket, Mother, Father, the ground, house … and on and on)    And by the time the child is able to render a drawing of The Basics, they will (even unbidden) produce such a graphic depiction ~  “This is the earth, this is the sky, this is the sun, this is me, this is my mom, my dad, our house, a tree” (or whatever).

Personally, I am quite fond of these (first) depictions.  (which by the way, are not art)  They are Declarations.  “I am” statements.   And they invariably show the wisdom of: “There is no I without We.”    But they show something else, too:  “I am ONE of the (many) THINGS of this world.”

And, since the world has already been determined to be Material, then – by deductive logic:    I am (also) material

Now –  you would expect this (learning) process to be much the same, INDEPENDENT of culture.     In OUR case though – the child receives  mighty little  which would allow him (or her) to arrive at the conclusion (belief) – that ‘I am a multidimensional being.’     In our culture we actually BELIEVE that “I am my body.”  (That belief is just PART of the overarching belief that Reality and Materiality are equivalent.)

This (error) puts us into deep trouble.

We then expect Happiness to arrive from the outer (material) direction.       Many of you already understand    what an unnecessary (and tragic) mistake this is.    But (with minor exceptions) this is where we’re at, as a culture.       And THAT is why   we have sent off the brightest of our young minds   ‘out into the world   to seek their fortunes’!    (the tragedy continues)   WHILE the planet we live on   teeters on the Existential Brink!      (Game over !   ??)     Maybe.

So  –  how can we survive?  Should we look to God? or to religion to spiritualize us?   I don’t think so. (our attitude there is:  “Been there.  Done that.”)

Our hyper-materialistic world-view is in DIRE need of tempering.   But since we ARE (actually) multidimensional beings, a clear understanding of our own (waking state of) consciousness            could provide the cognitive infusion of spirituality that we so desperately need.

Now, to be honest,  the necessary insight is a particularly difficult one;   and  I reckon I myself would NOT have come to understand it  on my own.   

I (eventually, though) did come to understand the ‘Waking Dream’ / how our consciousness works    BECAUSE         I was recruited  and then  given the task   by beings I could not see.

Here’s what happened.

In 1960, when I was 14, I entered high school – Shawnee High School, in northwest Ohio.  And soon after that,  I found I had also matriculated into a school I could not see.  And though my instruction in this mystery school never occurred anywhere but in the brick-and-mortar school, I presumed that it was not part of the Shawnee School system.   I found I was, at times, being instructed  by teachers I could not see.  There was never any homework.  And my “instruction” was (always) in the form of  my attention being directed – to some interaction happening in the classroom.

For example – (and this is the one that sticks with me)  the teacher  (the visible teacher) was conversing with a certain student.  And during that interaction I could see the student become aware of a ‘blank spot’  in their Personal Paradigm (their understanding of reality); and they hastily filled in that hole with something handy.  And I realized – that they did this because they felt uncomfortable with the HOLE  in their world view (once they saw there was a blank).  

And what I can tell you is that    on the spot   I vowed I would never do that.  I did NOT want such an understanding in my mind.  I would wait till I died, if I had to, before I would answer a question with just any old thing.  I would WAIT  for true insight to arrive.

 

About 15 years later (when I was in my house in Wallingford, in Seattle) I was asked to do something (by a being, not a human being, but by someone I could not see.  It may have been my teacher from high school.  I do not know.)

This was not ‘in words’ exactly, but I understood it okay:  I was being asked to work through the (human)  free will – determinism paradox.  (Do we humans actually have free will, or is that just an illusion?)    I reckon this is NOT a simple question to sort through.   Anyway, I consented to  think on it.

I had thought about it before, but it had been some years prior;  and I had no reason (of my own) to be thinking about it.

 

Well, after a couple weeks or so, I came to the realization I had considered this issue about as well as I could.

So I   ‘handed in my work’.   I didn’t write anything down, or say anything out loud.  I reckoned that whoever had given me this task could handle the format I was offering.

Then, shortly, I got the sense that whoever it was I was dealing with   considered my thought-work to be satisfactory.  I didn’t hear any applause, or anything;  but that was the only time that I had the distinct sense that there was more than just one person there, on the other side of the veil.

 

A few days later, I was out in the driveway, when the idea came into my mind that –  “Experience (here-and-now experience) has TWO components:  an Outer (material) aspect, AND an Inner (non-material) aspect.”       

   Now this is nothing new; everybody knows this.  

 

But ~ attached to this idea was a sense of Urgency.  Intense urgency!

 

And since I KNEW  that that sense of urgency had NOT come from me.  (nor had I put that idea there either)   ~   I found myself forced to the realization :  that   I had been auditioned,     AND   I had now been given an assignment. 

 

I did not really know how I should proceed with this assignment, but there was NO doubt in my mind that the assignment was real.  Nor did the attached urgency ever go away.

It never occurred to me NOT to accept the assignment.  (Nor did it occur to me that I should do library-type research)   But in my heart, I gave myself to this project.  Completely.    I was about as True to this task, as a person could be.  I never pushed it aside or avoided it.  Despite the fact that I did NOT know what to do  ~   how to proceed – (to understand whatever I was supposed to understand)    and complete the assignment.

 

That fall (of 1976) I went back to college.  I had gone to University of Idaho directly out of high school  (1964) on a football scholarship.  But after three years there, (in the College of Letters & Sciences)   had flunked out.

 

But this time (some 12 years later) I went to MIU (Maharishi International University) – a liberal arts school in southeast Iowa, where everybody – faculty, staff, students – does Transcendental Meditation.  I had learned TM a year earlier.  (and I still do this practice)

I found the environment at MIU to be about ideal for the ‘project’ I was ‘working on’; and the people were delightful.

 

Consciousness   at MIU is regarded as Fundamental.  The Basis of all disciplines, as well as the basis to the spiritual technique of Transcendental Meditation.

There were many opportunities for students to participate in (in-class) discussions.  And quite often, these discussions were about consciousness.  And whenever it seemed relevant, I would say something about the Two aspects of Experience (inner & outer). 

 There were about 200 students in my class; and I guess they sensed my sincerity and passion for my “idea”, because students seemed to come up to me (usually in the dining hall)  almost in a steady stream.  To encourage me.  

I felt as though I was being ‘fed under the table’.

 

Things went on like this  for about a year and a half.

 

It was late in the fall semester of my sophomore year (1977) when I finally figured it out.

We were in a month-long Philosophy block.  And one day we were shown a film-strip:  A baby is seen sitting in his high chair, playing with some toy on the tray; and he inadvertently knocks it off the tray and it lands somewhere beyond his field of view.  But he does NOT hunt for it.

Then

a little later: the same scene – he knocks a toy off the high-chair tray, and it lands where he cannot see it.  But now – he HUNTS FOR IT.

 

THIS struck me as being really significant.  Really important  (though I did not know WHY).   And, about two weeks later (which is often about how long it takes me to come to a new idea) I understood what was going on:  we watch the inner     and we recognize it AS the outer.

 

                         ~        I (basically) had completed my assignment.    ~

 

Piaget (the father of developmental psychology) would say that the child learns to ascribe to objects   the property of object permanence.  But this description (while basically true)  does NOT do justice to the Momentous Transformation that we (all) went through in the middle of our first year of life.  Infant’s Consciousness deserves to be recognized as a major state of consciousness ( along with – dream state, sleep state, waking state).  

What did we have to do      in order to gain entrance into the Society of Doers? /  into the Waking State?

 

               We POSTULATED THE EXISTENCE OF THE WORLD!       Audacious.   Outrageous.

 

THIS (cognition) is what we had to have    in order to be able to participate in the events of the world.

BEFORE our Great Transition (out of Infant’s Consciousness) we had already developed quite a few (small) cognitive categories:  Mama, bed, floor, water, milk, food, music, binky, blanket.  And many more.

But we needed a Wholistic one:  Reality  /  the World.

 

      All recognitions (really are) re – cognitions.  We must formulate the original cognition FIRST.

      THEN we can recognize that thing.

 

What happens when we see something?

Light comes into our eye  (maybe we are looking at a maple tree).  The image (upside-down and backwards) forms on our retina, signals get sent to the back of the brain, which works it up into (an accurate but) raw image, called the Percept.   Which we do not see; but this gets sent (quickly) to the front of the brain (home to all our cognitive categories); and, on the basis of similarity, the percept ‘shakes loose’ whatever cognitive categories it is able to.  And once these (recognitions) get coupled to the Percept – we (at last, consciously) ‘see’ the maple tree.

 

And – what are the REQUIREMENTS for Recognition?  HOW similar must the percept be to the contents of the cognitive categories?

 

Let us suppose for a moment – that a 100% match (or 99%) was the requirement.  Identicality (or nearly)

What would happen?

 

You’re a four-month-old baby, and your mother walks into the room you’re in.  Will you recognize her?

Yes:    IF the light is just right,     if she is wearing what she always wears,     if the expression on her face is the same as always.       Mmm?

 

But that’s NOT the way the world is.  If the requirements for Recognition were  Very Strict, we would never recognize ANYTHING.   The world would appear brand new all the time.  And such a version of consciousness would be useless.  

 

Mmm?     No good.

In order for our consciousness to be of use to us, (for it to WORK at ALL), the requirements for Recognition MUST be a bit sloppy!

This means that we are hard-wired for error.      Misrecognitions, then, are bound to be common.

 

The first time I heard the Beattles’ song – ‘Yellow Submarine’, I thought they were saying “jealous of Marie” (not ‘yellow submarine’).   I probably heard it like that for YEARS.

And that’s not because I’m stupid.  It’s because I’m human.  I’m making do with Standard Issue gear.

 

Generally though, our consciousness is pretty hi-fi.   We can get into our car, and GO somewhere, and return  (probably)  without killing someone or ourselves.  Pretty impressive.

 

Our waking state experience is basically a ‘mosaic of recognitions’.  This show is handed to us by our consciousness and our brain & nervous system.  Automatically.

Inside our mind   there is a constant (automatic)  ‘snow-storm’ of recognitions.  All the time, when we’re awake.

But (besides recognizing the pieces:   shoes, sister, broccoli, the road, headlights, turn signals) there are ALSO wholistic recognitions.

 

When we watch a movie, we know it isn’t real.  And yet, we still manage (willingly) to experience it (at least to some extent) as though it were real.

And a similar thing can happen with a dream that we have at night, when we’re asleep.  Sometimes we have a dream that seems absolutely real… such that, when we awake in the morning, we are astonished as we’re forced to the realization –  that it was “just a dream”!       

 

Well, the difference between a sleeping dream and the Waking State, is that the sleeping dream occurs IRRESPECTIVE of our surroundings; whereas the Waking State is a dream OF our (actual) surroundings.   In real time.

THIS is what makes the world ‘visible’ to us.

 

There is (good) reason to believe that the World really DOES exist.  (and, to a considerable extent – the WAY we see it)

But, in a strict sense, it’s not the WORLD itself that we see.  Our own consciousness POSES as the world (to the best of its ability, which is Considerable).  It’s a Dream.  A creation IN and OF our own consciousness.  A projection.  That we continuously create.   And live IN.

 

It’s altogether astonishing.

 

A tiger knows he is a tiger.  What he does NOT know – is that he is (also) NOT a tiger.  That part of him which thinks he is a tiger ~ that is NO tiger.

Nor does he realize that what he takes to be “the World” is really his Own Dream of it !

We say that we look OUT of a window.  “I can’t see out through this windshield; there’s too much ice on it.”

We think that our sight goes OUT from our eye and “sees” our environment (the trees, the mountains, the traffic)   OUT THERE   where those things ARE.

 

THIS (the apparent ‘whereness‘ of everything)  this is what makes our projection SO (inescapably) CONVINCING.          Mmm?

 

You see – we imagine that our SIGHT goes OUT from our eye     and (instantaneously) STRIKES  the things in our environment:  the road, the buildings, the trees, the mountains, the clouds, the stars.

But this does not happen.

Here’s the truth:   that Thing (that Big Thing) we are completely accustomed to recognizing as “The World”   –  is actually our Projection.    And we live IN it; we are a part of it.

 

Ever notice that everyone (in the world) thinks they’re RIGHT (all the time)?

Well, since we all think we see the world DIRECTLY (without our own consciousness mediating for us) we are left with the impression that we are (constantly) in direct contact with Reality.

We are all under constant pressure  –  to think we’re RIGHT.  [because the illusion is constant.  It never lets up.]

 

            And this causes some problems, doesn’t it?

 

No one can escape these Fundamental Illusions.  But, once we SEE them, we can ALLOW for them.   Mmm?

 

But I do not consider this (understanding why everyone thinks they’re right) to be the Main Takeaway.

THAT should be:   Astonishment, wonder, an elevated and enhanced appreciation for oneself, and for others (and even all the animals, since we ALL live in the world THROUGH the functioning of our Waking State of consciousness, which (unavoidably) operates on the BASIS of a fundamental misrecognition)

 

And, if THIS is true ~

 

       All Creatures are miraculous.  

 

            There is abundant room for Spirituality.

 

                  We are Multidimensional Beings.

 

                        All of Life is Sacred.

 

                              The Universe is Alive

                                 

                                       We must NOT allow this planet to perish.

 

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Rumi says –           (and I offer you this as a “Commissioning”)

 

You should try to hear the name the Holy One  has for things.

There is something in the phrase:  “The Holy One taught him names.”

We name everything according to the number of legs it has;

The holy one names it according to what is inside.

Moses waved his stick; he thought it was a “rod.”

But inside its name was “dragonish snake.”

We thought the name of Umar meant: “agitator against priests”;

But in eternity his name is “the one who believes.”

No one knows our name until our last breath goes out.

 

 

 

 

 

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What has death and a thick body

     dances before

          what has no thick body and no death.

 

–    Kabir

 

 

 

This essay is offered as an extension of an earlier post:  “Multiple Dimensions of Reality” (published in June of 2018  –  

 

   https://worldfamilytrading.com/multiple-dimensions-of-reality/?v=7516fd43adaa     )

 

I am (still) arguing that we humans (& the realms we live in) are not merely physical, but in fact – multidimensional.

 

It so happened that, when my little brother Jack was 24 – he died from carbon monoxide poisoning (from an improperly vented gas apartment heater).  He and I were very close.  

 

When Jack died, I began looking into Spirituality (in general) and into “Life after Death” (in particular).  And my enquiries included a look into Eckankar, the ancient science of soul travel.  I took an Experimental College course in Eckankar (at U/W in Seattle), read a couple books, and met others who were following that path.  I found these folks likable – sincere, decent, cheerful.  That I did not continue long on that path was not because I did not have a high regard for the practice (or the people who were pursuing it).  It’s just that I happened to get involved with Transcendental Meditation, and then felt I had to make a choice – (not that Eckankar and TM are mutually exclusive.  But one must make decisions about how to spend one’s time.  Mmm?)   That was 5 decades ago; and I’m still doing TM.  

 

You may have noticed that we live in a devoutly materialistic society.  (by which I do NOT mean that we are money hungry.  I mean – we ARE that; but that’s not what I’m talking about)

What I mean is  –  that we think there’s an “equals sign”  between Materiality and Reality.  

[R = M]   We think that Reality EQUALS Materiality, and that Materiality EQUALS Reality.  We think THEY ARE THE SAME THING !.         This is a Bad Mistake. (& also Childish Nonsense)

 

Many years ago I heard Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (on TV) declare that “life after death” is no longer just a theory, but an established Scientific Fact (because of the enormous body of data from dying people – all over the world, of all ages and religions).  These reports (while subjective) are so numerous and corroborative as to be inescapable. 

                                  [ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elisabeth_K%C3%BCbler-Ross  ]

 

But any child (or teen or adult) is capable of noticing the (enormous) difference between a Living Person … and a Dead Body.

That’s why the epigram (for this essay):  “What has death and a thick body

     dances before

                         what has no thick body and no death.”

 

If you wish to try to invigorate your notion of your (abstract / non-material)  self  (the thing which has no thick body and no death), you may want to have a look at          https://worldfamilytrading.com/the-great-illusion/?v=7516fd43adaa  (published in July of 2019)  plus the two subsequent essays.  Also see       https://worldfamilytrading.com/attention/?v=7516fd43adaa  (published in September, 2018)

 

Anyway, from Eckankar’s point of view – their first five Planes of Existence      are:

                                                                                                          Physical, Astral, Causal, Mental, & Etheric.

Plus they reckon there are six planes HIGHER than the Etheric

        https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10150563836504997&set=the-worlds-of-eckthe-god-worlds-can-best-be-described-as-planes-of-reality-each-     (Eckankar’s Planes of Existence)

 

And if you’d like a one-page explanation of Eckankar, you can see one here:  

 

                                                       https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eckankar     

 

Now let’s hear from Gibran:

 

The Great Longing

 

Here I sit between my brother the mountain and my sister the sea. 

 

We three are one in loneliness, and the love that binds us together

is deep and strong and strange.  Nay, it is deeper than my sister’s

depth and stronger than my brother’s strength, and stranger than

the strangeness of my madness.

 

Aeons upon aeons have passed since the first grey dawn made us

visible to one another; and though we have seen the birth and the

fullness and the death of many worlds, we are still eager and young.

 

We are young and eager and yet we are mateless and unvisited, and

though we lie in unbroken half embrace, we are uncomforted.  And

what comfort is there for controlled desire and unspent passion?

Whence shall come the flaming god to warm my sister’s bed?  And

what she-torrent shall quench my brother’s fire?  And who is the

woman that shall command my heart?

 

In the stillness of the night my sister murmurs in her sleep the

fire-god’s unknown name, and my brother calls afar upon the cool

and distant goddess.  But upon whom I call in my sleep I know not.

 

 

Here I sit between my brother the mountain and my sister the sea.

We three are one in loneliness, and the love that binds us together

is deep and strong and strange.

                                                                        –     Kahlil Gibran

                                                                                                    (from   The Madman)

 

Here is my own (brief) interpretation of this ‘poem’ 

 

The ‘sea’ (emotions) Gibran casts as ‘feminine’.  His material body (the mountain) he casts as masculine.  Each has their own dreams & yearnings.  He casts himself (the abstract self) as somewhere in the center of all this turmoil.  All    are lonely.         He acknowledges love to be what unifies the whole mess.

 

Every human being is capable of contemplating the Human Condition, and so we are –  in some sense fully qualified to say whether Gibran is ‘telling the truth’.

And if he IS telling the truth, you can see why such a situation would be enough to drive ANYONE mad.    Mmm?                    A Human Life   –   it’s a tough gig.

 

The world of inanimate matter is governed by the laws of physics.  The wind blows because the air moves from a place of greater pressure to a place of less pressure.  The snow falls slowly because the air (near sea-level) is somewhat dense, because all the air above is piled on top, which compresses it.  (we live at the bottom of a ‘sea of air’).

But the world of Living Creatures functions under additional laws: principally – DESIRE.  If I hold my hand out, in front of my face, then if I want my hand to go UP,  it just goes up !  We conduct our bodies here and there (miraculously) by mere intention.  (snowflakes, as they fall, do NOT do such things; they simply submit to gravity and to however the air is moving.  They do not make choices.  Nor do they get themselves into trouble.

The fact that we GO here or there by mere intention    should convince us that  the soul owns the body, and not the other way round.  Or, if not that, we should need no further convincing – that we consist of MORE than merely a physical component.

Every child who can run around – knows perfectly well that he can do things that a stone or a stick can NOT.  (with or WITHOUT contemplation of the matter).

 

Such considerations, by the way, are ontological, which is to say – they have to do with issues of Being (“What is our Nature?”).  I bring this up – because, as a culture, we have NOT done a good job with our ontological enquiry (who ARE we?)  We mainly neglect it.

 

Well here is an ontological folk song  (that is  –  it talks about  ‘who we are’):

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlPjUvOxAf0    (Harry Belafonte – Turn The World Around)

 

Heart = water

Body = mountain

Spirit = sunlight / (or fire)

 

“Do you know   who I am?     Do I know   who you are?”

“See one another clearly   –   Do we know   who we are?”

“We are of the Spirit     Truly of the Spirit”

“Only can the Spirit     turn the world around.”

 

I think this song has a lot going for it.    A few centuries ago  the Four (or Five) Elements

were considered to be:   

                                             Earth

                                                       Air

                                                             Fire

                                                                     Water

                                                                               Spirit

 

So, for me, this song says that we ARE (ALL) these things       so we should COME BACK to these Elements.  We should BE who we really are.  And if we can do that, we can change the world.  Together (in our true Selves) we can set the world aright.  Take care of the Great Mother.

Mmm?

Also, it’s a fun song.  Perky.     It’s in ‘5’ !!     Maybe 15% of all the songs we’ve ever heard  are in ‘3’  (skipping time, or walz time); and most of the rest are in “4”.  Almost NONE are in ‘5’.

(The most well-known ‘in-five’ song is :  

              https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmDDOFXSgAs     (Dave Brubeck – Take Five)                  a jazz piece, of course.

(and by the way, the 5-beat is about the same in these two songs:  [‘Turn the World Around’  & ‘Take Five’.     Same tempo  /  speed ] )

 

And surely there are many (real) things which cannot be seen –  (e.g. –  our feelings, hopes, purposes, dreams, plans, aspirations,          love)

 

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvT31UAIcdI    (The 13th Warrior (1999)  The duel between Herger the Joyous and Angus     4:05)         [take note of the dialog at the end of this clip]

 

Yes, and what about Love?   (notice the acknowledgement, late in the song:  “Do you believe in something that you’ve never seen before?”):

   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9xHc5yQojAY    (The Wedding Song  –  Paul Stookey)

 

And Szymborska has something to say about it  (love):

 

 

“True Love”

 

True love. Is it normal

is it serious, is it practical?

What does the world get from two people

who exist in a world of their own?

Placed on the same pedestal for no good reason,

drawn randomly from millions but convinced

it had to happen this way – in reward for what?

For nothing.

The light descends from nowhere.

Why on these two and not on others?

Doesn’t this outrage justice? Yes it does.

Doesn’t it disrupt our painstakingly erected principles,

and cast the moral from the peak? Yes on both accounts.

Look at the happy couple.

Couldn’t they at least try to hide it,

fake a little depression for their friends’ sake?

Listen to them laughing – it’s an insult.

The language they use – deceptively clear.

And their little celebrations, rituals,

the elaborate mutual routines –

it’s obviously a plot behind the human race’s back!

It’s hard even to guess how far things might go

if people start to follow their example.

What could religion and poetry count on?

What would be remembered? What renounced?

Who’d want to stay within bounds?

True love. Is it really necessary?

Tact and common sense tell us to pass over it in silence,

like a scandal in Life’s highest circles.

Perfectly good children are born without its help.

It couldn’t populate the planet in a million years,

it comes along so rarely.

Let the people who never find true love

keep saying that there’s no such thing.

Their faith will make it easier for them to live and die. 

 

                                                                                       –  Wislawa Szymborska

 

And – what do you suppose Mirabai is talking about?:

 

Why Mira Can’t Go Back to her Old House

 

The colors of the Dark One have penetrated Mira’s body; all the other colors washed out.

Making love with the Dark One and eating little, those are my pearls and my carnelians.

Meditation beads and the forehead streak, those are my scarves and my rings.

That’s enough feminine wiles for me. My teacher taught me this.

Approve me or disapprove me: I praise the Mountain Energy night and day.

I take the path that ecstatic human beings have taken for centuries.

I don’t steal money, I don’t hit anyone. What will you charge me with?

I have felt the swaying of the elephant’s shoulders;

and now you want me to climb on a jackass?

Try to be serious.

                                                                                                                      –  Mirabai

 

or Rumi?:

 

Someone who does not run

toward the allure of love

walks a road where nothing

lives.  But this dove here

senses the love hawk floating

above, and waits, and will not

be driven or scared to safety 

                                                                         –   Rumi

 

 

It turns out that what cannot be seen is more important (& essential) than what can.

 

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You may also want to have a look at:

    

https://worldfamilytrading.com/lifting-a-person-using-subtle-energies-and-teamwork/?v=7516fd43adaa 

 

and maybe:   https://worldfamilytrading.com/both/?v=7516fd43adaa     (which deals with our “mutual exclusivity” hang-up  –   published in July of 2019). 

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We are like flies crawling across the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel: we cannot see what angels and gods lie underneath the threshold of our perceptions.  We do not live in reality; we live in our paradigms, our habituated perceptions, our illusions; the illusions we share through culture we call reality; but the true historical reality of our condition is invisible to us.
                                                                                                                                   –    William Irwin Thompson

 

 

When I got out of the Navy in 1973, I moved to Seattle, and I lived there till 1985.

 

In 1974 (or ‘75) I happened to go to a weirdo party.  It was there that I met Bruce Myron (one of the other weirdos).  We became friends.  

Well, Bruce was an astrologer and a clairvoyant; that is, he could see auras & chakras.  I hired him numerous times as an astrologer; but he would always give me feedback as to the condition of my lighter bodies.

 

Now, at the party (where we’d met) there were some people playing a ‘party game’.  One person was lying on their back, on the floor, with six people squatting (or kneeling, I can’t recall) close to them (three on the right and three on the left – in ‘pairs’: one pair at the shoulders, another pair at the waist, and the 3rd pair just below the knees)  

What was meant to happen was – the six people kneeling were supposed to lift their person up (high).  The lifters had been instructed to put their two hands close together with their index fingers extended (and slide them under the liftee).  And then, at some point, lift them up (just with their index fingers.)

 

I was not one of the participants, but I was sitting next to Bruce; and we were both watching the proceedings.  But, in fact, nothing much happened.  The person was NOT lifted up.  (And I don’t think anyone there was greatly surprised.  I mean, HOW could such a thing happen, anyway?)

But at that moment (of “failure”) Bruce said to me (discreetly) that a certain woman (he knew her name – one of the “lifters”) “didn’t connect” with her lifting partner opposite her.  That was his (clairvoyant’s) explanation.

 

I did not discuss this incident (with anyone, ever); but I did not doubt the truth of what Bruce had told me he had seen.

 

And some fourteen years later, I thought the time had come to test it.

 

It so happened that (at an education conference in 1985) I met a certain British-Canadian woman, Moira Morningstar; and I moved to Canada.  We lived in Burnaby, B.C. and on Saturna Island; then moved to Quadra Island and were married there in 1986.

 

In 1989 I accepted a job – of running a “Time-Out” room at Phoenix Junior School, a short ferry ride across Discovery Passage, .  Phoenix is in the town of Campbell River, on Vancouver Island.

 

You should know that Campbell River is a mill town.  Plenty of alcohol consumption, and drugs.  Spouse abuse.  Child abuse.

Many Phoenix students led unenviable lives.  A lot of adult (and peer) mistreatment.  A lot of unhappiness.

It was my view that the culture of the school was (mainly) owned by the students, not the teachers (or administration).  I think many of the students regarded the adults in the school the way an “occupied” people  regards its occupiers.  With resentment.                If a student were, somehow, able to get the better of a teacher – humiliate them in some way, that student would ‘earn a lot of points‘ with his peers.  Such a transaction was probably the Most Valuable one of All, within that micro-culture & social economy.  

A culture is a complicated thing, and is made up of things such as Language, Customs, the shared Paradigm, Songs (& other art), and shared Values.  (but one’s values basically fall out of what one thinks is true.  Is it not so?)  And if you’re convinced that the adults in your life are ‘the enemy’, you will not be eager to follow their lead.  Any self-respecting people will resist and fight against their occupiers.   Mmm?   (in as far as they can get away with it)

Peer bullying was (among the students) accepted as ‘normal’.  Brutality, cruelty.  Many times I observed a boy give another boy a ‘wedgie‘ – by grasping the back of the lad’s underpants and then lifting up very hard.  I am glad to report that I never observed this practice being done to a female.  Even so, I think it is not simply cruel, it’s a version of sexual abuse.  ( &, like rape, it’s a power transaction).           Now, when I say that peer cruelty was accepted as normal, I’m pretty sure that many of the students (most of them, perhaps) did not approve of it; however, I never saw any student attempt to intervene (in any transaction of bullying).    But when it was feasible, I would give the perpetrator my standard lecture of the nature of fun.  That is – that “there are TWO kinds of fun: one where everyone has fun, and one where some people have fun and others don’t.”

 And, as I routinely rode the ferry to & from work, I would (often) overhear a student bragging to his friends about how ‘last night I ingested poison and survived’.  (that is – bragging about    how they did some drug, or drank a lot of alcohol [substances that the grown-ups considered Bad] … but I did it anyway, and I’m still here to tell you about it.)   And of course, they wouldn’t be bragging to their friends about their superiority/invulnerability, if they weren’t accruing social currency/status   by doing so.

 

Anyway, many students really did not want to be in class.  Sometimes a student might, for example, make a pool of spit, on the floor, till the teacher would kick them out of the class.  That student would then report to the office, where the Vice-Principal would speak with them.  And then they would sit in the office till the bell rang for the next class.

That’s why I was hired.  To try to do something worthwhile with these troubled students once the vice-principal had said to them what he could.

My time-out room was across the hall from the office, and next to the Library.  It was pretty large with black boards along one wall and a round table in the center.  That was my ‘desk’.  I kept a potted cyclamen on that table.  Something beautiful, and alive. 

Much of my efforts were – to convince my charges that we (actually) live in the SAME world.

 

Also there were a few students who got assigned to me – to teach them (math, or social studies, or science, or whatever) when that seemed more promising than the regular classroom (for whatever reason).

I enjoyed all these tasks.

 

I will admit that there was one student I did not like. ( And I am sure that was due to my own spiritual immaturity.)  But otherwise I liked everyone.  And I did my best for them.

 

Well, a bit before the school year ended, there was a Special Day. I don’t remember what it was called, but it was meant to be a ‘fun day’ for the students.  Non-academic, and a complete break from their regular classes.

 

The students were assigned to groups (or ‘teams’) of 7 or 8 students per team.  Throughout the day, the bell would ring every 25 minutes or so (I forget, exactly); and each team had instructions where to go next, each time the ‘ending’ bell rang.

Meanwhile all the teachers (and I was included that day, as a Teacher, though technically I was an Educational Aide) were assigned a certain room (for that day), where we could offer the students some activity of our choosing.  I chose this exercise (party game) described above.

 

Somewhere I found a book with  pictures of etheric energy extending from the ends of a person’s fingers.  And I used these visuals to instruct the teams of students, as each new group of teams would arrive.

I told each new “class” (comprised of perhaps four teams) what I wanted them to do (or attempt to do):  That – one among them, from each team, would lie on the floor – the one to be lifted.  And the others should form pairs and squat down (at the shoulders, at the waist, and at the calves)  And that each pair of lifters should endeavor to connect their etheric energies together, like in the pictures I showed them.  (And, when they were ready, they should try to lift their person, using just their index fingers + the web of etheric energy)

 

I guess I’ll tell you – that I came to school early for this day – so that I could do a psychic cleaning on the room I was to use (which was not my regular “time-out” room), just a regular classroom.

The students at Phoenix are seventh, eighth, and  ninth graders.  (That’s how it is in British Columbia.)  It’s a tough age group.  
By the time students get to High School, they begin to behave more like Human Beings.  Mmm?   (Junior High is the worst)  I figured the room needed to be “cleaned”.  I wanted to ‘prepare the ground’ as best I could.  I reckoned what I was asking them to attempt  –  well, it would be quite a stretch.

 

Here’s what happened (in my room) that day.

 

New sets of teams arrived (all day, except for a lunch break) about every half hour.  I explained to each new ‘class’ what I wanted them to do.    And they all failed.

 

That is – they all failed – except for ONE team.  (and this was at or near the end of the day)  

 

But I saw it with my own eyes.  Those kids picked up their person – LIKE THEY DIDN’T WEIGH ANYTHING !  and held them momentarily up there, higher than their heads.  Then they lowered them safely back to the floor.   

 

I went to that team, and I told them – “Remember this.”

 

It must have had some effect.  Those who LIFTED their person high into the air (& those present in the room who saw it happen) were no doubt impacted.  And the whole student body of Phoenix Jr. School has a well-functioning communications (gossip) system.  So I presume it got around.

 

As William Irwin Thompson points out  –  [ref: the epigram]  –  “We do not live in reality; we live in our paradigms, our habituated perceptions, our illusions; the illusions we share through culture we call reality.”  And (I would add)  –  “Proof is whatever convinces you.”               

In Campbell River, like everyplace else, there is no shortage of conviction (& little shortage of agreement) about the Nature of Reality.  And we’re a Materialistic culture, aren’t we?  This means that the students of Phoenix Junior School showed up that day ALREADY KNOWING the “Nature of Reality”; but they were (somewhat) willing to suspend their disbelief in Subtle Energies.  (and this is probably because I was generally liked by the students).

I think it’s likely that every small group/team that came through my room that day was ‘mixed’; that is, some were able to suspend their disbelief, and some were not.  But – if even ONE group member is stuck in (the agreed-upon, Material) paradigm   that will be enough to disable that whole group.  That’s why every group failed.  All but one, that is.  In THAT group each and every person managed to suspend their disbelief in a higher paradigm.  In that moment when they attempted their (“impossible”) assigned task (of lifting one of their number) they took a step into a Higher Reality.  Together.  If it had not been unanimous, they would have failed too, like all the other groups did.

All the students who showed up that day were essentially in the same Situation  –  They each belonged to a Small Group / a Team (for the day).  And each brought with them their Beliefs about the nature of Reality (their Personal Paradigm).  And these views (of course) were largely SHARED (and agreed upon) by the greater society of which they were a part.  There was no one around to ask.  No ‘authorities’.  No wise men.  No parents.  (“Mother, should I trust the government?”)      Nor did I ask them to discuss amongst themselves whether they believed the task I assigned to them was Possible or not … and WHY they thought so.  I simply asked them to DO it.  They were EACH on their own;  they had to make their own (private) decision – as to whether to attempt the Suspension of Belief that would be required to accomplish the assigned task.           I think it’s likely that most of them found it easier to ‘succeed by failing’.  That is – if they simply STAYED in the agreed-upon (devoutly materialistic) “Reality”, they might “fail” with regard to completing the Assigned Task, but (if they should fail) they would “prove themselves Right” with regard to “what they already believed was true”.  They could ‘win’ by ‘losing’.  THIS was the path requiring the Least Effort.  Mmm?

Their (shared) Situation reminds me of a certain movie:  [‘10,000 BC’  (2008)]    wherein we see a small village of people who subsist largely by hunting Wooly Mammoths].  Rather early in the story the main character happens to fall into a pit, into which is flowing a considerable amount of water (because of a raging storm.  And I think this was a pit that was dug by his own village for the purpose of  capturing and killing a mammoth).  But he soon realizes that he is not the only one in peril in this pit.  There is also a saber-tooth tiger there – entangled in debris and in immanent danger of drowning.  He is tempted to kill this cat, but instead, he decides to try to free him.  And this he manages to do.  And then, of course, the tiger is at liberty to kill HIM.  The cat does come close to him, but he does not kill the man, which would have been an easy matter (and consistent with the dominant & well agreed-upon paradigm).        Later on, in a foreign land, in which the man finds himself in a situation where he may be killed by the people who live there, the cat appears (out of nowhere) and places himself between the man and the people who are threatening him.   The man had taken the initiative (in stepping out of the “normal” paradigm, and treated the cat ‘like Family’) and in so doing the cat ‘came along’;  he accepted the offer and became ‘Family’ to the man, as well.

One of the things which makes us so sure about whatever it is we happen to believe – is the fact that we think we are in direct contact with Reality; but this is an illusion.  The World (as it appears to us) is NOT the world itself.  It is a (high-fidelity) “work-up”  –  in & of our own consciousness.  It’s a projection.  (And this is not at all obvious).  You may like to have a look at a previous essay:  https://worldfamilytrading.com/the-great-illusion/?v=7516fd43adaa

Also – the choices that were set before (all of) the students who were assigned the ‘impossible’ task of lifting a person  –  brings to mind the Great War of Ideas.  Particularly how this war has always been with us, how it rages all around us … AND within us.

 

 

                                  The geneticist J. B. S. Haldane says that  “The universe is not only queerer than we suppose, it’s queerer than we can suppose.”

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“In Louisville, at the corner of Fourth and Walnut, in the center of the shopping district, I was suddenly overwhelmed with the realization that I loved all these people, that they were mine and I theirs, that we could not be alien to one another even though we were total strangers. It was like waking from a dream of separateness, of spurious self-isolation in a special world. . . . 

This sense of liberation from an illusory difference was such a relief and such a joy to me that I almost laughed out loud. . . . I have the immense joy of being man, a member of a race in which God Himself became incarnate. As if the sorrows and stupidities of the human condition could overwhelm me, now that I realize what we all are. And if only everybody could realize this! But it cannot be explained. There is no way of telling people that they are all walking around shining like the sun.

Then it was as if I suddenly saw the secret beauty of their hearts, the depths of their hearts where neither sin nor desire nor self-knowledge can reach, the core of their reality, the person that each one is in God’s eyes. If only they could all see themselves as they really are. If only we could see each other that way all the time. There would be no more war, no more hatred, no more cruelty, no more greed. . . But this cannot be seen, only believed and ‘understood’ by a peculiar gift.”

Thomas Merton, Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander[:]

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Why is Valentine’s Day such a popular holiday?  (& why is it a holiday AT ALL?)

 

No doubt – the people who have learned how to make money from holidays   have promoted it.  But there’s more to its popularity than that, surely.

 

It’s a rather unusual holiday, don’t you think?  In the way that Halloween is peculiar.  Mmm?

Halloween is our only holiday which celebrates (& validates) darkness / (evil).

Valentine’s Day, though, celebrates Love.  Love ITSELF.  Especially romantic love.

 

Even though it’s mainly romantic love that’s being celebrated, and even though our notions about the nature of romantic love are deeply flawed / (inaccurate), I still feel it’s a good sign.

I mean – that we have the good sense to regard Love as being really important – suggests (I think) – that we’re not completely crazy.

(One needn’t look hard, or look far these days to see plenty of craziness.)

 

Our Valentine’s Day is a good sign.

 

We now know that loneliness is as bad for our health & well-being as heavy smoking is   or obesity.

 

While we are unaccustomed to regarding loneliness as particularly important, it is not difficult to appreciate that the (enormous & world-wide) industries of 

 

     Slavery / (the international sex trade)

     Prostitution

     Pornography

     Weight-loss

     Beauty

     Fashion

     Dating (now mostly online)

 

– – that these are all substantially driven by loneliness.   Mmm?   Are they not?

 

These are all manifestations of the fact that the Human Condition (in general) and human Loneliness (in particular) is rather more than we can handle.

 

So –

 

Looking to Love as a solution of our suffering

Strikes me as being rooted in good intuition, or maybe even wisdom!

 

Rumi says –

 

Someone who does not run

toward the allure of love

walks a road where nothing

lives.  But this dove here

senses the love hawk floating

above, and waits, and will not

be driven or scared to safety

 

Rumi is telling us that 

if we are not living a life organized around LOVE (or at least moving toward it)

that we might as well be dead.  Or maybe even – that we are already dead.

 

Paul in his “Hymn to Love” (in a letter to the church in Corinth) tells us something quite similar:

 

If I speak all tongues of men and of angels, but speak without love, I am no more than a noisy gong or clanging cymbal. If I can prophesy and fathom all mysteries and knowledge and if I have so much faith that I can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all my possessions to the poor, or even give my body to be burnt, but have not love, I gain nothing.

 

So –

 

If love is the only thing which makes life worth living, then it’s quite a marvel (don’t you think?) that we spend so little effort toward coming into right relationship with it!

 

About a decade ago I realized that I was so lonely that I was at risk.  I felt I was near the edge of insanity.  I therefore set out to find a life partner.

I began online dating.  Locally at first.  But after about half a year with that – came to the realization that what I was doing was NOT going to take me anywhere I really wanted to go.

So I began corresponding with Slavic women.  (I had spent a year, when in the Navy, studying the Russian language, and had sometimes wondered if maybe I had a sweetheart ‘over there’, somewhere, on the opposite side of the world)

Well, I am still doing this (corresponding with Slavic women); and I wish I could report that I have succeeded in my efforts; but that would be an overstatement.  However, I can certainly claim to have learned some things.

One thing I know for sure is – that I have been deceived (by women, online) no fewer than five times.  (Quite possibly more … but five, at least)

 

But, you know what I found out?  I learned that – even when I am being scammed – I might GROW.  Even if what was happening wasn’t real for her, it was still real for me!

 

I’ve learned a couple things –

 

     The inner (psychic / spiritual) realm is PRIMARY.

     &

     Whatever I attain there cannot be taken from me.

 

Let’s have a look at some of the aspects of LOVE –

 

WE LOVE PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY ARE.

  

True (actual) love is really quite simple.  And it is not selfish.

We do not love people for how they FEEL, or for what we may get from them.  (Such things happen, of course, but we should resist the temptation to categorize them as ‘Love’.  

‘Trading’ perhaps.  ‘Commerce’ maybe.  ‘Need’ maybe.   But not love.)

 

Desire (in itself) is not an attainment.  Loneliness (in itself) is not an achievement.

But the ability to be aware of one’s emotions … and the willingness to suffer through them – 

these skills are not trivial, and are worth celebrating.  Worth being glad about.

 


When I am able to foster within myself (my own heart, my own psyche) – the ability to feel real (unselfish) love for another person, and commitment to their well-being, growth, & happiness … this is an achievement. 

Even if the other (the one I am loving) should prove false … what I have attained cannot be taken from me.

 

 

Happy Valentine’s Day

 

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The Hymn to Love

 

And now I will show you the best Way of all.

 

If I speak all tongues of men and of angels, but speak without love, I am no more than a noisy gong or clanging cymbal. If I can prophesy and fathom all mysteries and knowledge and if I have so much faith that I can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all my possessions to the poor, or even give my body to be burnt, but have not love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude. It does not insist on its own way. It does not take offense, nor does it keep a record of wrongs. Love does not enjoy evildoing but enjoys the truth. There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance.

 

Love never ends. Prophecy will cease. Tongues will be stilled. Knowledge will fail. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when the Fulfillment comes, the partial will be done away with. When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I saw as a child, I thought and reasoned as a child. When I became a man, I put away the things of a child. Now all we can see of God is like a cloudy picture in a mirror, but then we shall see him face to face. I do not know everything now, but then I will, just as God completely understands me.

 

In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love: but the greatest of them all is love.

 

                                                             Paul of Tarsus /  1 Corinthians 12:31-13:13[:]

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[:en]The Trump Phenomenon[:]

[:en]The Trump Phenomenon is reasonably divided into two components:  a): Trump himself    and    b):  his followers.

 

For some thoughts on the first aspect (Trump himself), you may want to look at the series of essays I published in January and February (of 2020):

                          

https://worldfamilytrading.com/impeach/?v=7516fd43adaa  

https://worldfamilytrading.com/relativity/?v=7516fd43adaa  

https://worldfamilytrading.com/the-first-law-of-ideas-reconsidered/?v=7516fd43adaa  

https://worldfamilytrading.com/truth-reality/?v=7516fd43adaa  

https://worldfamilytrading.com/trump-snowden/?v=7516fd43adaa  

Donald Trump’s behavior (“The Trump Show” … He thinks he’s still doing Reality TV) is being observed through TWO different ‘windows’ –  that is: by Those who Believe him … and (through the other window) – by  Those who Don’t.   And of course the ‘Show’ is the SAME through either window … but the interpretation (of the show) is hugely different.

 

For example –

Many of the things our Mr. Trump does are distinctly bold and unapologetic.  He pursues his (own, private) business interests FROM THE OFFICE of the PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, apparently with NO concern about Conflict of Interest.  He fires people from his staff whenever he feels like it (for ‘disloyalty’ generally –  to HIM, PERSONALLY).  He openly attacks anyone who he thinks is not supporting him (the press, journalists, politicians).  He grants a pardon to whatever (felonious) buddy of his he feels like pardoning.

 

Now, his Base regards such behavior as corroboration of his Honesty and Forthrightness –  Transparency, you might say.  An indication that he has NO DESIRE TO DECEIVE.  (Some of them even really LIKE it – that he’s so ‘fearless’ and willing to shake things up)

 

Whereas these same behaviors are regarded (through the other window) as outrageous … shameless.

 

Some regard him as a Fountain of Truth.  They are able to overlook his (constant) lying   because he’s such a Good Guy  (our Hope, our Savior).  He’s our Leader.   AND – he is (after all) OUR PRESIDENT!   (He’s Our DAD).

 

And they are VERY disinclined to change their minds and regard Trump as a scoundrel.

 

But (as John Bradshaw points out) –  the young child of an alcoholic is NOT going to announce to his parents – “Dad, you’re an abusive Alcoholic.  Mom, you’re an Enabler.  I have packed my bags, and I’m leaving!  I’m going to move in with Jimmy, down the street.”      This just ISN’T going to happen.  A six-year-old simply can NOT do such a thing.

This, you see, is a serious problem.

 

Because of Trump’s unapologetic Boldness, you might (ironically)  hear someone from EITHER group say –  “Trump is what he is.”       Now, if a Trumper says this, he (or she) would mean – that  “Trump is a Real Man.  A True Patriot.   He tells it like it is!  He’s not afraid of anybody! – so he’s not going to apologize for his beliefs.  He’s not trying to fool anybody.”      Whereas (from the other window)  that person would have meant something quite different:  “Aside from the fact that Trump lies constantly, he’s consistent, and in a way predictable.  Yesterday he did not care about the Country or the Constitution or Democracy (or telling the truth) … and tomorrow he’ll be the SAME.  He doesn’t care about ANYTHING but HIMSELF.  He’s completely Shameless.”

 

It seems to me that the fundamental (& PIVOTAL) thing about our President Trump is – that    

 

HE IS A POSER.  (He is pretending to be someone he is not.  He pretends to speak the truth … but he does not … etc.)                                          

 

 Remember the words of Vaclav Havel –

 

“Because the regime is captive to its own lies, it must falsify everything. It falsifies the past. It falsifies the present, and it falsifies the future. It falsifies statistics. It pretends not to possess an omnipotent and unprincipled police apparatus. It pretends to respect human rights. It pretends to prosecute no one. It pretends to fear nothing. It pretends to pretend nothing.”

 

But there are MILLIONS of people who are deceived, and do not REALIZE that our Mr. Trump is a poser.

 

THIS is what’s interesting!  (and terrifying)

 

HOW does such deception take place?

 

I hope I can make (good) use of the times I have been deceived.  (If you ask me in person for a full account of this, I will be happy to give it; but for now …) allow me to refer to how I was taken in, when I read “The Life of Pi”.  I enjoyed this book (very much).  And when I finished it, I made some efforts to find Pi Patel, the main character of the story, in hopes of making contact with him.  And got nowhere!       Then at some point I found out that the author –  Yann Martel  –  regarded this book as something of an experiment in credulity.

 

I came to the realization that the author had taken me in by using (what seems to me to be) a ‘dirty trick’.  We all know that a novel is a ‘made-up story’.  Or, it may be a story that is built around a skeleton of truth, but the entire work is offered NOT as a factual account, but as entertainment … or art).  But in the case of THIS novel, the writer speaks to us in the ‘front matter’ – prior to the beginning of Chapter One.  He tells us there – HOW (in India) he ‘came upon’ the story (which he ‘relays’ in the book.)  

 The ‘front matter’ (usually, in a volume of non-fiction) often includes an introduction (which may not be by the author, but by some person of distinction.)  There may also be a preface, in which the author makes some comments he feels are necessary, so the main body of the work may be properly understood.  In any case, we are accustomed to BELIEVING whatever we are told in the front matter.  It is UNDERSTOOD – that (even if the main body of the work is complete fiction) in the front matter we are spoken to TRUTHFULLY.  And, if the author himself is speaking to us, he speaks to us in a (privileged and) different voice from the one he uses in the body of the work.

Yann Martel uses an “Author’s Note” in the front matter; and this is where he sets up the story (which supposedly begins with Chapter One, etc.)  Probably he’s thinking that ‘it’s fair to lie in the Front Matter, as it’s within the covers of the book, and after all, everyone knows that a novel is fiction.

 

But, you see –  it’s a trick.   As far as I know, there is no precedent for lying in the front matter.

Anyway,  from THIS experience I learned that deception is not only sequential, but hierarchical.

Once I believed the lie that was told in the front matter, that belief contextualized everything which followed it: (everything, starting with Chapter One)

 

Now back to Trump.  We should admit – that Donald Trump is a GOOD actor.  (George Burns says – “Once you can fake sincerity, you’ve got it made”.  [as an actor, he means])

 

Whenever I watch Donald Trump (on TV … doing his act), I am (distinctly) impressed with how good he looks.  How convincing.  Now, it is no secret – that the weightiest parts of inter-human communication are NOT the words themselves, but our body language, posture, tone of voice, inflections,  facial expressions, pauses, etc.

Mainly without saying so in words, Mr. Trump is constantly telling us (his Base, at least  –  the ones who have ‘bought the front-matter lie’) –  “I’m Sincere.  I’m your Leader.  I’m a Patriot.  I care about you & America.  I’m Rich.  I’m Smart.  I’m Good.  I’m Strong.  I’m telling you the Truth; I’m your Source for The Truth.   I’m Normal; I’m like You.  I’m Not-a-Politician; I’m an Outsider (like you). I have Character.  I’m your Best Hope”   etc.

 

When I watch Trump, I am able to “receive” all these messages (on a visceral level).  And (on that same visceral level) I believe him.

 

Because – he’s a Good Actor.

 

And THIS means – that if I am to come to the conclusion that he’s lying to me, that realization will NOT come from immediate here-&-now observation of “the Actor Doing his Act”.  It will have to come from elsewhere!  (from reading books, or listening to Facts Checkers, or doing my own research into Trump’s history, his motives.  Maybe listening to his niece Mary, or to Tony Schwartz, or Michael Cohen … or to Rachel Madow.    Somewhere.)         Somewhere else.

 

But – if I have already come to the conclusion that Mr. Trump is who he says he is (that he’s Telling the Truth), I may well be able to find an explanation for the fact that some other people have a different (crappy) view.   In Yorkshire they say –  “Everyone in the world is queer but thee and me.  And Thou’s a bit queer.”   

 

If you have a [strong] interest in this fact (-  that we’re all very much inclined to think that we are right, and everyone else is wrong) … I invite you to watch my video:             

(  trailer = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NlfqsL3hTK0

1.a = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBqIyIlIb9E

1.b = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYLM3tXAkMc

1.c = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBWHbp08q9I

1.d = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsgBZ1Y47-w

1.e = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvWpgXNIpK8

1.f = https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muRoPmS2q8E     )

             

 

Anyway, the people who watch Donald Trump (on TV)   sort themselves into two categories:  those who believe him … and those who don’t.

 

There might be a dozen (important) factors which play into  which of these two piles a given person is going to land in, (and while I do not claim to know a great deal about them and what they all are …) I understand that the white adults who are Trumpers turn out to be mostly  ‘uneducated’; and from this we may infer that Education plays a significant role in this sorting process.

 

It happens to be my view – that ALL HUMAN BEHAVIOR (i.e., anything anybody has ever done) is but an example of what every one of us is capable of. So – we need to do our best NOT to be snotty (superior) about it.  That would be inappropriate.  We are all (mainly) the same.

 

Yet our DIVIDE (how we have sorted ourselves) has become very great;  and it’s of some importance that we understand it.

And of course, the entire (Trump) phenomenon is now dripping with Judgement problems and taboos of ‘Political Correctness’.

 

But it still has to be done.  We need to deal with it.

 

I think  Chris Hayes does a pretty good job of making sense of the situation –

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_uV0RZZn98    (How Do You Govern When Half The Country Is Trapped In A Disinformation Bubble?)

 

Just because our Mr. Trump seems to be (consistently) failing in his attempts to use the courts (etc.) to overturn the election, we should realize that he is doing mainly a good job of taking advantage of the possibilities that are available to him … and that he’s smarter than we are (in some ways).  He realizes that he is in a position of Epistemological Authority for millions of people (his ‘base’).  Because they have decided that HE is the one they trust to tell them the truth about (whatever) situation we’re in; and THIS is an enormous power !  I suspect he is (with all his ‘efforts’ to overturn the election) positioning himself to be able to explain to his base – that the System is rigged (against him).  [And, of course, one of his best ‘hooks’ is – “I’m an Outsider, like you”!         When General Washington crossed the Delaware, the (British) general, Cornwallis, had ‘gone home’, because he reckoned the ‘war was over’!  We were a rag-tag bunch, with almost no budget and very little logistical support.    The (Rebel &) Underdog are deeply ingrained into the American psyche.]

 

Suppose someone were to pass him (Trump) a note on which is written a fairly simple (and true) piece of information: that ‘his actions are weakening the structure of our democracy’.   Would that dissuade him?  Of course not.  He doesn’t think like that.  He is not love-driven; and he is not truth-oriented.  He is more like a disembodied (evil) force … which DOES (unfortunately) have a body to work through; but it has NO INTERNAL MEANS OF CONSTRAINING ITSELF.  He has become a (truly) terrible hazard.

He is such an accomplished actor that whatever he says    is (now) going to be believed by tens of millions of people.  The fact that his legal efforts are proving ineffectual may well prove to be of less importance   than his (‘well-earned’) ability to say (to his base,  in the very final days of his presidency) –  “We have been sorely wronged!  Everybody knows the truth  –  the election was rigged ; and I was the winner.  The Whole System is rigged!”

 

And we should NOT expect him (ever) to admit defeat, or to admit that he (ever) did anything wrong.

 

But as Michael Cohen points out    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XBpg0DYTIpQ    we need to take seriously the matter of how to minimize the damage Trump will be able to do in the future.

 

We should (all) pray for Healing … and hope for the Grace to work toward unity.

 

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=miz1V13QWsU    (Freedom Writers  [trailer] ) 

I mention this film here (“Freedom Writers”)  because it offers an image of healing … of becoming a Family.  And this is exactly the task before us.  (and it’s based on a true story.)[:]

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[:en]Anxiety[:]

[:en] 

Give us today

Our bread for tomorrow.

 

There’s a black and white cat who lives with me.  Max.  He’s not a young cat.  Most of his life he lived near Banks (Oregon), 150 miles west of here.  This cat is clearly neurotic regarding food.  But I reckon he came by it honestly.

His owner (my part-time housemate) tells me that (in his former place of residence) Max was always trying to get someone to feed him.  And I think this is what made him crazy.  There were several people living in (his) house, but nobody had the ‘job’ of feeding the cat.  There WAS food there, but it would get dispensed ONLY when Max could get someone to feed him.  This was very stressful for Max.

He has lived here for a couple years now … and he STILL will come find me (maybe when I’m cooking my own dinner) – and he’ll want me to come “feed him”.  And this is in SPITE of the fact that he’s (now) NEVER without food.  There’s ALWAYS a dish of food on the dryer (which is in the bathroom.  We have a small apartment.)  But he wants me to BE THERE (so he can feel like someone is feeding him.)  He wants love, I reckon.  And who can blame him for that?  We’re all the same, it seems to me.  I used to tease him a bit (for being so crazy), but I’ve stopped doing that.  He is my teacher after all.

Max eats about ½ cup of (dry) cat food a day  (or maybe just a little more than that).  Every morning, as part of my routine, I see to it that he has “enough” food.  And, in HIS case, I figure that’s about TWO day’s worth of food … about one Cup.  Most evenings he wants to go outside (which of course, I let him do.  I tell him to watch out for the owls.  But he has his own adventures.  Sometimes, he may be gone even for a couple days.  Anyway, his eating habits vary somewhat.)  So every now and then, he’ll actually finish off what’s in his dish.  But when that happens, I always feel a bit sad, and like I’ve let him down.  Not that he’s actually going hungry … but because he’ll WORRY.  (And I want him to be happy.)

 

If the Urantia Book is correct, Jesus was reluctant to share with his apostles ANY set prayer … because he understood that prayer should be authentic and from the heart.  But after considerable pestering, he finally gave in and taught them the prayer he had taught his (younger) brothers and sisters (from when he was obliged to care for them after the death of Joseph.  Jesus was 12 at the time, and the oldest child of a large family.)

 

Our Father who is in heaven,

Hallowed be your name.

Your kingdom come; your will be done

On earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our bread for tomorrow;

Refresh our souls with the water of life.

And forgive us every one our debts

As we also have forgiven our debtors.

Save us in temptation, deliver us from evil,

And increasingly make us perfect like yourself.

                                                                            –    p. 1620

 

We know this, of course, as the ‘Lord’s Prayer’.  [I’ll include it ‘in context’ at the end of this essay.]

 

Whenever I write and post a blog, I try to make the title short.   But really, this essay is more about Love (to help counteract the anxieties of life) than it is about anxiety itself.  Having a Human Life …    it’s a tough gig.

 

Personally, I’m rather sorry – that the wording was lost from the line (in The Lord’s Prayer).  ‘Give us today our daily bread’ … is not quite as good as  –  ‘Give us today our bread for tomorrow’.  Because –  if we cannot see HOW tomorrow’s sustenance is to be obtained … then we’re going to WORRY about it.

ANY loving father (human or otherwise) will not only PROVIDE for his children … but will also see to their happiness.  Anxiety and worry should be minimized.  Mmm?

 

And I cannot help but mention – that the man who is (currently) the President of the United States … does NOT partake of this parental love.  (The leader of ANY group has a parental role   and a [natural] responsibility to care for those he leads.  And it may well be that he just does not know HOW.  But in any case, he does not DO it.)

 

(Why good leaders make you feel safe  –  Simon Sinek     [12 min.])

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  (Goodness   [1 minute])

 

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[from the Urantia Book:  Paper 144. Sections 2 – 5.

 

You may like to see the 7 prayers that are in sec. 5;  some of which originate from other planets.] :

 

2. The Discourse on Prayer

144:2.1 (1618.5) “John indeed taught you a simple form of prayer: ‘O Father, cleanse us from sin, show us your glory, reveal your love, and let your spirit sanctify our hearts forevermore, Amen!’ He taught this prayer that you might have something to teach the multitude. He did not intend that you should use such a set and formal petition as the expression of your own souls in prayer.

144:2.2 (1618.6) “Prayer is entirely a personal and spontaneous expression of the attitude of the soul toward the spirit; prayer should be the communion of sonship and the expression of fellowship. Prayer, when indited by the spirit, leads to co-operative spiritual progress. The ideal prayer is a form of spiritual communion which leads to intelligent worship. True praying is the sincere attitude of reaching heavenward for the attainment of your ideals.

144:2.3 (1619.1) “Prayer is the breath of the soul and should lead you to be persistent in your attempt to ascertain the Father’s will. If any one of you has a neighbor, and you go to him at midnight and say: ‘Friend, lend me three loaves, for a friend of mine on a journey has come to see me, and I have nothing to set before him’; and if your neighbor answers, ‘Trouble me not, for the door is now shut and the children and I are in bed; therefore I cannot rise and give you bread,’ you will persist, explaining that your friend hungers, and that you have no food to offer him. I say to you, though your neighbor will not rise and give you bread because he is your friend, yet because of your importunity he will get up and give you as many loaves as you need. If, then, persistence will win favors even from mortal man, how much more will your persistence in the spirit win the bread of life for you from the willing hands of the Father in heaven. Again I say to you: Ask and it shall be given you; seek and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened to you. For every one who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks the door of salvation will be opened.

144:2.4 (1619.2) “Which of you who is a father, if his son asks unwisely, would hesitate to give in accordance with parental wisdom rather than in the terms of the son’s faulty petition? If the child needs a loaf, will you give him a stone just because he unwisely asks for it? If your son needs a fish, will you give him a watersnake just because it may chance to come up in the net with the fish and the child foolishly asks for the serpent? If you, then, being mortal and finite, know how to answer prayer and give good and appropriate gifts to your children, how much more shall your heavenly Father give the spirit and many additional blessings to those who ask him? Men ought always to pray and not become discouraged.

144:2.5 (1619.3) “Let me tell you the story of a certain judge who lived in a wicked city. This judge feared not God nor had respect for man. Now there was a needy widow in that city who came repeatedly to this unjust judge, saying, ‘Protect me from my adversary.’ For some time he would not give ear to her, but presently he said to himself: ‘Though I fear not God nor have regard for man, yet because this widow ceases not to trouble me, I will vindicate her lest she wear me out by her continual coming.’ These stories I tell you to encourage you to persist in praying and not to intimate that your petitions will change the just and righteous Father above. Your persistence, however, is not to win favor with God but to change your earth attitude and to enlarge your soul’s capacity for spirit receptivity.

144:2.6 (1619.4) “But when you pray, you exercise so little faith. Genuine faith will remove mountains of material difficulty which may chance to lie in the path of soul expansion and spiritual progress.”

3. The Believer’s Prayer

144:3.1 (1619.5) But the apostles were not yet satisfied; they desired Jesus to give them a model prayer which they could teach the new disciples. After listening to this discourse on prayer, James Zebedee said: “Very good, Master, but we do not desire a form of prayer for ourselves so much as for the newer believers who so frequently beseech us, ‘Teach us how acceptably to pray to the Father in heaven.’”

144:3.2 (1619.6) When James had finished speaking, Jesus said: “If, then, you still desire such a prayer, I would present the one which I taught my brothers and sisters in Nazareth”:

144:3.3 (1620.1) Our Father who is in heaven,

144:3.4 (1620.2) Hallowed be your name.

144:3.5 (1620.3) Your kingdom come; your will be done

144:3.6 (1620.4) On earth as it is in heaven.

144:3.7 (1620.5) Give us this day our bread for tomorrow;

144:3.8 (1620.6) Refresh our souls with the water of life.

144:3.9 (1620.7) And forgive us every one our debts

144:3.10 (1620.8) As we also have forgiven our debtors.

144:3.11 (1620.9) Save us in temptation, deliver us from evil,

144:3.12 (1620.10) And increasingly make us perfect like yourself.

144:3.13 (1620.11) It is not strange that the apostles desired Jesus to teach them a model prayer for believers. John the Baptist had taught his followers several prayers; all great teachers had formulated prayers for their pupils. The religious teachers of the Jews had some twenty-five or thirty set prayers which they recited in the synagogues and even on the street corners. Jesus was particularly averse to praying in public. Up to this time the twelve had heard him pray only a few times. They observed him spending entire nights at prayer or worship, and they were very curious to know the manner or form of his petitions. They were really hard pressed to know what to answer the multitudes when they asked to be taught how to pray as John had taught his disciples.

144:3.14 (1620.12) Jesus taught the twelve always to pray in secret; to go off by themselves amidst the quiet surroundings of nature or to go in their rooms and shut the doors when they engaged in prayer.

144:3.15 (1620.13) After Jesus’ death and ascension to the Father it became the practice of many believers to finish this so-called Lord’s prayer by the addition of—“In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ.” Still later on, two lines were lost in copying, and there was added to this prayer an extra clause, reading: “For yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory, forevermore.”

144:3.16 (1620.14) Jesus gave the apostles the prayer in collective form as they had prayed it in the Nazareth home. He never taught a formal personal prayer, only group, family, or social petitions. And he never volunteered to do that.

144:3.17 (1620.15) Jesus taught that effective prayer must be:

144:3.18 (1620.16) 1. Unselfish—not alone for oneself.

144:3.19 (1620.17) 2. Believing—according to faith.

144:3.20 (1620.18) 3. Sincere—honest of heart.

144:3.21 (1620.19) 4. Intelligent—according to light.

144:3.22 (1620.20) 5. Trustful—in submission to the Father’s all-wise will.

144:3.23 (1620.21) When Jesus spent whole nights on the mountain in prayer, it was mainly for his disciples, particularly for the twelve. The Master prayed very little for himself, although he engaged in much worship of the nature of understanding communion with his Paradise Father.

4. More About Prayer

144:4.1 (1620.22) For days after the discourse on prayer the apostles continued to ask the Master questions regarding this all-important and worshipful practice. Jesus’ instruction to the apostles during these days, regarding prayer and worship, may be summarized and restated in modern phraseology as follows:

144:4.2 (1621.1) The earnest and longing repetition of any petition, when such a prayer is the sincere expression of a child of God and is uttered in faith, no matter how ill-advised or impossible of direct answer, never fails to expand the soul’s capacity for spiritual receptivity.

144:4.3 (1621.2) In all praying, remember that sonship is a gift. No child has aught to do with earning the status of son or daughter. The earth child comes into being by the will of its parents. Even so, the child of God comes into grace and the new life of the spirit by the will of the Father in heaven. Therefore must the kingdom of heaven—divine sonship—be received as by a little child. You earn righteousness—progressive character development—but you receive sonship by grace and through faith.

144:4.4 (1621.3) Prayer led Jesus up to the supercommunion of his soul with the Supreme Rulers of the universe of universes. Prayer will lead the mortals of earth up to the communion of true worship. The soul’s spiritual capacity for receptivity determines the quantity of heavenly blessings which can be personally appropriated and consciously realized as an answer to prayer.

144:4.5 (1621.4) Prayer and its associated worship is a technique of detachment from the daily routine of life, from the monotonous grind of material existence. It is an avenue of approach to spiritualized self-realization and individuality of intellectual and religious attainment.

144:4.6 (1621.5) Prayer is an antidote for harmful introspection. At least, prayer as the Master taught it is such a beneficent ministry to the soul. Jesus consistently employed the beneficial influence of praying for one’s fellows. The Master usually prayed in the plural, not in the singular. Only in the great crises of his earth life did Jesus ever pray for himself.

144:4.7 (1621.6) Prayer is the breath of the spirit life in the midst of the material civilization of the races of mankind. Worship is salvation for the pleasure-seeking generations of mortals.

144:4.8 (1621.7) As prayer may be likened to recharging the spiritual batteries of the soul, so worship may be compared to the act of tuning in the soul to catch the universe broadcasts of the infinite spirit of the Universal Father.

144:4.9 (1621.8) Prayer is the sincere and longing look of the child to its spirit Father; it is a psychologic process of exchanging the human will for the divine will. Prayer is a part of the divine plan for making over that which is into that which ought to be.

144:4.10 (1621.9) One of the reasons why Peter, James, and John, who so often accompanied Jesus on his long night vigils, never heard Jesus pray, was because their Master so rarely uttered his prayers as spoken words. Practically all of Jesus’ praying was done in the spirit and in the heart—silently.

144:4.11 (1621.10) Of all the apostles, Peter and James came the nearest to comprehending the Master’s teaching about prayer and worship.

5. Other Forms of Prayer

144:5.1 (1621.11) From time to time, during the remainder of Jesus’ sojourn on earth, he brought to the notice of the apostles several additional forms of prayer, but he did this only in illustration of other matters, and he enjoined that these “parable prayers” should not be taught to the multitudes. Many of them were from other inhabited planets, but this fact Jesus did not reveal to the twelve. Among these prayers were the following:

144:5.2 (1622.1) Our Father in whom consist the universe realms,

144:5.3 (1622.2) Uplifted be your name and all-glorious your character.

144:5.4 (1622.3) Your presence encompasses us, and your glory is manifested

144:5.5 (1622.4) Imperfectly through us as it is in perfection shown on high.

144:5.6 (1622.5) Give us this day the vivifying forces of light,

144:5.7 (1622.6) And let us not stray into the evil bypaths of our imagination,

144:5.8 (1622.7) For yours is the glorious indwelling, the everlasting power,

144:5.9 (1622.8) And to us, the eternal gift of the infinite love of your Son.

144:5.10 (1622.9) Even so, and everlastingly true.

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144:5.12 (1622.10) Our creative Parent, who is in the center of the universe,

144:5.13 (1622.11) Bestow upon us your nature and give to us your character.

144:5.14 (1622.12) Make us sons and daughters of yours by grace

144:5.15 (1622.13) And glorify your name through our eternal achievement.

144:5.16 (1622.14) Your adjusting and controlling spirit give to live and dwell within us

144:5.17 (1622.15) That we may do your will on this sphere as angels do your bidding in light.

144:5.18 (1622.16) Sustain us this day in our progress along the path of truth.

144:5.19 (1622.17) Deliver us from inertia, evil, and all sinful transgression.

144:5.20 (1622.18) Be patient with us as we show loving-kindness to our fellows.

144:5.21 (1622.19) Shed abroad the spirit of your mercy in our creature hearts.

144:5.22 (1622.20) Lead us by your own hand, step by step, through the uncertain maze of life,

144:5.23 (1622.21) And when our end shall come, receive into your own bosom our faithful spirits.

144:5.24 (1622.22) Even so, not our desires but your will be done.

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144:5.26 (1622.23) Our perfect and righteous heavenly Father,

144:5.27 (1622.24) This day guide and direct our journey.

144:5.28 (1622.25) Sanctify our steps and co-ordinate our thoughts.

144:5.29 (1622.26) Ever lead us in the ways of eternal progress.

144:5.30 (1622.27) Fill us with wisdom to the fullness of power

144:5.31 (1622.28) And vitalize us with your infinite energy.

144:5.32 (1622.29) Inspire us with the divine consciousness of

144:5.33 (1622.30) The presence and guidance of the seraphic hosts.

144:5.34 (1622.31) Guide us ever upward in the pathway of light;

144:5.35 (1622.32) Justify us fully in the day of the great judgment.

144:5.36 (1622.33) Make us like yourself in eternal glory

144:5.37 (1622.34) And receive us into your endless service on high.

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144:5.39 (1622.35) Our Father who is in the mystery,

144:5.40 (1622.36) Reveal to us your holy character.

144:5.41 (1622.37) Give your children on earth this day

144:5.42 (1622.38) To see the way, the light, and the truth.

144:5.43 (1622.39) Show us the pathway of eternal progress

144:5.44 (1622.40) And give us the will to walk therein.

144:5.45 (1622.41) Establish within us your divine kingship

144:5.46 (1622.42) And thereby bestow upon us the full mastery of self.

144:5.47 (1622.43) Let us not stray into paths of darkness and death;

144:5.48 (1622.44) Lead us everlastingly beside the waters of life.

144:5.49 (1622.45) Hear these our prayers for your own sake;

144:5.50 (1622.46) Be pleased to make us more and more like yourself.

144:5.51 (1623.1) At the end, for the sake of the divine Son,

144:5.52 (1623.2) Receive us into the eternal arms.

144:5.53 (1623.3) Even so, not our will but yours be done.

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144:5.55 (1623.4) Glorious Father and Mother, in one parent combined,

144:5.56 (1623.5) Loyal would we be to your divine nature.

144:5.57 (1623.6) Your own self to live again in and through us

144:5.58 (1623.7) By the gift and bestowal of your divine spirit,

144:5.59 (1623.8) Thus reproducing you imperfectly in this sphere

144:5.60 (1623.9) As you are perfectly and majestically shown on high.

144:5.61 (1623.10) Give us day by day your sweet ministry of brotherhood

144:5.62 (1623.11) And lead us moment by moment in the pathway of loving service.

144:5.63 (1623.12) Be you ever and unfailingly patient with us

144:5.64 (1623.13) Even as we show forth your patience to our children.

144:5.65 (1623.14) Give us the divine wisdom that does all things well

144:5.66 (1623.15) And the infinite love that is gracious to every creature.

144:5.67 (1623.16) Bestow upon us your patience and loving-kindness

144:5.68 (1623.17) That our charity may enfold the weak of the realm.

144:5.69 (1623.18) And when our career is finished, make it an honor to your name,

144:5.70 (1623.19) A pleasure to your good spirit, and a satisfaction to our soul helpers.

144:5.71 (1623.20) Not as we wish, our loving Father, but as you desire the eternal good of your mortal children,

144:5.72 (1623.21) Even so may it be.

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144:5.74 (1623.22) Our all-faithful Source and all-powerful Center,

144:5.75 (1623.23) Reverent and holy be the name of your all-gracious Son.

144:5.76 (1623.24) Your bounties and your blessings have descended upon us,

144:5.77 (1623.25) Thus empowering us to perform your will and execute your bidding.

144:5.78 (1623.26) Give us moment by moment the sustenance of the tree of life;

144:5.79 (1623.27) Refresh us day by day with the living waters of the river thereof.

144:5.80 (1623.28) Step by step lead us out of darkness and into the divine light.

144:5.81 (1623.29) Renew our minds by the transformations of the indwelling spirit,

144:5.82 (1623.30) And when the mortal end shall finally come upon us,

144:5.83 (1623.31) Receive us to yourself and send us forth in eternity.

144:5.84 (1623.32) Crown us with celestial diadems of fruitful service,

144:5.85 (1623.33) And we shall glorify the Father, the Son, and the Holy Influence.

144:5.86 (1623.34) Even so, throughout a universe without end.

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144:5.88 (1623.35) Our Father who dwells in the secret places of the universe,

144:5.89 (1623.36) Honored be your name, reverenced your mercy, and respected your judgment.

144:5.90 (1623.37) Let the sun of righteousness shine upon us at noontime,

144:5.91 (1623.38) While we beseech you to guide our wayward steps in the twilight.

144:5.92 (1623.39) Lead us by the hand in the ways of your own choosing

144:5.93 (1623.40) And forsake us not when the path is hard and the hours are dark.

144:5.94 (1623.41) Forget us not as we so often neglect and forget you.

144:5.95 (1623.42) But be you merciful and love us as we desire to love you.

144:5.96 (1623.43) Look down upon us in kindness and forgive us in mercy

144:5.97 (1623.44) As we in justice forgive those who distress and injure us.

144:5.98 (1624.1) May the love, devotion, and bestowal of the majestic Son

144:5.99 (1624.2) Make available life everlasting with your endless mercy and love.

144:5.100 (1624.3) May the God of universes bestow upon us the full measure of his spirit;

144:5.101 (1624.4) Give us grace to yield to the leading of this spirit.

144:5.102 (1624.5) By the loving ministry of devoted seraphic hosts

144:5.103 (1624.6) May the Son guide and lead us to the end of the age.

144:5.104 (1624.7) Make us ever and increasingly like yourself

144:5.105 (1624.8) And at our end receive us into the eternal Paradise embrace.

144:5.106 (1624.9) Even so, in the name of the bestowal Son

144:5.107 (1624.10) And for the honor and glory of the Supreme Father.

144:5.108 (1624.11) Though the apostles were not at liberty to present these prayer lessons in their public teachings, they profited much from all of these revelations in their personal religious experiences. Jesus utilized these and other prayer models as illustrations in connection with the intimate instruction of the twelve, and specific permission has been granted for transcribing these seven specimen prayers into this record.[:]